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No B please.... :D

Jason in the glory of God

The last scene b4 we left the island

Kelly And Me~ *sweetx*

Stupid clay

B? No no no! =.=

Cleanest table ever in art room :D

Auntie Lim's Bakery

3 Art Students

4:37 PM 6/30/2009
( Just came back from school~ xDD )

Heys~ :DD Today forgotten to cut my nails [ i told Ellis to cut her fingers instead ], so when doing the wedging of the clay is like so damn disgusting arh... T.T Lol... And i failed 2 times lur... Is either it has cracks or it is too small to make into one of the tiles... Haix... Very tiring today too... Coz today got P.E. and we actually tested out the route for the cross-country that the whole school will be going soon... LOL!!! Very very very tiring, although during the lesson the trip, i can't feel very much of tiredness, but it's only when we went back to class after recess... Everyone was dried up lur... Den after school nid to stayback for Art, wah, bo lard arh... D;

Today when entering the school from front gate hor, is like entering into a hospital like that lor.. =,= Everyone nid to apply hand sanitizer, the teachers were fully "geared" and ready to fight like that. Their hand no longer holds the scanner for temperature one aready... Instead, they'll tell u to take out ur thermometer first b4 u can do anything. LOL.

And when going back home, very unglam. =.= I slipped 2 steps outside the staff rooms. =.= But didn't fall. Just slipped. Anyone can tell that i was shocked. =.=
LOL.

Ands anyways, yesterday Kingsley finally left me a message on my FAceBook... hmm.. LOLOL.. I thought he'd haf died. Coz so long no hear anything from him... LOLOLLOLOL! But thank God he is still alive and active lah. He said he'd call me soon. And the soon may be around november like tat. :0 Haix. But it's alrite. Effort counts. :DD

And my mouth still got 3 ulscles. T.T Very pain.

Finally got the photos for the camp CastAway... Hmm.. WAs so so very nice. :DD Fun too... Some ppl so poor thing nv go... Hor that SiYing... xDD Den i can keep on saying and make her jealous~!!! xDD No lah just kidding. :) But really fun lah. :D Got to play the water bomb thingy... :DD Funny. Now recall it's still very funny. Everyone clinged on to the cloth, the white cloth, to prevent ppl from other groups to dirty it lur! xDD LOL! I kana hard once by the Citrus team only. ONce. Others is like, duhh, so many. :D I rmb Elvis kana in his face and so on. :DD It's really worth it going for the camp~ :DD So fun. So i nv regret even if the hmwk and lessons are being missed.... :)

Haix. But after the camp come back got so many things nid to catch up lur... Especially Art... T.T Only haf 8 tiles only.. Ellis aready got 21 tiles le... And my colour test and markering still still haven't done yet... HAIX. DUNNO WHEN DEN WILL HAF THE MOOD TO REALLY CHIONG.... Haix ya jia lard jia lard....... T.T But nvm, as the bible says, with God and the Holy Spirit, i'll succeed one :DD Praise the Lord~!! xDD I've put so much faith in God, hence emerge to be able to let go of stupid things that Satan has set for me... :D Good~ xDD Therefore i'm able to concentrate better o nmy studies now... I wann my first position in Maths to come back to me... D; Since Kings incident, my grade has slipped down... T.T CAn't help it... :D But await my rise~!!! xDD In Jesus name! xDD

Hahas. REally manns. Now i noe everything behind le... :D Things that are being kept in the dark will be brought forth to light... :D Isn't that great? At least for most of the things i'm innocent one lor. Anyhow blame me accuse me oso got no use one. If i noe is my fault, my wrong, i'll confirm admit it de... I'm not like i'll back-stab ppl, lie to ppl ( only Kenny CCF will ) or make other ppl superbly upset for nothing one lor... I'm owaes an angel. :D Pure angel. (Not Ah Quan's please, though)

Hmm, for today, got something that struck me... Listening to Track 09 in my mp3 when doing my art... JJ's song of coz... I dunno wad's the title, but i noe it is about a dream that will nv come true... Hurt ones are owaes dreams that are uncompleted, and happy ones are dreams that are once being dreamt of... WAH!! See, my idol so zuai :DD Really. I realise that the dream that i've dreamt of can nv be continued and come to a final happy ending, but it's happy enuff for me to just experience it for at least once :DD At least now i noe. That the fact that guys of those age will only look for super pretty gals, while some will be around praying that God will bless them with a pretty good looking one... LOLOL.. Hmm.. It's not wrong wad. :D Is just that i will want someone who look for heart and won't care about look one. LOL. But nowadays hard to find lah. Even Ding Yuan says that too. Oh ya, just now when heading home saw the 2 shuai ge Ding Yuan and Yuan Zhi. xDD They are tall lerh lah. At least got talk to me. Where got like that Koh Peng Hoe. =.=''' Haix. Terrible.

Okay bah, shall end here le.. :D

Haix. Just back from my grandparents' death anniversary... At sooooo far away lah.... And under the hot sun somemore.... Den rained.... =.= Wad's the weather today manns... Den now is still raining too... Hmm... Guess the weather goes with my mood lahx... I wonder if i nv go to that particular blog, perhaps i won't be suddenly so upset le... Hmm.. who's eileen manns. LOL? Nvm.

