As i told Ellis, i wouldn't like someone who can't lead me in my walk with God. I must b fair... :) So, shall i gif up once i confirmed tat he is not spiritually strong? Or izzit he is going through his test of God now... ? Will he fail the test like how i do last tym for more than 6 mths.. ?
Oww.. Tat's making me going crazy manns... I've always tot he was a faithful son of God... Why things nid to turn out like tat... ???? Why????
Haixx.. Mayb tat's wad i deserve... God see i owaes crush here crush thr... Nid to teach me a lesson le... Oh... Okay, i've learnt my lesson liao... No one will b better than him le... No one else... If he's impossible for me, den i will just forget it and move on wif my life le... No point wasting time on someone who like unchurched gal instead of saving them. No pointing treating someone kind when he doesn't noe how to appreciate...
Why am i so stupid manns... Why ahs? Just coz of his accompany? Just coz of his presence? Shouldn't be... WHY IZZIT I OWAES THINKS THAT HE'S SPIRITUALLY STRONG????????????? IF I DIDN'T HAF THOUGHT SO, I WOULDN'T NID TO BE SO DISAPPOINTED NOW.......... WHY..........
Haix, perhaps tat's a calling from God for me to wake up le... O lv... 2nd priority after God himself... For all i noe, game should no longer b a reason for me to talk to him... The growth of us in God is the most important thing... If he really choose not to b back again, if he really choose to b attached to some unchurched gals, if he really say that church has no longer carries the purpose in his life, it's so wrong la... Wad is he thinking?????? D; Idiotic manns... =.= sux to the hardest inner core!!! T.T
*Rang Insane* lols... Wells, if tis wk don get to see him, of coz don't expect me to b happy le... To face tis fact is killing me..... T.T WTH. Satan please leave him alone... And oso leave me alone... I want to be in his prayer... His and my Father Lord's care... No one elses... Tis are the 1 man 1 God i desire...... T.T
Can't it just come true..... Can't imagine my life without u... T.T
Haix, seems like, well, i wouldn't haf any mood le.... Tml art paper... Theory... Sucks la.. =.= I NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD!! Originally say want to talk to me to encourage me one... In the end lei? Like tat lah?
Wa lao eh..Suan le... Try to get chance to talk to him... And another fren from the New Creation oso going to backslide soon... T.T Why are the guys os stupid now?????? =.=''' lol... Think properly b4 u all make choice one can anot sio.... =.=
I oso dun wan to care abt all these de lor... Can gif up my worries i will le... But if i don do anything, i'd rather don't sleep for nights and days... LOLOL if that's gonna b effective i'll lah... =.= haix. Now i'm so upset myself... Must cheer myself up first. :)
Gotta pray le~ All the way... For every souls that are dry..... Pray that my prayer will be answered...
I am so zai. From happy turned to depression. lol.
