❤JESUS REIGNS❤

3:52 PM 6/22/2009
( i'm tired and confused again~ *sigh*)

LOL... The CastAway camp frenz are promise breakers lor... Say want to come at first so steady, den last min, and it's very very last min den say cannot... WTF. I'm not going to invite any more frenz for camps anymore liao sia.... I'm so busy with my studies myself la... i hardly got time to care about church, and yet i go invite those 2 ppl. **** sia. Very fed up. now chai chin oso almost impossible to go liao. i paid for her liao lor. gbj /backwards/. =.= Idiot. den l8r my cg ldrs will tink that i can't organise things well and is making their lifes difficult. Haix. Suan liao lah. This kind of thing. Forget it. Waste my money + time + effort. I'm going to make sure after the camp i'll commit more time for studies instead liao lor. Wad the heck. Don't care what other ppl say liao. Idiots.
Haiya.... CAn't see huitong anymore if tml's case is not sucessful...... prayed damn hard for her le... At least God should answer to this prayer mah....................................... =.=.=.=.=.=.= Or at least shorten her time in j*** mah... So that she can be back out to serve in His kingdom........ So that she can fellowship more with the cg members............. And so on so on.... HMm. I'm so tired now... Requested to go off earlier from art lesson. So no mood to draw. Den my work is like shit. WtffFFFFFFFFFFFFffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WA llao really very fed uppppppppppppppppppppppp~
HAIXXXXXXXXXXX.
Forget it. Ended.

8:27 PM 20/06/2009

Hahas~ Get to play badminton these few days le... :D Got a superb match(i lost) with my cousin's daughter... Younger than me by 3 yrs somemore... Haix... Anyway i and my cousin got a great age gap lah, but still... Throw face... But mayb coz she's in badminton sch team ma. 3 yrs le... So confirm win one lor... And today got to play badminton with Ding Yuan and Esther.... But it rained half way... Haix... So we planned to book court next time... Phew.. Today finally noe the tems allocated for Camp CastAway~! xD Hmm. Didn't get in the same group with "x"... T.T But nvm, that's good. At least he's going... :D Can get to see him it's good enough.. Really... Since he oso denied me as friend le... What can i do.. ? Lol.. Sad oso won't help anything at all ma... He oso dun care about me one... He got his own groups of gals he like. I shouldn't be soooooooOOOOOOooo extra. Coz i believe i deserved a better one. :P But it's still hard tolol give him up... But guess it's a part of life lah... Dun wanna waste more tears. Haix. DY oso say liao. Now stead oso no use. O level. Stupid manns. Must wait till o level den go crazy xDD HAha. On manns~!! xDD CAn't wait manns~ But i oso haf no patience for CastAway camp... xDD Coz i reckon it's still gonna be a life changing camp. :)

Hmm.......... Yummy... Eating chicken chop now... xD Although told DY and esther not eating le, but still i went to buy some western... xD LOLOL! Really hungry for it mah... =XX Now finished eating le, den i felt a little guilty liao.... T.T Hmm. Sure fat one... T.T haix. must make up with more trainings. :D But dunno got time anot... Or mayb wait till o level finish first lur.... :D Freedom after O Level :DD

Wah now listening to a very sick but zuai song. LOL! "my valentine" is thy song... "u'll still haf my hart until the end of time, u're all i nid, my love, my valentine.......... and even if promise when out of life, u'll still haf my hart til the end of time, coz all i nid is u my valentine...", "teach me how to love unselfishly, i dream of this a thousands time b4, in my dream i couldn't love u more~" lol. Upsetting song to me. Wonder who the singer singing to... ? Me.. ? xD crazy. i not lass. i still crush on guys often. wth. Haix. Nid really pure frenz llike esther to brainwash me.... i don't want to keep on thinking about "x" even when i noe he don't like me~!!!! I dun want to b a burden to him manns................... *sob* Haix. See, i'm so upset now again.... T.T Gotta pray more in my quiet time le.... *****************************

Anyway, i really want to step out of this stupid trap. I wanna be new after the camp~ xDD Yeah mann, so u guys can await the new me. LOL~!

Okay lah, shall end here~ Got to start my quiet time le.... I nid God soooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo much. I wonder why some of u guys don't believe in it... Nah, u'll see breakthrough in my life~ xDD