❤JESUS REIGNS❤

A few days ago, i dreamt of myself being patched back with my ex-boyfriend. It's was a terrible nightmare. My first ex-boyfriend. This year 22 years old. In my dream i was blissfully together with him again. IN MY DREAM. But then the dream is a nightmare because it continues like that:

We went to the guardian outlet, or some sort of beauty & care shop, maybe Watsons, then i went in to buy some nice treatment for my hair and facial care. Then in my dream i was very rich, i believe so. I really bought a lot a lot. I don't remember i look at the instructions care or care menu carefully, it's like, i saw what i love then i just grab already. Then when i and him go to the counter to pay, i saw one of a bottle i bought, it's something like a nutrition bottle for my hair, very big bottle and it's only like, $2. LOL. Okay, then i bought it and i saw him taking away something. He took away a bottle that is like, got dark blue and white colour packaging and it has a title named: "a pee- *** healing" and then got show a little penis of a young boy. (Cartoon of course) It's like something to heal the private part of a boy lor. Then i could picture the moment i saw my ex's children. But i am not suppose to buy for him, he should pay himself, and i thought that was probably he had bought for his children. So i told the counter woman that i am not paying for that. Then suddenly the scene changed to the woman beside the cashier counter.

She was a China lady, her face is very scary. Her eye bags are so so so big and bulky. Then is like those mental hospital patient. VERY VERY SCARY. Then she stared at me very fiercely and he(my ex-bf) let go of myleft hand which he is holding and the woman took out a hammer, although not those big big one, but it is thin but definitely, one hit on your skull, it's will crack. Very scary. Then in front of her were the two children, thin and malnutritioned. They were crying and one seemed to have difficulty breathing. Very poor thing. They were pretty dirty, and there are blood stains on their clothes. It's obviously caused by the mother. I dropped my things and i rushed forward to shelther the younger one from the hammer hit towards his head, who seems to have breathing difficulty, i think is asthma. I think i was hit by the hammer too but i have no feeling. Only my heart was pain because both the children is so, so badly tortured. Very scary, really. I can't forget this dream. It's definitely scary. Then i fely guilty because i have actually led the lady to her 100% anger! When she missed to hit the younger child, she threw the hammer aside and, the most most scary part of the dream is she took the older one, THE ELDER BROTHER, SHE HOLD HIM UP AND THE BOY WAS LIKE, SCREAMING AND CRYING AND HIS SALIVA IS POURING OUT INTO HIS NOSE AND THE LADY THREW HIM UP INTO THE AIR AND DUMPED HIM TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The boy eventually hit against the wall and with a huge "thump" sound, there was no more crying sound heard. That boy is probably DEAD. OMG!! T___T Why.. Why in my dream i wasn't brave enough to save him.. T_________________T WHY??!!?? And those useless crowd, no one stepped forward to help, NO ONE. And it was only me. Me. Me who stepped in front. Why. Why so cruel. If i am a terrorist in my dream and i have the power to rewind time, i will faster grab the two poor kids out and i throw all my bombs inside the shop ar. Let everyone die manns. =.= Idiot.

Oh. Ok. Back to my nightmare. Yeah. So the elder one died. And i was just looking at the poor kid crying. He must be so damn shocked. Then after that i think, i should thank God that the lady disappeared. Hopefully not towards the boy who most probably died and throw him again la. OMG. Then the next scene was the ex of mine kneeled down to me and beg for me to forgive him. He cry u know. In my dream la. Then everyone was stilled and there was silence except for the one poor and helpless kid and one idiot crying and begging me. =.= Then i understood. The lady was his wife. The China woman. His wife. Mayb he raped her or something. Then the woman enetered depression. Then that's why become crazy. So in the dream, being such a nice girl i am, i was considering whether to forgive him of such big sin or not. It's very stupid. Because i was thinking so so hard that eventually i woke up from my dream. =.= I woke up and i opened my eyes. And i sat up. AND I WAS still thinking whether to forgive him or not. =.= RETARDED RIGHT? =.= Laugh all you want. Then after my soul came back to reality, i realise that i am so damn really retarded. But not to the latest stage of this retardation disease la, otherwise i could have picked up my phone and called him and tell him i forgive him and he will be like, huh? What the **** you want? =.= LOL.

Yeah. So this is my wonderful nightmare. Better than some people dreaming of dinosaurs la. =.=