Heyys~ :D Today i was quite attentive in class coz Vivian gave me a little peace today... And after school i actually went back home, thinking of not going to school again, but my conscience was failing me... D; So i went back to school for Art, but i still skipped Physics coz i was too tired to absorb in anymore knowledge tat out beloved mr KKK can pass down to the next generation... I stayed in the art room, very quietly and concentrating on my coursework painting on the tiles as i listen to the encouraging songs of God~ :DD
Until Ellis and WY came, i didn't really realise how little i haf done D; But i tink they're of quite a gd quality though... :) Hahas, Anyways, today i haf done a good deed. I sent a "almost blind" fren home. Oh how dearly. My honour to serve my fren so as to lead manns. Wah zai. :DD And tat person was Ellis. LOLOL. Coz she didn't wear spectacle, so i lyk, act kind a bit, care for her very much, every steps tat she takes i'll guide her... LOLOL. It's sounds fake though. LOLOL.
But i'm a nice person, i tink. :DD
Aiya. Today my screensaver didn't to school... Hmm... Once in a millennium... Once in a blue moon...
Jirachi is borned upon the shining light from the sky... All the world stares at the scene... It was very bright and it seems to melt everyone's heart in the town... There comes peace in life...
Lol. Let ur imagination take flight~~
xDD Okay, back here. :) Today during the art stayback class, i was told that i'm actually an elder sister of a junior called Yvonne Sim or something lyk tt... ? Wow. Since when i've got a sister, except for the sisters-in-Jesus-name?
Wow. Wells, a myth bah. :DD
Wah. My stomach is growling le~ Gotta haf my dinner soon~ Shall b continued~ :DD
Jul 27, 2009 @ Today I Am Very Guai
Jul 26, 2009 @ All It Takes Is All That I Must Surrender
Hmm... Today went for svc... Although the atmosphere of God around me isn't so strong... But i've managed to create an atmosphere of myself... :D But it's pretty weak... So just used my quiet time to get to talk to God... :D
Just now went for a jog lah... Hmm... Quite a short one... Coz my energy seems not to last... Lols... Very no life today though... Wanna do some proper work oso will kana distracted by facebk. Hard core manns. LOL.
Anyway my fb FFS owner is a pervert ar. Deleted him. LOL. Owned so many gals. =.= Hate guys who like tat one. Must b a damn loner la. Wa sad mans. Dun wan tis kind of owner. Lols.
Umm.... Today didn't do much things... Managed to catch up wif Kings a bit... But guess the connection was gone half way through.. Or either that or he's aslept by then... XDD 2 hrs l8r than S'pore timing... Hmm... Ard 10+ den sms him.... hmm...
Analysis: Probably aslept....
Lols. Nvm.
Tml got school again... Nid to do art again... Oh manns... My passion for art has burnt out at this point of time.... I may nv dare to touch art again manns. School is such a torture to art students la. Lols.
Ok ba, can't say much today since i'm v.tired le~ :D Exhausted. Shall update agn asap. :)
Just now went for a jog lah... Hmm... Quite a short one... Coz my energy seems not to last... Lols... Very no life today though... Wanna do some proper work oso will kana distracted by facebk. Hard core manns. LOL.
Anyway my fb FFS owner is a pervert ar. Deleted him. LOL. Owned so many gals. =.= Hate guys who like tat one. Must b a damn loner la. Wa sad mans. Dun wan tis kind of owner. Lols.
Umm.... Today didn't do much things... Managed to catch up wif Kings a bit... But guess the connection was gone half way through.. Or either that or he's aslept by then... XDD 2 hrs l8r than S'pore timing... Hmm... Ard 10+ den sms him.... hmm...
Analysis: Probably aslept....
Lols. Nvm.
Tml got school again... Nid to do art again... Oh manns... My passion for art has burnt out at this point of time.... I may nv dare to touch art again manns. School is such a torture to art students la. Lols.
Ok ba, can't say much today since i'm v.tired le~ :D Exhausted. Shall update agn asap. :)
Jul 22, 2009 @ I WAS SOOO WRONG
Hmm.. This world is cruel... Without God i couldn't haf survived all these while lah... So i seems to like a guy who is feeling like backsliding from church... ? I liked a guy who is so unsteadily in his walk with God? I liked a guy who seems to prefer unchurched gals??? Hmm. So i made the wrong decision to crush for him lah.. Luckily stopped in time... :) Went to look and stare by his awesome ridiculous post in his blog... Well, disappointing indeed.
As i told Ellis, i wouldn't like someone who can't lead me in my walk with God. I must b fair... :) So, shall i gif up once i confirmed tat he is not spiritually strong? Or izzit he is going through his test of God now... ? Will he fail the test like how i do last tym for more than 6 mths.. ?
Oww.. Tat's making me going crazy manns... I've always tot he was a faithful son of God... Why things nid to turn out like tat... ???? Why????
