CastAway Camp ~! XDD
Stacks of hmwk untouched
6:46 AM 6/15/2009 (just finished praying for my fast today)
*yawns* Woo~ Just woke up for a while... About 5am like that... When i woke up my first thing to think of is "Camp Cast Away" ~! xDD Very excited manns~ Can't wait to go for the camp... Then i hurried to cook maggi mee to eat... Bcoz after thinking of the lovely camp is my thought for my stomach. After eating, very filling. ( burp, excuse mee )
But the sad thing is that the next thing that comes into my mind is the stacks of homework piled on my table. (shown in the pic) LOL. They are the yet to be touched ones... The chemistry worksheet, the geography worksheet, the sets of english comprehension and my art development. ( Still only haf 3 development layout D; ) Oh manns... Dunno how am i going to haf time to finish all these.... Planned to finish by this week. Otherwise i would haf no time for camp! D;
Wa i really love church camps lor... Sweet sweet ( and very bitter ) memories, excluding for being having my left ankle sprained. I am so so so so so missing it lah... I wanted to go so badly that i just couldn't care about my O levels. And the lessons of intense revision my class gonna have. hmm. But i'm sure i won't regret after i go for the camp. That camp is simply everything to me~ XDD
Hahas. Hmm. Wednesday will be meeting my dearest HuiTong... :D Hope that really can talk more to her. Scared l8r because long time no see le, den a barrier is formed in the middle of us. T.T I pray hard that it won't happen. :) Dun noe she noe that i've sincerely been missing her anot lor... Nvm. She dun noe i noe can aready... :)
Hmm. Really look forward to the camp.. xDD Shall end here lerhs.. >.<
11:51 PM 6/14/2009 ( a peaceful mind now )
Phew.. Tiring.. Today didn't go for the East Coast outing with the cell-group because i was sick... D; Sore throat + cough + flu a bit ( for the flu is going to recover soon le)... Wah.. Torture manns~ T.T But it's alrite. Plenty of rest will help de. :D Hahas.
Hmm. Today tried to invite some frenz for the Cast Away camp~ xDD Although i've asked 13 possible frenz, only 2 can make it. Others overseas, o level N levels, i oso have mah, not enuff money, parental objection... Lolol.. Haix. But it's alrite. At least got 2. Happy enuff. :DD During poly when got more steady frenz le den can out reach better~ :) Hahs. Gonna get more souls saved. :)
Just finished my first set of school holiday assignment for Maths. LOL. I think i'm the only one in 4m1 so slow arh. Lol. But i'll learn to manage my time better arh. Coz it's afterall more important than anything else except my my Lord. I believe by working hard by the Holy Spirit, i will noy be dried up for God totally... :DD I will always pray for more and more of God... Fill my mind with His presence and i'll be able to succeed with grace~ :DD Woohhooo~! PTL~! xDD
Oh, my laptop's virus suddenly died off... Dunno wad happened lol... Mayb it's still there, but just dunno how to check arh. But at least my lappy won't be that laggy liao~ xDD Hahas~ :DD Hmm... Miracle isn't it.... By God everything is indeed possible... :)
Anyways the Celebrity weekend today was great... :D Got F.I.R. , Ocean, Vanness Wu, Miss Indonesia etc to perform on the stage of City Harvest @ Expo Hall 1~! Woohoo~ xDD First time got to see Vanness that close. And probably the last time too LOLOL. So precious lorh. Only chance. From the former F4 grp... Oh, brother Danny was funny. F5 (refresh) LOLs. Last time used to be a fan of the F4 due to the Meteor Garden that i used to watch when i'm in primary school... hahs. Got a very unforgettable happiness feeling... ~~ hahas. >.< Coz last time very young, everything oso dunno... Haf no worries for anything... Now lei, so many trials of testings nid to go through, until we're back in heaven den shall we be as free as when we're young.
[At this moment, the virus windows poped up again.] '''
Okay, guess it's all for today :)
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11:29 AM 6/13/2009( totally confused mindset )
Haix~ Dunno want to go for the camp anot manns~ T.T Later 1pm will be the pm for it aready sia... T.T Very very very confused about which choice i should make... Even SY is not going lei... WAnt to go but still hesitating... Coz even if tis year i don't go, next yr still can go one... But if i really don't go i'll regret... Oso will not effectively grow spiritually... Why am i sitting the the fence now manns~ ( Very pain!!! ) D; And if i go for the camp, i sure tio detention one lor. Coz church is not a reason to skip school. It's not really a valid reason. Somemore i'm sick now. But this maybe a testing that God is giving me... So i wanna go... I want to sacrifice more... Than ever... Okay bah.. Should be going... Only if i continue to fall sick den i won't go. Since this morning hit the temperature of 37.8 degrees celcius liao. Haix. Wonder when will i recover... I wanna go for the camp... It's owaes a dream to me... I wanna fulfill this dream so that i can really piah all the rest of the time to my studies... Although it's a risk to take. But that's the way God wants it to be mah. Got xiaohua still. Hope he'll aid me through. Gonna spend more time on my studies after going for the camp... At most my parents give them take care of themselves first loh. Anyway i'm oso sick wad. Lol. Pray that i can recover asap and it will not be a serious disease that i've kana. ( choy choy ) Touch wood lol.
