❤JESUS REIGNS❤

1:51 PM 6/27/2009

Yo manns~! I am BACK from camp CastAway~!!! xDD

Hmm. Got a lot of changes for me after the camp. Praise the Lord!!! :DD Firstly, i'm no longer in deep "depression" from " The x Incident" which u guys will say. I've decided to really focus on my studies 99/99 % :DD 1% is can't help it one lah. Coz my team (Malachi) got one very kind guy arh xDD Very funny also... He made me realised that i can find better guys than "x". xDD So let's give him a cheer~!

Thank u *** ar thank u alot
Life so nice ar life so shiok
Pray more of God arh more of God
For more love arh for more might
Thanks arh thanks arh
Thanks! (x3)
Hahah!!

LOLOL~!!! But really arh. He is sooooOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo helpful for my obstacle in relationship to be oversome.

Secondly, (spiritual breakthrough) my another highlight is that i've fell for the first time under Brother Edmund Tay's deliverance. :DD *Under the extreme clear presence of God* I can really feel that God is pulling my hand upwards during the worship session on the 2nd day of the camp~! And in day 1 and 2 i've been laid hand on and it's successful. :DD PTL~! REALLY REALLY~! Now i'm not afraid to face challenges anymore coz i believe that with God and the Holy Spirit aiding me in every ways, be it the slighest aid, it's gonna make a huge difference. :D Wah really damn happy arh~! ^^ Thanks to the special guy manns~! :DD Coz actually in the first place i want to go in front for the altar call, but ppl are like, keep on moving, pushing backwards, and i was afraid that i won't be laid hand on, if i go in front i won't be able to really feel God, coz all i feel is awkardness. But he accompanied me in front arh~!!! XDD Den i can really place my focus in God. And second day i could go to the front by my own step of faith, and i was so desperate for His love, so i went in front. :D And again, it was great. Simply lah. HAHS. But really, if not that he has accompanied me in front, i would haf been left behind, and nid to wait for next yr's camp again~!!! D:

Okay, thirdly, it's of coz because i've found new frenz in the camp lah. :D The close ones are like Kelly ( oh oh, not my dear screen saver hor, another fren from the camp one hahas! ) :D I THINK "K" IS REALLY A GODO ALPHABET FOR ME TO LOOK FOR FRENZ UH. :] L OR B COULD BE NEXT. LOL JK. I think it's really a blessings to noe such wonderful frenz lor. In the camp, i was not really to talk too deep, like about some thoughts in my heart with anyone in Malachi lah, coz Judee oso superbly and very very busy, but praise the Lord, i was blessed with Kelly ( surname is not Chan ) whom i was allowed to share our feelings well with each other lah. :D I mean, well, it's just a breakthrough. Is like, anyone can imagine, u noe someone for the first day, and probably saw her for the first day, worst still, she's in a different team but under the same colour of house, she's from Samson, and wow wow, you can like talk soooooooo much lah. Really, it's not easy. :D

And there is a lot a lot more lah. It'll take me quite too much time, mayb 2 more hours, to list them out. So i only brought out some of the main points and summarise them lah. The praise and worship sessions were oso successfully carried out la. It's rare to really see the youths jumping, enjoying and joying in the presence of God. Everyone was jumping. EVERYONE!!!! In my eyes lah. I don really confirm it's really all anot la, but God knows. :D It's great lah. I hope that things can really be sort out accordingly at times too.