Haixx.. Mayb tat's wad i deserve... God see i owaes crush here crush thr... Nid to teach me a lesson le... Oh... Okay, i've learnt my lesson liao... No one will b better than him le... No one else... If he's impossible for me, den i will just forget it and move on wif my life le... No point wasting time on someone who like unchurched gal instead of saving them. No pointing treating someone kind when he doesn't noe how to appreciate...
Why am i so stupid manns... Why ahs? Just coz of his accompany? Just coz of his presence? Shouldn't be... WHY IZZIT I OWAES THINKS THAT HE'S SPIRITUALLY STRONG????????????? IF I DIDN'T HAF THOUGHT SO, I WOULDN'T NID TO BE SO DISAPPOINTED NOW.......... WHY..........
Haix, perhaps tat's a calling from God for me to wake up le... O lv... 2nd priority after God himself... For all i noe, game should no longer b a reason for me to talk to him... The growth of us in God is the most important thing... If he really choose not to b back again, if he really choose to b attached to some unchurched gals, if he really say that church has no longer carries the purpose in his life, it's so wrong la... Wad is he thinking?????? D; Idiotic manns... =.= sux to the hardest inner core!!! T.T
*Rang Insane* lols... Wells, if tis wk don get to see him, of coz don't expect me to b happy le... To face tis fact is killing me..... T.T WTH. Satan please leave him alone... And oso leave me alone... I want to be in his prayer... His and my Father Lord's care... No one elses... Tis are the 1 man 1 God i desire...... T.T
Can't it just come true..... Can't imagine my life without u... T.T
Haix, seems like, well, i wouldn't haf any mood le.... Tml art paper... Theory... Sucks la.. =.= I NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD!! Originally say want to talk to me to encourage me one... In the end lei? Like tat lah?
Wa lao eh..Suan le... Try to get chance to talk to him... And another fren from the New Creation oso going to backslide soon... T.T Why are the guys os stupid now?????? =.=''' lol... Think properly b4 u all make choice one can anot sio.... =.=
As i told Ellis, i wouldn't like someone who can't lead me in my walk with God. I must b fair... :) So, shall i gif up once i confirmed tat he is not spiritually strong? Or izzit he is going through his test of God now... ? Will he fail the test like how i do last tym for more than 6 mths.. ?
Oww.. Tat's making me going crazy manns... I've always tot he was a faithful son of God... Why things nid to turn out like tat... ???? Why????
Haixx.. Mayb tat's wad i deserve... God see i owaes crush here crush thr... Nid to teach me a lesson le... Oh... Okay, i've learnt my lesson liao... No one will b better than him le... No one else... If he's impossible for me, den i will just forget it and move on wif my life le... No point wasting time on someone who like unchurched gal instead of saving them. No pointing treating someone kind when he doesn't noe how to appreciate...
Why am i so stupid manns... Why ahs? Just coz of his accompany? Just coz of his presence? Shouldn't be... WHY IZZIT I OWAES THINKS THAT HE'S SPIRITUALLY STRONG????????????? IF I DIDN'T HAF THOUGHT SO, I WOULDN'T NID TO BE SO DISAPPOINTED NOW.......... WHY..........
Haix, perhaps tat's a calling from God for me to wake up le... O lv... 2nd priority after God himself... For all i noe, game should no longer b a reason for me to talk to him... The growth of us in God is the most important thing... If he really choose not to b back again, if he really choose to b attached to some unchurched gals, if he really say that church has no longer carries the purpose in his life, it's so wrong la... Wad is he thinking?????? D; Idiotic manns... =.= sux to the hardest inner core!!! T.T
*Rang Insane* lols... Wells, if tis wk don get to see him, of coz don't expect me to b happy le... To face tis fact is killing me..... T.T WTH. Satan please leave him alone... And oso leave me alone... I want to be in his prayer... His and my Father Lord's care... No one elses... Tis are the 1 man 1 God i desire...... T.T
Can't it just come true..... Can't imagine my life without u... T.T
Haix, seems like, well, i wouldn't haf any mood le.... Tml art paper... Theory... Sucks la.. =.= I NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD!! Originally say want to talk to me to encourage me one... In the end lei? Like tat lah?
Wa lao eh..Suan le... Try to get chance to talk to him... And another fren from the New Creation oso going to backslide soon... T.T Why are the guys os stupid now?????? =.=''' lol... Think properly b4 u all make choice one can anot sio.... =.=
I oso dun wan to care abt all these de lor... Can gif up my worries i will le... But if i don do anything, i'd rather don't sleep for nights and days... LOLOL if that's gonna b effective i'll lah... =.= haix. Now i'm so upset myself... Must cheer myself up first. :)
Gotta pray le~ All the way... For every souls that are dry..... Pray that my prayer will be answered...
I am so zai. From happy turned to depression. lol.
Jul 18, 2009 @ MORE OF GOD
Yesterday had a bad day, though... After cg was like so depressed... =.= Satan was probably too strong...