Wah... I feel very weak now... Maybe i climbing through the thickest forest in the wilderness now... It's still winter time (tat's y i'm fluing) and spring has yet to come.. I want a breakthrough in my life... **{ROARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!}**
But before that i'll nid a rest. lol. Shall end here le. :DD
LOL,JeNNiFEr <33
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9:31 AM 6/12/2009( today no pm to brighten up my morning T.T )
Haix. My sore throat is getting worst manns~ T.T Wth... Totally can't talk properly ar... So damn painful... Stupid devil. Hurt my throat. Go away devil! *SCREAM* ... *sigh* LOLOL.
Today woke up pretty late... So can't have time with God at 6am... T.T Since this is the case, i would haf to postpone my fasting day to next wednesday le loh... ( If not is starving, not fasting. My connect grp ldr teach me one :DD ) Alrite. Should b alrite. :D Today oso not sure i can take in any food anot.... My throat is making me feel aweful... T.T Stupid manns~ This kind of throat oso got. Disgusting arh. Even if i don't talk, plaining breathing, i can oso feel the stupid feeling in my throat. Wth. T.T Veri irritating and annoying... D; I think for today i'll nap even more before my bs starting at night bah.... Lolol. Sure become pig one lor like that. Sick sick sick. Haix. Nvm. REsting is good for the body to repair it's "ingredients" ready for a wonderful and not-to-be-missed bs tonite~ Woohoo~! xDD Good manns... Pastor Kong ( senior pastor of city harvest ) giving bs on Song Of Solomon. :DD Cool~ :) Hahas. So even if i fever i'll wear a mask and go. HAHAHA! Coz really, heard that only years once this type of bs will be given. :D
Today morning wake up sneezed 3 times... Hmm. Got ppl miss me xDD Hahas. LOL. But now kana caught in slight flu. With the mixture of flu and sore throst, i think i'm going to survive for not longer than 3 hrs. ZzzZzzZZz. Very hard to breathe and to do work manns... Wth. L8r if fever den i die manns. Pray tat the condition won't get worst bah. I still haf to do house chores one sia... T.T Nid to clean the dirty fan, wash clothes, do hmwk oso one... =.= Zen me ban... ? O.o Nah. I think i'll recover asap. I have God with me all the way~ :DD
Phew. Finally awaken. I noe yesterday half way when i'm sleeping, i've got a nightmare... Dunno wad izzit about... Forgotten... But the only thing i could rmb was that "x" was in that nightmare of mine... Hmm... Really have forgotten liao. LOL. >.< Den in the mid-night i actually sweat arh. LOL. But good, it is very healthy to sweat. Oh ya, so today haf to change my bed sheets too~ LOL! Haix. Got so many things gotta finish, and i still haf time to slack here, updating my blog. Hmm. I'm powerful uh. LOLOL. jk.
Wah. Heard a baby screaming like hell. Wonder wad happened to him/her. =.= Everyday like that one manns... I think the parent torture him/her. Oh, or mayb it's the Indian woman's child.. ? Lol. That Indian gal owed the loan shark. Her name was so clearly stated. That woman is so careless. Last time i rmb i took her house keys ( big door and gate ) + mailbox key + 3 more dunno wad keys, mayb her room's keys, back to her apartment to return it to her. Thought she'll at least say thank you or something. That time was night time around 10pm + aready lei. I happened to go for a night walk, so i saw her keys at the mailbox that side. It was a risk for me to deliver the keys to her lah. In the first place i don't even noe that she's a woman. Wad if she was a guy lei? And for the first time in my life i see someone so stupid. Firstly, she owe the loan shark, right? Secondly, those keys are simply important keys ar! If a bad guy take it and go duplicate, and he noe the house no. of the woman, den she'll defintely be in deep, deep trouble ar. It's God's blessings to her that God sent me to deliver the keys back. Even if i don't deliver it to her, i'll at least take out the key, lock back the mailbox and throw away the keys. At least no bad guys will know, only at her own consequences. But if she realise her keys is gone, she'll probably panic till like hell, coz mayb the loan shark took it, and will probably kill her. But i'm just sooOOOOOOOOOoooooooo kind-hearted enough u see. Haix. Such a careless mother. Fyi, my mother oso not that careless. In fact she's ultimately too careful. Last tym when i was young, i was being locked at home, for safety, to up to 20++ lockers lah. Right? All my childhood frenz noe lor. When i said i'm going to meet them up for games, when ever they hear lockers being unlocked(the sound of the keys are loud enough to travel all the way to the ground floor), they'll be ready to await my presence in 5 mins time. LOL. Haix, really arh. Hope that baby won't be killed manns. Coz usually the babies of parents who owes the loan shark often won't end up growing well or safe one. I heard of all these nonsense stories since i'm young. LOL.
