❤JESUS REIGNS❤

I feel so tired now.. Just now went for the AIA job probation, but cant make it.. So the 4 hrs i wasted my time there. So sad. :( But ok lah, at least i noe that i tried. :) Choon Shien (Mr Gan) was patient wif me too. x) But it was me who gave up the job lor, coz i feel tat it's just no point doing this kind of thing.. Coz u'll haf to get the appts out, if u kept on calling ppl, but no ppl wants to support u, give u an appt date, den u wont do well.. U're lyk, just wasting ur tym there. Somemore i am taking CS's tym oso. Paiseh leh. He not bad looking. :D (but cannot compare to Vince)He teach me lyk, so long lahs. :O But it's ok, now tat i noe, i wont go for this kind of job anymore unless i am well-trained and given more tym lor.. Well, at the end of the day, it's my first part-tym job wad. Although no pay, it's the experience that pays off lor. :) And oso get to see CS oso not bad lah. :) Only a total of 6 hrs lost to let God speak to me this way, it's lyk, so worth it. Coz all along i was depending on God today. First, morning when i woke up, i pray tat i'll reach on tym to meet CS and let him haf good impression of me since he is the one who hires me to assist me. 2nd, i prayed for safety coz afterall it's my first tym meeting CS. 3rd, i prayed tat CS is kind and patient cum polite and not fierce and frenly type, and God answered all these prayers of mine. Well, but one thing God didn't answered me was for the job to be smooth and successful so that i continue working thr wif CS. And there comes revelation. I wasn't even aware of it until He in heaven spoke to me in the train ride while i was on my way home..

"If life is so easy for you, then you don't need to love God anymore, just ask(pray) and it will be given to you. MEANINGLESS"

WOW. Awesome. Yeah. So i suddenly bcome more cheerful abt the situation. I knew the failure for the job in my heart. It was the lack of faith to lift it to God. Right from the start i actually prayed for it, but i haf small faith tat God can help me in tis kind of thing. But what u think is what u get..

Well, so finally still need to wait for SAKURA to accept me.. :( Haix. Nvm. Nid to get a job den can le.. :)

Anyways i still misses Vince. Oh manns~ :( He is so shuai. Too shuai liao. *sigh* Even more shuai than CS arh. Vince is like, 99% shuai, den JJ is lyk bcome 65% shuai, den CS 1% shuai and others all below 1% liao. LOL. Not bad lah. At least i noe my standard liao. :DD So at least i won't fall easily again into a love hell. LOL.

&& yesterday finally can wash my hair ler~ (although cant wash away Vince in my mind) :D But my hair now not as straight le. But is still somehow str8 lah. :) Hahs.

*Yesterday Moon treated me at Pastamania :DD loveloves. Feel a mother-like love! hahas. Gotta make her a nice b'dae card. Shall commence the work tonite! ^^

Alrite, shall stop here liaos! ^^