Kept on thinking about my studies... My prelim has aready gotten so bad due to bad influence in school... T.T -ve power. Although my art has managed to catch up wif the rest, i believe soon i'll stil be left behind if my attitude towards study continues to be so bad.... I realised that there is a lot of ppl wanting me to work hard, kept on pursuaing me to work hard, ppl like the "coffee man", one of them in cg, CN, and a lot of... Just can't beliveve it the person who is very sttrong at discouraging me is some of my really really best friends... They don't encourage me to study, yet, they worked so hard for themselves to get As and Bs, and my results will range from F9 to C6 instead. That's very cruel of them... I felt so sorry for ignoring the encouragements.... It just feels so bad.... T.T
Now that the time is left with merely some time to study all i can to prepare myself for O level, i believed that's all i need to spend on wisely... I want great results that can secure my stay in Ngee Ann Poly.... So, i prayed very hard, for God's mercy upon me... I'll be put there to shine, and not to be easily defeated....
Hence, for this, i will really chiong for my O level... NOBODY will be able to stop me... This is my determination between God andd me.... PTL!!!! :D
Kept on thinking about my studies... My prelim has aready gotten so bad due to bad influence in school... T.T -ve power. Although my art has managed to catch up wif the rest, i believe soon i'll stil be left behind if my attitude towards study continues to be so bad.... I realised that there is a lot of ppl wanting me to work hard, kept on pursuaing me to work hard, ppl like the "coffee man", one of them in cg, CN, and a lot of... Just can't beliveve it the person who is very sttrong at discouraging me is some of my really really best friends... They don't encourage me to study, yet, they worked so hard for themselves to get As and Bs, and my results will range from F9 to C6 instead. That's very cruel of them... I felt so sorry for ignoring the encouragements.... It just feels so bad.... T.T
Now that the time is left with merely some time to study all i can to prepare myself for O level, i believed that's all i need to spend on wisely... I want great results that can secure my stay in Ngee Ann Poly.... So, i prayed very hard, for God's mercy upon me... I'll be put there to shine, and not to be easily defeated....
Hence, for this, i will really chiong for my O level... NOBODY will be able to stop me... This is my determination between God andd me.... PTL!!!! :D
Jul 14, 2009 @
I haf alot of things related to Aust =.=
Maths notes for CN12:12 PM 7/14/2009
Just reached home from school... Wah... Today's Combined Science paper was tough for me arh.... I didn't revise at all lorh... If i can pass, it's really the Holy Spirit's power being superbly strong on me~ ^^ Lols~ All those equations in the second Chemistry paper was pretty wierd to me~ And i believe those wierdo equations that i've write must be wrong answers lah... But i hope that i can at least pass... ? Really hope to not to fail any subjects manns~ Tml is geog paper... T.T I'll make sure i study hard for it... I wanna shine for God.... :)
Yesterday got to play a bit of badminton with SS... Very long nv really talked to her... Well, i believe she isn't leading a good life either... Should like, invite her to Christ. xD Let God save her~ ^^ At least i'm leading a life with a meaningful purpose.... :D PTL~
This Friday it's cg... Hope that Chee Ning will go again.... And oso hope that the cg can like, talk more to her... ? O.o Lols... It's hard to get someone save when the help that i can get is not from the cg... Well, or God should really helped me.... Please save her manns~ If she starts to stay committed to church, her brother can probably be saved, too. :) It's really something marvellous to look forward to.... In the end, i wouldn't want to take any credits from all these things.. Just hope that more frenz of mine can be saved, and we can, together, fulfill the 10 commandments together with God's strong presence in the midst of us..... When one or more come together, i believe that God will be there to confirm us. :) Marsiling Sec is gonna b a history to me soon~ Since i'm graduating this year.... Hmm... Oh wells, stil, i can't say that i won't be saving at least 1 soul from Secondary school... :D SiYing is zai arh. Saved numerous souls from Sec sch. Really zai.
Anyways yesterday managed to talk to Kingsley about what i tink is the best solution for the both of us....... It's really like, too complicated.... Feel that, not liking him to come back too fast...... I need a lot more time to make sure that i won't be attached back to him again....... Coz i really don't want to...... It's not a grudge, but like a mindset that if we got together again, everything that is unhappy in the past will repeat itself again.... And the most important thing afterall is that he's not ready for a relationship wif me ar. =.= He kept on spending time wif his frenz, and galfrenz. Zzz. Unacceptable. Solo go movie wif some gal(s). =.= I mean, who can take this kind of thing? And honestly i don't want to hate someone lor. So i must only take him as a normal fren. Not any close fren or wad. But normal fren. Just in case that he'll think that i am trying to jio him or something. Another thing is oso coz he's too thick skin le..... =.=
Okay lah. Shouldn't talk about it too much.
Okay lah. Shouldn't talk about it too much.