WAh, say want to stop aready still type so much. Okay la. Really stop liao. Shall update soon~ :D
LOL, JeNN.
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10:15 PM 6/11/2009(Haha today is my self-entertaining day~ xDD)
Hello... :DD Wa, tonite when for a short run after dinner at 7pm++ :DD Gonna wait till about 12am like tat den sleep... Coz wanna level up my Pokemon(s) in my GameBoy~ xDD Long time never play aready... Now begin to addict back aready... Hmm... Thought it is a pretty good world for me to sink in... After playing i'll only miss my childhood frenz and no one else... :) Tat's wad i wann in my mind... XDD Cool~
Just now during the run saw Joey... Hmm... Now oso got gang le bah. Can't look too much at her too... A lot of people surrounding her at the bball court near my house... Hmm.. HAIX. SEE? Upsetting manns... T.T Another gal fren of mine now in gang. Wth. Suan le bah. Take Yi Xiang's advice to give up and accept the fact. Lol. But i think his own sister will end up in gang too.. Nowadays gangs are so strong in attracting the kids arh... LOLOL.
Lame only. Hmm. Anyways, today really found my right way to forget about "x" for a moment. xDD Play GameBoy SP and keep on training and playing non-stop... :DD It's fun lurh... To me now it is giving me a world to hide... Den after playing, or say the GB ran out of batt, i'll either go to God's secret chamber to do my revision for my studies or meet up with some frenz to hang out xDD Improve friendship quality is oso not a bad idea to kill time lah.. xDD Hahas. Since nowadays no mood to study too hard. Hahs. So just plan to go to the camp and stay in God's presence...... x) Such a marvellous idea. Thank God for giving me this bright choice manns~ XDD So tat i can really depend on Him in heaven and really be stress-less or at least lesser than before... It's such a burden to haf a relationship getting here and there lorh... LOL. But only the relationship with God can be forever and ever wonderful. No doubts. XDD
By the way, this month's is gonna be a great month for me. Since i'm going for the camp, i guess i'll be able to let go of that contrasting feeling of mine soon bah... I want to be like the past me, but of coz with more experience gained now, but able to stay focus on my studies and loves God a lot a lot... :) My wish, His desire. He has great desires. :D So am i. :D As Ruben said to me, this verse before he really leaves. "Not my will, but Yours be done." xD I'm gonna carry this everywhere i go. Very powerful verse isn't it. :D Hmm. Yes. To me it's indeed superbly powerful. Hope tat Ruben has been well... :D Venturing aboard for his businesses nowadays... Hmm. Prayed for him. xDD Surely God will answer my prayers ^^
Alrite. PTL for all His has done for me in the past. Have allowed me to really enjoyed. :D Although i will still pray for more blessings to be upon me and all my relatives and frenz and ppl surrounding... Coz i wann u guys to noe that God is indeed a great GOD and a Good God :DD Once u've trust in Him, He shall pour forth blessings into u and my life... Although sometimes it might be difficult, but i believe this is a world of seasons, the difficult part is the winter period. ( Heard from Kingsley that now Australia is having winter ) And all of us noes that, once winter is gone, spring shall come :DD Spring is the period where by God really brings forth tons and tons of blessings....... :DD WOWOWOWOWOWOW~!!! CAn't u imagine... How great it is... :D Hahas. I haf faith that God will one day give me wad i want. :) PTL~!
Okay bah. Shall end here le... After having my quiet time, i'll train a bit more for my Pokemon, den when COMBATking ( My darling Crobat ) levels up to 91 den i'll go sleep liao~ :D Hahas. Nice planning of time. :) Shall be submerged in my world soon~ GB~
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