❤JESUS REIGNS❤

1:09 AM 23 AUG 2009
(mid-night thundering makes me unable to sleep T____T )

Haix... It's raining cats and dogs now... The rain is the sign of sorrow in my heart... When everything seems to goes wrong, there is always a light, a right track, to follow... And one of the best way to escape is actually to flee, avoiding temptations that will eventually cling on to your mind if it is not attended to immediately... To see friends getting involved in several activities is really not the right mindset that i should have... They should be invisible to me... Afterall loads of words had not been spoken, by the look of those faces tells a billion tons of "craps"... Well, i guess by the smoke that i always hate tells that the barrier built between us is sooOOOOoo thick that we can merely see each other... Probably no more view... Probably no more hope...

Lols. So emo.. =_______='''

Nahs, new topic. :D Wah, yesterday, which is like several hours ago, Vvian and me quarrelled worh. O.o Stupid sia. Afterall is not my fault. I've no idea how long this will last... Nvm lor. I'll concentrate on studies more... Although it's hard still, coz of Kings. =.= I really look forward to 11 nov, the last day of my O level paper, however, he'll be back by then... T>T Wa lao, it's like, a day to worry and yet to celebrate for... I can feel that on that day i will be so so so relaxed, so carefree, that maybe i can no longer remember him... But i believe that given a few more hours, he'll be back on my mind again... Haix. Must do more maths questions to
bury myself in sub-conscious state.

" I'm sorrie for the way i let go; for everything i wanted until you came along... I was never broken, not defeated; I know next to you was not where i belong... And it's a little late for explanation... There isn't anything that you can do... And my eyes hurt, hands shivered, so you'll listen when i say...

I DON'T WANT TO, STAY ANOTHER MINUTE.... I DON'T WANT YOU, TO SAY A SINGLE WORD... There is no other way, i get the final say......... BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO, DO THIS ANY LONGER.. I DON'T WANT you, to say a single word, i've aready spoken, our love is broken......
No more hurts, no more pain, no more crying... No more words no more hurts no more trying..." (edited)

Aready deleted someone from facebook le.. The 2nd person i ever deleted. LOL. And that was a person who managed to pull my faith to the limit, yet he himself fell... Nvm, don't cares. Since he can't be bothered either. =( Now only nid to finish my O levels, den everything will have some time to work out... God will leads the way. :) PTL~

2:21 AM 23 AUG 2009

Haix.. Still raining... If continue like that means i only slept for 3 hours like tat before going to svc later... Hmm... Professional. Later will be by faith that i won't fall asleep~ :DD

Hmm. Yesterday whole day slack sia. Late morning at around 11.30am like that woke up, went to eat breakfast before meeting Esther, den go cdac help her print some stuffs... Den stayed there for a short while, den go back home play computer, train kung fu pets, level up 2 times den go changed clothes den travel to msl cc to play badminton. Den around 6.39pm reached home, play kung fu pets again, level up til 140 den go eat dinner at around 8pm.. ? Den come back play, quarrel with Vvian a while, kana spammed a while, with a total notices of 89+ unseen, record of my facebook account. LOL. That was what i actually done yesterday. Nothing productive. After playing badminton still drink coke and buy western eat, so confirm wont help me in slimming down at all... And cant do any house chores that will make my left hand's index finger getting contact with water coz it's so damn it painful... T___________T Oh wells, so nv do anything much lor.
Basically. LOLs.

*sigh* Cant sleep sia... Computer oso cant work properly. =.= Stupid.. So nid to listen to songs, stare into blank, no mood to do hmwk oso, i'm not a very hard-working gal, and nothing else better to do other than cooking a bowl of maggi mee to chew on. LOLs. I want to play Kung fu pets!!!!! Cannot lose to Jia Jun and Joel =( Bullies manns. Keep on chionging levels one. D: Big bully small. Older than me still like that. Eeyer. LOLs.

Okay lahs, end here. Otherwise it's gonna continue till the end of the world.

LOLOL.

Signing off, (it's still raining)
LOL
JeNNifer :)