Hahs~ Yesterday night b4 sleep got a Revelation~
Rev 5:12
Rev 5:12
"Saying with a loud voice, Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honour, and glory, and blessing."
Amen... That time yesterday i was praying for an hour or so so lah. But definitely is more than 1 hr. :) I oso didn't noe i could prayed so long. Coz i thought of making it short at half an hr only... But exceeded arh... Nvm lah quiet time the more the better... Like how a child should spend time with his/her Father... :)
Hmm... This verse is telling me that, no matter what i sacrificed, what i gave to others, how much i spent on necessary things to meet others' needs, they're all worthy. I oso rmb last tym got one pastor tell me that, what we gave to others as blessings, God in heaven watches over us.... He is glad and happy to have a nice child. :) Hahas. So as long as my parents still gets enuff to eat, i wouldn't mind blessing others.... I felt guilty arh. Coz that tym after svc actually i felt a little upset and fed up for CN to spent a lot of my money.... Coz in my life oso got a lot of ppl very caringly giving care and concern to me, like that tym Lim Jia oso "chia" me go Mac, but i am like, being selfish. But after i read this verse, i felt much better le~ :D
HAhas~ That's really a great thing that i can feel God taking care of me while i take care of others whenever possible~
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody
What are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me
Telling me you're not good
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody
But YouHow can I be with another,
I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do
Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another,
I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body
Honey you know it's you that I want,
it's you that I need
Why can't you see~
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But YouHow can I be with another, I don't want any otherI want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.
^^ Okays. Shall end here le~ ^^
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4:14 PM 7/12/2009
Hmm.. Just reached home from service... Today brought someone to the Lord~ :DD Chee Ning~ ^^ Well, although she does not really feel the power of God moving in us, i believed she'll feel it, and open her heart for the TRUE King of Kings~ :)
Today used up a lot of money... Morning before going to service bought sandwich and drink, costed me about $3, den during fellowship used up $10 coz i treat Chee Ning since she's not really wealthy... Den helped her to top up her ez-link card coz she say everytym travel around like tat will waste her a lot of $$... Yeah... So top-up $10 credit, as a sort of blessings to her... :) I believe that what we sow, we'll reap when the season of harvest comes~ :) HAhas... It's really good to hear that she will be back again... :) And the worst thing is tat on the way back, i still take away Mac Chicken meal... T.T $6... And tithe is about thr... Den l8r need to buy dinner for my parents... So my $50 withdrawn today is gone le... No money le... My wallet has entered eternal life.... D;
I oso pray for my o level (studies) and my relationship horizontally.... :DD I hope that even though i may not haf much time to fellowship wif the fellow cg mates, but i hope my presence won't be forgotten.... :) And oso for Kingsley overseas in Australia... I dunno how am i going to face him when he is back.... I hope tat he wont be back.... I can't face him.... Haix... How can i suppose to be attached to a guy who is of different spiritual level that is lower than me.... ? T.T I need to be strong... Spiritually... Cannot be distracted by such things.... And i prayed hard everyday that he'll get someone else whom he will really loves, and not a substitude for the gal he really loves.... For me, on my side, i oso understand myself.... I need someone who is spiritually strong and stable who can lead me the right path in life.... And not someone who simply slack... I can't ruin my life like that.... Mayb i should start to b not so close to the guys le.... Or maximum only at normal friends level.... ? :) I believed that's the only way to get to the God strong and den from there den i can lead a right life.... :)
I dun mind kept on fasting for hours and hours everyday~ ^^ Must be faithful and expect the most unexpected scene.... God, please touch the friends whom i outreached... As more and more come, i hope i can eventually get PH to my church... He needs to be saved!!!!!!!!!!! T.T I am so upset that he is leading such a terrible life out there nowadays......... D; Nobody understands how pain it is to see ur best childhood friend bcome in a mess now....... T.T My heart is thoroughly broken lah..... T.T To see this kind of situation, i mean, who won't be as upset as me?
"You have given to me, more than this world can give... I have found my purpose in you..."
"One Word, you know i will follow.... One heart, given to you.... Use me again... Fill me as you hold my outstretched hands....."
WAh..... I suddenly feel so happy and glad like never before~ :DD For God has blessed me all this while.... I was allowed to walk with Him in the light and not the dark.... :D To walk to the path of happiness, with tests on the way, strenghtening my faithing, along with the Holy Spirit.... ^^
I will expect all the even harder tests coming head on to challenge me to pull my faith to the maximum, and over the limit, so that there fore i can grow in faith to the next level.... How i wish....... That all the Satans who come against me will be defeated............ ^^ It's definitely something to look forward to.......... The everlasting love of God......... The strength of the Holy Spirit........ The angels surronding us............ Jesus, Son of God, in the midst in our life........... CHC, moving on to the next level........ From 27,000 to 800,000 as Pastor Kong said........ :) Hallelujah~ !!
