Just reached home from school... Wah... Today's Combined Science paper was tough for me arh.... I didn't revise at all lorh... If i can pass, it's really the Holy Spirit's power being superbly strong on me~ ^^ Lols~ All those equations in the second Chemistry paper was pretty wierd to me~ And i believe those wierdo equations that i've write must be wrong answers lah... But i hope that i can at least pass... ? Really hope to not to fail any subjects manns~ Tml is geog paper... T.T I'll make sure i study hard for it... I wanna shine for God.... :)

Yesterday got to play a bit of badminton with SS... Very long nv really talked to her... Well, i believe she isn't leading a good life either... Should like, invite her to Christ. xD Let God save her~ ^^ At least i'm leading a life with a meaningful purpose.... :D PTL~

This Friday it's cg... Hope that Chee Ning will go again.... And oso hope that the cg can like, talk more to her... ? O.o Lols... It's hard to get someone save when the help that i can get is not from the cg... Well, or God should really helped me.... Please save her manns~ If she starts to stay committed to church, her brother can probably be saved, too. :) It's really something marvellous to look forward to.... In the end, i wouldn't want to take any credits from all these things.. Just hope that more frenz of mine can be saved, and we can, together, fulfill the 10 commandments together with God's strong presence in the midst of us..... When one or more come together, i believe that God will be there to confirm us. :) Marsiling Sec is gonna b a history to me soon~ Since i'm graduating this year.... Hmm... Oh wells, stil, i can't say that i won't be saving at least 1 soul from Secondary school... :D SiYing is zai arh. Saved numerous souls from Sec sch. Really zai.

Anyways yesterday managed to talk to Kingsley about what i tink is the best solution for the both of us....... It's really like, too complicated.... Feel that, not liking him to come back too fast...... I need a lot more time to make sure that i won't be attached back to him again....... Coz i really don't want to...... It's not a grudge, but like a mindset that if we got together again, everything that is unhappy in the past will repeat itself again.... And the most important thing afterall is that he's not ready for a relationship wif me ar. =.= He kept on spending time wif his frenz, and galfrenz. Zzz. Unacceptable. Solo go movie wif some gal(s). =.= I mean, who can take this kind of thing? And honestly i don't want to hate someone lor. So i must only take him as a normal fren. Not any close fren or wad. But normal fren. Just in case that he'll think that i am trying to jio him or something. Another thing is oso coz he's too thick skin le..... =.=
Okay lah. Shouldn't talk about it too much.

Hahs~ Yesterday night b4 sleep got a Revelation~

Rev 5:12

"Saying with a loud voice, Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honour, and glory, and blessing."

Amen... That time yesterday i was praying for an hour or so so lah. But definitely is more than 1 hr. :) I oso didn't noe i could prayed so long. Coz i thought of making it short at half an hr only... But exceeded arh... Nvm lah quiet time the more the better... Like how a child should spend time with his/her Father... :)

Hmm... This verse is telling me that, no matter what i sacrificed, what i gave to others, how much i spent on necessary things to meet others' needs, they're all worthy. I oso rmb last tym got one pastor tell me that, what we gave to others as blessings, God in heaven watches over us.... He is glad and happy to have a nice child. :) Hahas. So as long as my parents still gets enuff to eat, i wouldn't mind blessing others.... I felt guilty arh. Coz that tym after svc actually i felt a little upset and fed up for CN to spent a lot of my money.... Coz in my life oso got a lot of ppl very caringly giving care and concern to me, like that tym Lim Jia oso "chia" me go Mac, but i am like, being selfish. But after i read this verse, i felt much better le~ :D

HAhas~ That's really a great thing that i can feel God taking care of me while i take care of others whenever possible~

You Know I still Love You Baby.

And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You,

I want nobody nobody But You

How can I be with another, I don't want any other

I want nobody nobody nobody

What are you trying to, to make me leave ya

I know what you're thinking

Baby why aren't you listening

How can I just

Just love someone else and

Forget you completely

When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good

My life with you is just too tough

You know it's not right so

Just stop and come back boy

How can this be

When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody

But YouHow can I be with another,

I don't want any other

I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You

How can I be with another, I don't want any other

I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this

Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end

Who else can ever make me feel the way I

I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough

My life with you is just too tough

You know me enough so

You know what I need boy

Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You

How can I be with another, I don't want any other

I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You,

I want nobody nobody But You

How can I be with another,

I don't want any other

I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body

I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want,

it's you that I need

Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But YouHow can I be with another, I don't want any otherI want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free

Nothing else matters other than you and me

So tell me why can't it be

Please let me live my life my way

Why do you push me away

I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

^^ Okays. Shall end here le~ ^^