❤JESUS REIGNS❤

4:14 PM 7/12/2009

Hmm.. Just reached home from service... Today brought someone to the Lord~ :DD Chee Ning~ ^^ Well, although she does not really feel the power of God moving in us, i believed she'll feel it, and open her heart for the TRUE King of Kings~ :)

Today used up a lot of money... Morning before going to service bought sandwich and drink, costed me about $3, den during fellowship used up $10 coz i treat Chee Ning since she's not really wealthy... Den helped her to top up her ez-link card coz she say everytym travel around like tat will waste her a lot of $$... Yeah... So top-up $10 credit, as a sort of blessings to her... :) I believe that what we sow, we'll reap when the season of harvest comes~ :) HAhas... It's really good to hear that she will be back again... :) And the worst thing is tat on the way back, i still take away Mac Chicken meal... T.T $6... And tithe is about thr... Den l8r need to buy dinner for my parents... So my $50 withdrawn today is gone le... No money le... My wallet has entered eternal life.... D;

I oso pray for my o level (studies) and my relationship horizontally.... :DD I hope that even though i may not haf much time to fellowship wif the fellow cg mates, but i hope my presence won't be forgotten.... :) And oso for Kingsley overseas in Australia... I dunno how am i going to face him when he is back.... I hope tat he wont be back.... I can't face him.... Haix... How can i suppose to be attached to a guy who is of different spiritual level that is lower than me.... ? T.T I need to be strong... Spiritually... Cannot be distracted by such things.... And i prayed hard everyday that he'll get someone else whom he will really loves, and not a substitude for the gal he really loves.... For me, on my side, i oso understand myself.... I need someone who is spiritually strong and stable who can lead me the right path in life.... And not someone who simply slack... I can't ruin my life like that.... Mayb i should start to b not so close to the guys le.... Or maximum only at normal friends level.... ? :) I believed that's the only way to get to the God strong and den from there den i can lead a right life.... :)

I dun mind kept on fasting for hours and hours everyday~ ^^ Must be faithful and expect the most unexpected scene.... God, please touch the friends whom i outreached... As more and more come, i hope i can eventually get PH to my church... He needs to be saved!!!!!!!!!!! T.T I am so upset that he is leading such a terrible life out there nowadays......... D; Nobody understands how pain it is to see ur best childhood friend bcome in a mess now....... T.T My heart is thoroughly broken lah..... T.T To see this kind of situation, i mean, who won't be as upset as me?

"You have given to me, more than this world can give... I have found my purpose in you..."

"One Word, you know i will follow.... One heart, given to you.... Use me again... Fill me as you hold my outstretched hands....."

WAh..... I suddenly feel so happy and glad like never before~ :DD For God has blessed me all this while.... I was allowed to walk with Him in the light and not the dark.... :D To walk to the path of happiness, with tests on the way, strenghtening my faithing, along with the Holy Spirit.... ^^

I will expect all the even harder tests coming head on to challenge me to pull my faith to the maximum, and over the limit, so that there fore i can grow in faith to the next level.... How i wish....... That all the Satans who come against me will be defeated............ ^^ It's definitely something to look forward to.......... The everlasting love of God......... The strength of the Holy Spirit........ The angels surronding us............ Jesus, Son of God, in the midst in our life........... CHC, moving on to the next level........ From 27,000 to 800,000 as Pastor Kong said........ :) Hallelujah~ !!

`JeNNifer`