I specially brought out this thing coz got one member of Malachi, somehow annoyed by me for dunno wad reason. LOL. Most probably coz she like Benjamin bah? LOL. Like i like him like tat. I only take him as a brother like that only, for wad that gal nid to be sooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MEAN??????????????????????????? LOLOLOL!!!!!! First time saw this kind of gal lah. It's like, wad the hell. Den i forgotten wad she asked me, den i was busying talking to someone else, i tink Kelly, den she say i got attitude problem and she's going to tell her cell-group leader and complain to Joshua. DO U TINK I CARE??????????? I've done nothing wrong. For wad ANYHOW ACCUSE PEOPLE DEN GO COMPLAIN??? I HAVE TRIED MY VERY BEST, VERY VERY VERY BEST TO THE LIMIT TO BEAR HER ATTITUDE. SHE THINKS THAT EVERYONE CAN TAKE A GIRL LIKE HER MEH?????? PLEASE LAH. HAIX.. Nvm, she's lucky that i have a great cell-group like Garvin who is able to teach me something about clamour. :) He'll bear everything. Without making any looks of being frustrated to anyone. It's was like how Jesus forgave the sinners. That gal is really lucky manns. The hatred in me kept on growing in the camp lor. Until today it stopped. LOL. Coz benjamin is good enuff to help me. Otherwise i could haf done something else. She said she'll complain to her cell-group leader wad, right? Think i will not talk back meh? I'm in no mood totally yesterday dinner until the cheer when i haf to force myself to highten my mood. I'm having a bad stomache lorh. F***. Today oso, when she said she wanna complain. I wanted to shout back at her that SHE WANNA COMPLAIN TO WHO I OSO HACK CARE LA. SO WAD IF IT'S HER CELL-GROUP LDR? SO WAD IF IT'S JOSHUA? I DUN EVEN NOE JOSHUA THAT WELL LA! CAN'T SHE JUST SHUT THE * UP ? IF SHE WANT, COZ SHE'S REALLY f OFF BY ME, DEN SO SUE ME LOR! GO TO THE POLICE CENTRE TELL POLICE CAR COME CHASE ME LAH! IF SHE CAN SEND ME TO JAIL GO AHEAD LOR. I WOULD BE EVEN HAPPY LA. ONE OF MY SO SO CLOSE FREN OSO GOT COURT CASE WAD. SO WAD? HER MOOD NO GOOD SHE CAN BE QUEEN? ( TELL U GUYS, FYI: HER TEMPER IS WORST THAN ADELINE, I MILLION BILLIONS WORST THAN HER. REALLY NOT A JOKE )OR TELL MY CELL-GRP LDR SCOLD ME OSO CAN. ALL I NOE IT'S THAT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG AND FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, GOD NOES THAT!

But everything was under control when Benjamin tell her to stop being so childish ( although i think he oso thinks that i'm childish but i'm not, i'm TOTALLY INNOCENT AND I DUN DESERVE THIS KIND OF MEAN SCOLDINGS ) den i felt so much better. But after that Ben nv talked to me le lah. Coz of her lor. Freaking gal. =,= if without her my camp would've been so perfect. But nvm, ok, i forgave her. If she dun wan to move on is her prob. I follow God one lor, if u wanna be so stupid go hate someone so badly for nothing den i got nothing to say lor. XDD AND I OSO HACK CARE HER. =.=

Haix. Okay lah, at least overall the whole camp was positively increased for me from the entertainments from ben and jason our asst ldr and oso darwin. And oso Celine for being the "tree" and pei xuan being the nerd. xDD Very funny la, the drama we were able to emerge as the top 1 lah! xDD Hahas. i tinlk the drama was really cool. :D Hahas. Coz the part whereby we're supposed to be the thousand ppl fighting Samson(acted by Darwin), there is a moment of pause, den suddenly everyone fell to the ground~!!! Hahahahahha i tink it's really great one lor. By God's annointing is the drama able to be brought up in the way that it was just so marvellous. The INDIGO cheer was oso cool lah. We used the Pokemon theme song to put oup the cheer. HAHAH. xDD

INDIGO! Gotta catch em all~ (sooo true~)
Indigo's full of youth~
U teach me and i teach u,
The Word of God (wif the cool hand outreach)
God will bless em all
God will bless em all~
INDIGO!
Woohoo~!!!

XDD

I loved the camp so much arh. I kept on singing it non-stop when i haf the mood to (actually in the camp, most of the time i'm suffering from stomache and cramp coz having period) and when that annoying gal is not around lah. :D I mean, everything is like so funny lor. Totally no link one, why do i nid to deserve being accused for nothing??? LOL!!! It's so funny lah. Hahas.

Okay lah, maybe i should stop here le. My mum hurrying me to go help her buy her lunch liao. LOL. Okays, i'll update again. :)

With lots of lurfe,
JeNNifer *-*

PS: Sorry for some of the exaserating(i dunno how to spell la) contents coz i'm really very upset to take some of hte useless scoldings for nothing. I mean, who won't lah? I pray that God will teach her a lesson.

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