`JeNNifer`
Hmm.. Just reached home from service... Today brought someone to the Lord~ :DD Chee Ning~ ^^ Well, although she does not really feel the power of God moving in us, i believed she'll feel it, and open her heart for the TRUE King of Kings~ :)
Today used up a lot of money... Morning before going to service bought sandwich and drink, costed me about $3, den during fellowship used up $10 coz i treat Chee Ning since she's not really wealthy... Den helped her to top up her ez-link card coz she say everytym travel around like tat will waste her a lot of $$... Yeah... So top-up $10 credit, as a sort of blessings to her... :) I believe that what we sow, we'll reap when the season of harvest comes~ :) HAhas... It's really good to hear that she will be back again... :) And the worst thing is tat on the way back, i still take away Mac Chicken meal... T.T $6... And tithe is about thr... Den l8r need to buy dinner for my parents... So my $50 withdrawn today is gone le... No money le... My wallet has entered eternal life.... D;
I oso pray for my o level (studies) and my relationship horizontally.... :DD I hope that even though i may not haf much time to fellowship wif the fellow cg mates, but i hope my presence won't be forgotten.... :) And oso for Kingsley overseas in Australia... I dunno how am i going to face him when he is back.... I hope tat he wont be back.... I can't face him.... Haix... How can i suppose to be attached to a guy who is of different spiritual level that is lower than me.... ? T.T I need to be strong... Spiritually... Cannot be distracted by such things.... And i prayed hard everyday that he'll get someone else whom he will really loves, and not a substitude for the gal he really loves.... For me, on my side, i oso understand myself.... I need someone who is spiritually strong and stable who can lead me the right path in life.... And not someone who simply slack... I can't ruin my life like that.... Mayb i should start to b not so close to the guys le.... Or maximum only at normal friends level.... ? :) I believed that's the only way to get to the God strong and den from there den i can lead a right life.... :)
I dun mind kept on fasting for hours and hours everyday~ ^^ Must be faithful and expect the most unexpected scene.... God, please touch the friends whom i outreached... As more and more come, i hope i can eventually get PH to my church... He needs to be saved!!!!!!!!!!! T.T I am so upset that he is leading such a terrible life out there nowadays......... D; Nobody understands how pain it is to see ur best childhood friend bcome in a mess now....... T.T My heart is thoroughly broken lah..... T.T To see this kind of situation, i mean, who won't be as upset as me?
"You have given to me, more than this world can give... I have found my purpose in you..."
"One Word, you know i will follow.... One heart, given to you.... Use me again... Fill me as you hold my outstretched hands....."
WAh..... I suddenly feel so happy and glad like never before~ :DD For God has blessed me all this while.... I was allowed to walk with Him in the light and not the dark.... :D To walk to the path of happiness, with tests on the way, strenghtening my faithing, along with the Holy Spirit.... ^^
I will expect all the even harder tests coming head on to challenge me to pull my faith to the maximum, and over the limit, so that there fore i can grow in faith to the next level.... How i wish....... That all the Satans who come against me will be defeated............ ^^ It's definitely something to look forward to.......... The everlasting love of God......... The strength of the Holy Spirit........ The angels surronding us............ Jesus, Son of God, in the midst in our life........... CHC, moving on to the next level........ From 27,000 to 800,000 as Pastor Kong said........ :) Hallelujah~ !!
`JeNNifer`
Jul 11, 2009 @
5:03 PM 7/10/2009
Today, is a very no-life day... I mean for school lah... After that later at 7.30pm got cell-grp meeting le~ :D I hope that i'd be able to receive God's Word for today too... :) Wah, my Maths now so lousy aready lor.. Ppl can score 44/50 sia... Me lei? Can't even hit 37... T.T That's upsetting uh... But i'll use that as a motivation for me to continue to push hard till 12/11/2009... :D Last day of O level lols~ xD Really looked forward to it manns~ :DD
Yesterday when to 12th flr aunt's house to cook dinner with her~ The chicken chop was not bad~ :D But the white fried bee hoon with lots of vegi was kinda plain... But it's nice to me~ Aunt oso say like that eat will be very healthy one~ :DD Yeah... :D And yesterday i chopped onion chopped till i cry lorh... First tym chop onion... Now den i noe how it feels like... Even if u haven't start chopping yet, aunt was chopping a bit, den i took over, but i think there is a substance that filled the air and once in contact it'll make ur eyes tears le... Wah... Powerful rite.... :D I think those drama when they nv cry, they can chop some onions, den the drama will look so realistic aready arh... :D Right? Good idea manns~ I'm sooooo clever~ ^^
Anyway today on my way back home from school, i tink i was like sort of gone insane or something. I paid an attention to a pigeon which seems to be like walking along bside me.... Coz i haf the presence of angels around me.. So the pigeon is able to feel the safety and peace surrounding me... ^^ LOL! But very funny. Coz i tink the flr got a string, so that pigeon actually like sort of slipped off and fell side way. LOL funny ar.