Anyways my homework haven't even touched yet since i went for the camp aready.... T.T GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today when i go back home i'll chiong all the way, but of coz start with a prayer lah... If not i confrim guarantee will fall asleep, otherwise is cry.................. ZZZZZZ. Coz everytym like that one. For wad i wanna be like that........................................... Stupid manns.... So ea yr camp i'll bring back smth upsetting lur? owaes? =.=''' HahAHAHAHAHAHA I GONNA RING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ROARS*

But ok nah. At least still fren. :D More than enuff, i guesss. And at least can let go of the previous one, and start on tis new one for another year? =.= LOL. Kings come back if he noes, i guess i'm GC. gone case. LOL> ok la. Can't update much today. Very tired. Today 5am wake up liao. Haix....

1:51 PM 6/27/2009

Yo manns~! I am BACK from camp CastAway~!!! xDD

Hmm. Got a lot of changes for me after the camp. Praise the Lord!!! :DD Firstly, i'm no longer in deep "depression" from " The x Incident" which u guys will say. I've decided to really focus on my studies 99/99 % :DD 1% is can't help it one lah. Coz my team (Malachi) got one very kind guy arh xDD Very funny also... He made me realised that i can find better guys than "x". xDD So let's give him a cheer~!

Thank u *** ar thank u alot
Life so nice ar life so shiok
Pray more of God arh more of God
For more love arh for more might
Thanks arh thanks arh
Thanks! (x3)
Hahah!!

LOLOL~!!! But really arh. He is sooooOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo helpful for my obstacle in relationship to be oversome.

Secondly, (spiritual breakthrough) my another highlight is that i've fell for the first time under Brother Edmund Tay's deliverance. :DD *Under the extreme clear presence of God* I can really feel that God is pulling my hand upwards during the worship session on the 2nd day of the camp~! And in day 1 and 2 i've been laid hand on and it's successful. :DD PTL~! REALLY REALLY~! Now i'm not afraid to face challenges anymore coz i believe that with God and the Holy Spirit aiding me in every ways, be it the slighest aid, it's gonna make a huge difference. :D Wah really damn happy arh~! ^^ Thanks to the special guy manns~! :DD Coz actually in the first place i want to go in front for the altar call, but ppl are like, keep on moving, pushing backwards, and i was afraid that i won't be laid hand on, if i go in front i won't be able to really feel God, coz all i feel is awkardness. But he accompanied me in front arh~!!! XDD Den i can really place my focus in God. And second day i could go to the front by my own step of faith, and i was so desperate for His love, so i went in front. :D And again, it was great. Simply lah. HAHS. But really, if not that he has accompanied me in front, i would haf been left behind, and nid to wait for next yr's camp again~!!! D:

Okay, thirdly, it's of coz because i've found new frenz in the camp lah. :D The close ones are like Kelly ( oh oh, not my dear screen saver hor, another fren from the camp one hahas! ) :D I THINK "K" IS REALLY A GODO ALPHABET FOR ME TO LOOK FOR FRENZ UH. :] L OR B COULD BE NEXT. LOL JK. I think it's really a blessings to noe such wonderful frenz lor. In the camp, i was not really to talk too deep, like about some thoughts in my heart with anyone in Malachi lah, coz Judee oso superbly and very very busy, but praise the Lord, i was blessed with Kelly ( surname is not Chan ) whom i was allowed to share our feelings well with each other lah. :D I mean, well, it's just a breakthrough. Is like, anyone can imagine, u noe someone for the first day, and probably saw her for the first day, worst still, she's in a different team but under the same colour of house, she's from Samson, and wow wow, you can like talk soooooooo much lah. Really, it's not easy. :D

And there is a lot a lot more lah. It'll take me quite too much time, mayb 2 more hours, to list them out. So i only brought out some of the main points and summarise them lah. The praise and worship sessions were oso successfully carried out la. It's rare to really see the youths jumping, enjoying and joying in the presence of God. Everyone was jumping. EVERYONE!!!! In my eyes lah. I don really confirm it's really all anot la, but God knows. :D It's great lah. I hope that things can really be sort out accordingly at times too.