Today i decide to rmb to bring Gladys's JJ posters for her... LOL... I dunno drag till how long aready... She said is for months aready... LOLOL~ Scary manns. My memory system... No lah cannot blame. Coz nowaddays O level mah. Very stress.. Everytym last minute den revise one. Flunk. LOL.
Monday is my prelim for social studies and Maths manns~ Yet i'm still slacking here. U see? Zai manns. lol... Nvm lah. Will find time to study at least a bit de... ^^
`Ended`
12:23 PM 7/11/2009
Hmm... Today decided to ask Chee Ning to go church with me tml~ She actually accepted my invite arh... Zai. :D
But whether she'll stay on anot is really by faith le... Really hope that she'll arh... Coz she really nid to be saved. :D Christ is Lord. I believe miracle will happen. :D Coz with God nothing is impossible~ ^^
Today woke up very late... Like pig like that arh... About 11.30am den wake up.. Have been slacking all the while till now... Wah... By today must really revise hard manns~ Otherwise tml got church den can't commit time for fellowship le... ^^ Fellowship is really fun lor... Last week went for it after a long time nv fellowship... LOL... But tis time if i got go i'll like, take more caution when attending to ppl who are petty.. Cannot let them lost one. Otherwise l8r got conflict again. I'd rather don't play so much with them liao. Loser type. I'll accompany CN instead. Let her noe much much i'd welcome her and all my frenz manns.... She got one bro.. So if she's saved, perhaps she and her bro's relationship can b better, den can therefore save her bro to Christ, too.
:D Okay lah shall end here le... Nothing much today till now~ ^^
~JeNNifeR~
Today, is a very no-life day... I mean for school lah... After that later at 7.30pm got cell-grp meeting le~ :D I hope that i'd be able to receive God's Word for today too... :) Wah, my Maths now so lousy aready lor.. Ppl can score 44/50 sia... Me lei? Can't even hit 37... T.T That's upsetting uh... But i'll use that as a motivation for me to continue to push hard till 12/11/2009... :D Last day of O level lols~ xD Really looked forward to it manns~ :DD
Yesterday when to 12th flr aunt's house to cook dinner with her~ The chicken chop was not bad~ :D But the white fried bee hoon with lots of vegi was kinda plain... But it's nice to me~ Aunt oso say like that eat will be very healthy one~ :DD Yeah... :D And yesterday i chopped onion chopped till i cry lorh... First tym chop onion... Now den i noe how it feels like... Even if u haven't start chopping yet, aunt was chopping a bit, den i took over, but i think there is a substance that filled the air and once in contact it'll make ur eyes tears le... Wah... Powerful rite.... :D I think those drama when they nv cry, they can chop some onions, den the drama will look so realistic aready arh... :D Right? Good idea manns~ I'm sooooo clever~ ^^
Anyway today on my way back home from school, i tink i was like sort of gone insane or something. I paid an attention to a pigeon which seems to be like walking along bside me.... Coz i haf the presence of angels around me.. So the pigeon is able to feel the safety and peace surrounding me... ^^ LOL! But very funny. Coz i tink the flr got a string, so that pigeon actually like sort of slipped off and fell side way. LOL funny ar.
Today i decide to rmb to bring Gladys's JJ posters for her... LOL... I dunno drag till how long aready... She said is for months aready... LOLOL~ Scary manns. My memory system... No lah cannot blame. Coz nowaddays O level mah. Very stress.. Everytym last minute den revise one. Flunk. LOL.
Monday is my prelim for social studies and Maths manns~ Yet i'm still slacking here. U see? Zai manns. lol... Nvm lah. Will find time to study at least a bit de... ^^
`Ended`
12:23 PM 7/11/2009
Hmm... Today decided to ask Chee Ning to go church with me tml~ She actually accepted my invite arh... Zai. :D
But whether she'll stay on anot is really by faith le... Really hope that she'll arh... Coz she really nid to be saved. :D Christ is Lord. I believe miracle will happen. :D Coz with God nothing is impossible~ ^^
Today woke up very late... Like pig like that arh... About 11.30am den wake up.. Have been slacking all the while till now... Wah... By today must really revise hard manns~ Otherwise tml got church den can't commit time for fellowship le... ^^ Fellowship is really fun lor... Last week went for it after a long time nv fellowship... LOL... But tis time if i got go i'll like, take more caution when attending to ppl who are petty.. Cannot let them lost one. Otherwise l8r got conflict again. I'd rather don't play so much with them liao. Loser type. I'll accompany CN instead. Let her noe much much i'd welcome her and all my frenz manns.... She got one bro.. So if she's saved, perhaps she and her bro's relationship can b better, den can therefore save her bro to Christ, too.
:D Okay lah shall end here le... Nothing much today till now~ ^^
~JeNNifeR~
Jul 9, 2009 @ MT O LEVEL IS A GONE CASE!
Wa, today's paper is so hard for me! I have CONFIDENCE! I have confidence that i confrim will fail very very badly, at least got a D7 for my mother tongue manns... T.T But hope that it can pass la... At least give me pass... T.T
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9:51 PM 7/8/2009
Hmm... Today is quite a packed day for me... lol... Tml is my O level mother tongue oral liao... Yet i'm still slacking whole day today... Just now went for BS for CL lesson 4.. Hmm... It's teaching the children of God to be able to give thanks to Him for His glory and grace has poured down upon every child of God... :D
So later i'll pray more and acknowledge what He has given to me and will start to count... Continuously.. And i'll be able to get myself refreshed as His presence fill my room... :DD And oso will get the ball rolling as i start off tml's O lv mother tongue exam as well as the Combined Science prelim practical exam... :D By the glory of God, i've to succeed~ I wanna shine for God~!!!! xDD Be the head and not the tail~
1 Thessalonians 5:18
`The will of GodIf we don't appreciate what God has sacrificed for us and what he had given to us, cleansing our sins, died for us on the cross, we're out of God's will.. We must do the right things in the right ways in God's will.. :)
Hahas~ This month 17th i'll be considered 1 yr old in God's kingdom yeah... ? xDD I was water baptised last yr 17 july... So it's gonna b a special day for me arh~ :) hahas so glad manns~ ^^
For these days i could finally get to Kingsley through phone... :D Thanks to Benjamin(from N246) since he's oso in Aust, so he taught me how to sms and call to Aust~ :D hahas. But nowadays nid to pay more focus on my studies and God~ :DD So can't help it when i almost forgotten his presence on Earth... Though.
Anyway for a bf i'd like someone who can be strong in God's kingdom and is willing to serve always~ :D Someone who can b faithful... Someone who can guide me in my walk with God as well... Instead of someone who is tooOOoo honest or too cunning (kny) =,= That idiotic guy stil dare ask me out for movie. Wa lao eh. =__= *super sick* Go movie with him = going to hell with a cunning fox.. Yeah manns it's so right arh.
That's why "i just can't stress enough the importance of" ( quoted from Miss Dawn Woo ) my man of life being a believer of God~ That's why sometimes i reject lah... =_= it's not that u're really that bad, but just not the right one lur~ I wanna go according to God's plan for me... So now, my 1st priority is God, 2nd is O level + studies, 3rd is my family esp. both my parents, 4th is friendships since this yr is a graduating yr and last but not least is my house's tidiness.. T.T lol it's a saddening case to see my house so "neat and tidy and clean and shiny"... Hmm.. Kinda worrying... D;
Okay, shall end here le~ Very tiring~ T.T
LOL,
JeNNiFER wAng ^^
Hmm... Today is quite a packed day for me... lol... Tml is my O level mother tongue oral liao... Yet i'm still slacking whole day today... Just now went for BS for CL lesson 4.. Hmm... It's teaching the children of God to be able to give thanks to Him for His glory and grace has poured down upon every child of God... :D
So later i'll pray more and acknowledge what He has given to me and will start to count... Continuously.. And i'll be able to get myself refreshed as His presence fill my room... :DD And oso will get the ball rolling as i start off tml's O lv mother tongue exam as well as the Combined Science prelim practical exam... :D By the glory of God, i've to succeed~ I wanna shine for God~!!!! xDD Be the head and not the tail~
1 Thessalonians 5:18
`The will of GodIf we don't appreciate what God has sacrificed for us and what he had given to us, cleansing our sins, died for us on the cross, we're out of God's will.. We must do the right things in the right ways in God's will.. :)
Hahas~ This month 17th i'll be considered 1 yr old in God's kingdom yeah... ? xDD I was water baptised last yr 17 july... So it's gonna b a special day for me arh~ :) hahas so glad manns~ ^^
For these days i could finally get to Kingsley through phone... :D Thanks to Benjamin(from N246) since he's oso in Aust, so he taught me how to sms and call to Aust~ :D hahas. But nowadays nid to pay more focus on my studies and God~ :DD So can't help it when i almost forgotten his presence on Earth... Though.
Anyway for a bf i'd like someone who can be strong in God's kingdom and is willing to serve always~ :D Someone who can b faithful... Someone who can guide me in my walk with God as well... Instead of someone who is tooOOoo honest or too cunning (kny) =,= That idiotic guy stil dare ask me out for movie. Wa lao eh. =__= *super sick* Go movie with him = going to hell with a cunning fox.. Yeah manns it's so right arh.
That's why "i just can't stress enough the importance of" ( quoted from Miss Dawn Woo ) my man of life being a believer of God~ That's why sometimes i reject lah... =_= it's not that u're really that bad, but just not the right one lur~ I wanna go according to God's plan for me... So now, my 1st priority is God, 2nd is O level + studies, 3rd is my family esp. both my parents, 4th is friendships since this yr is a graduating yr and last but not least is my house's tidiness.. T.T lol it's a saddening case to see my house so "neat and tidy and clean and shiny"... Hmm.. Kinda worrying... D;
Okay, shall end here le~ Very tiring~ T.T
LOL,
JeNNiFER wAng ^^
Jul 7, 2009 @
`ANNOUCEMENTS
1) FROM TODAY ONWARDS, ANUTIE LIM'S BAKERY AND JJ LIN'S FISH SHOP WILL BE OFFICIALLY CLOSE DOWN DUE TO EXCESSIVE INTRUDERS
Due to H1N1 and intruders entering into our premises and there is no longer entertainment available. :D
2) FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I'VE FINALLY CATCH UP WITH MY ART O LEVEL PROJECT WORK! PTL~ !!!
LOL. Hmm. Today finally able to get on task with the rest liao.. Kinda happy but still sad. To have a bias teacher, this kind of sorrow are inavoidable. :D Lol... Ellis oso quite poor thing uh. Done so much better than the rest, put in soooooooOOOOOOOoooooooooo much hard work, her work is indeed outstanding all the rest of us. Yet, teacher rarely give her praise nor encouragements until today... Hmm... Let's feel for her and keep silent for 1 minute to pay her the tribute. xDD HAHA joking. Lolol...
`K. THAT'S ALL FOR ANNOUCEMENTS. Thanks for the attention lol :)
1) FROM TODAY ONWARDS, ANUTIE LIM'S BAKERY AND JJ LIN'S FISH SHOP WILL BE OFFICIALLY CLOSE DOWN DUE TO EXCESSIVE INTRUDERS
Due to H1N1 and intruders entering into our premises and there is no longer entertainment available. :D
2) FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I'VE FINALLY CATCH UP WITH MY ART O LEVEL PROJECT WORK! PTL~ !!!
LOL. Hmm. Today finally able to get on task with the rest liao.. Kinda happy but still sad. To have a bias teacher, this kind of sorrow are inavoidable. :D Lol... Ellis oso quite poor thing uh. Done so much better than the rest, put in soooooooOOOOOOOoooooooooo much hard work, her work is indeed outstanding all the rest of us. Yet, teacher rarely give her praise nor encouragements until today... Hmm... Let's feel for her and keep silent for 1 minute to pay her the tribute. xDD HAHA joking. Lolol...
`K. THAT'S ALL FOR ANNOUCEMENTS. Thanks for the attention lol :)
Jul 1, 2009 @
4:27 PM 7/1/2009
Hahas~! Today skipped art... Uh-oh... =XX Very tired le... After the chemistry practical aready so damn tired le... Broke a boiling test-tube too... T.T LOL. Syabrin was funny. He owaes is. Good entertainer. :D He went to connect the black tab-pipe to the orange one, den he open the tap and the water splashed out..... LOLOL... =.= Although only for a while la, but he was funny. He looked stunted and scared, like a cat like tat. But everyone noes he's just acting lah. LOL!
Anyways still haven't haf any progress for my art yet manns... Everytym want to chiong, say want to chiong, but in the end leh, no time, no energy etc. LOL~ Okay lah tis is common one. :DD Later still got CL bible study... Hmm... T.T Still at lesson 2 only... Coz i re-started from lesson 1... But it's ok, coz differently got different Revelation mahx... :DD Hmm...
Today got quite a lot of hmwk nid to finish uh. Indices(maths), geog, tml got geog test too, and and art lah... T.T Haix... So tired aready... Dunno l8r come back will haf energy to do anot. Pray that i can haf time to do lur.... LOL... Hmm....
Alrite. Short and sweet. Need to go off le. xDD
LOL,
JeNNifer xDD
Hahas~! Today skipped art... Uh-oh... =XX Very tired le... After the chemistry practical aready so damn tired le... Broke a boiling test-tube too... T.T LOL. Syabrin was funny. He owaes is. Good entertainer. :D He went to connect the black tab-pipe to the orange one, den he open the tap and the water splashed out..... LOLOL... =.= Although only for a while la, but he was funny. He looked stunted and scared, like a cat like tat. But everyone noes he's just acting lah. LOL!
Anyways still haven't haf any progress for my art yet manns... Everytym want to chiong, say want to chiong, but in the end leh, no time, no energy etc. LOL~ Okay lah tis is common one. :DD Later still got CL bible study... Hmm... T.T Still at lesson 2 only... Coz i re-started from lesson 1... But it's ok, coz differently got different Revelation mahx... :DD Hmm...
Today got quite a lot of hmwk nid to finish uh. Indices(maths), geog, tml got geog test too, and and art lah... T.T Haix... So tired aready... Dunno l8r come back will haf energy to do anot. Pray that i can haf time to do lur.... LOL... Hmm....
Alrite. Short and sweet. Need to go off le. xDD
LOL,
JeNNifer xDD