I specially brought out this thing coz got one member of Malachi, somehow annoyed by me for dunno wad reason. LOL. Most probably coz she like Benjamin bah? LOL. Like i like him like tat. I only take him as a brother like that only, for wad that gal nid to be sooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MEAN??????????????????????????? LOLOLOL!!!!!! First time saw this kind of gal lah. It's like, wad the hell. Den i forgotten wad she asked me, den i was busying talking to someone else, i tink Kelly, den she say i got attitude problem and she's going to tell her cell-group leader and complain to Joshua. DO U TINK I CARE??????????? I've done nothing wrong. For wad ANYHOW ACCUSE PEOPLE DEN GO COMPLAIN??? I HAVE TRIED MY VERY BEST, VERY VERY VERY BEST TO THE LIMIT TO BEAR HER ATTITUDE. SHE THINKS THAT EVERYONE CAN TAKE A GIRL LIKE HER MEH?????? PLEASE LAH. HAIX.. Nvm, she's lucky that i have a great cell-group like Garvin who is able to teach me something about clamour. :) He'll bear everything. Without making any looks of being frustrated to anyone. It's was like how Jesus forgave the sinners. That gal is really lucky manns. The hatred in me kept on growing in the camp lor. Until today it stopped. LOL. Coz benjamin is good enuff to help me. Otherwise i could haf done something else. She said she'll complain to her cell-group leader wad, right? Think i will not talk back meh? I'm in no mood totally yesterday dinner until the cheer when i haf to force myself to highten my mood. I'm having a bad stomache lorh. F***. Today oso, when she said she wanna complain. I wanted to shout back at her that SHE WANNA COMPLAIN TO WHO I OSO HACK CARE LA. SO WAD IF IT'S HER CELL-GROUP LDR? SO WAD IF IT'S JOSHUA? I DUN EVEN NOE JOSHUA THAT WELL LA! CAN'T SHE JUST SHUT THE * UP ? IF SHE WANT, COZ SHE'S REALLY f OFF BY ME, DEN SO SUE ME LOR! GO TO THE POLICE CENTRE TELL POLICE CAR COME CHASE ME LAH! IF SHE CAN SEND ME TO JAIL GO AHEAD LOR. I WOULD BE EVEN HAPPY LA. ONE OF MY SO SO CLOSE FREN OSO GOT COURT CASE WAD. SO WAD? HER MOOD NO GOOD SHE CAN BE QUEEN? ( TELL U GUYS, FYI: HER TEMPER IS WORST THAN ADELINE, I MILLION BILLIONS WORST THAN HER. REALLY NOT A JOKE )OR TELL MY CELL-GRP LDR SCOLD ME OSO CAN. ALL I NOE IT'S THAT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG AND FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, GOD NOES THAT!

But everything was under control when Benjamin tell her to stop being so childish ( although i think he oso thinks that i'm childish but i'm not, i'm TOTALLY INNOCENT AND I DUN DESERVE THIS KIND OF MEAN SCOLDINGS ) den i felt so much better. But after that Ben nv talked to me le lah. Coz of her lor. Freaking gal. =,= if without her my camp would've been so perfect. But nvm, ok, i forgave her. If she dun wan to move on is her prob. I follow God one lor, if u wanna be so stupid go hate someone so badly for nothing den i got nothing to say lor. XDD AND I OSO HACK CARE HER. =.=

Haix. Okay lah, at least overall the whole camp was positively increased for me from the entertainments from ben and jason our asst ldr and oso darwin. And oso Celine for being the "tree" and pei xuan being the nerd. xDD Very funny la, the drama we were able to emerge as the top 1 lah! xDD Hahas. i tinlk the drama was really cool. :D Hahas. Coz the part whereby we're supposed to be the thousand ppl fighting Samson(acted by Darwin), there is a moment of pause, den suddenly everyone fell to the ground~!!! Hahahahahha i tink it's really great one lor. By God's annointing is the drama able to be brought up in the way that it was just so marvellous. The INDIGO cheer was oso cool lah. We used the Pokemon theme song to put oup the cheer. HAHAH. xDD

INDIGO! Gotta catch em all~ (sooo true~)
Indigo's full of youth~
U teach me and i teach u,
The Word of God (wif the cool hand outreach)
God will bless em all
God will bless em all~
INDIGO!
Woohoo~!!!

XDD

I loved the camp so much arh. I kept on singing it non-stop when i haf the mood to (actually in the camp, most of the time i'm suffering from stomache and cramp coz having period) and when that annoying gal is not around lah. :D I mean, everything is like so funny lor. Totally no link one, why do i nid to deserve being accused for nothing??? LOL!!! It's so funny lah. Hahas.

Okay lah, maybe i should stop here le. My mum hurrying me to go help her buy her lunch liao. LOL. Okays, i'll update again. :)

With lots of lurfe,
JeNNifer *-*

PS: Sorry for some of the exaserating(i dunno how to spell la) contents coz i'm really very upset to take some of hte useless scoldings for nothing. I mean, who won't lah? I pray that God will teach her a lesson.

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED © 2009 - JENNIFERJJ

3:52 PM 6/22/2009
( i'm tired and confused again~ *sigh*)

LOL... The CastAway camp frenz are promise breakers lor... Say want to come at first so steady, den last min, and it's very very last min den say cannot... WTF. I'm not going to invite any more frenz for camps anymore liao sia.... I'm so busy with my studies myself la... i hardly got time to care about church, and yet i go invite those 2 ppl. **** sia. Very fed up. now chai chin oso almost impossible to go liao. i paid for her liao lor. gbj /backwards/. =.= Idiot. den l8r my cg ldrs will tink that i can't organise things well and is making their lifes difficult. Haix. Suan liao lah. This kind of thing. Forget it. Waste my money + time + effort. I'm going to make sure after the camp i'll commit more time for studies instead liao lor. Wad the heck. Don't care what other ppl say liao. Idiots.
Haiya.... CAn't see huitong anymore if tml's case is not sucessful...... prayed damn hard for her le... At least God should answer to this prayer mah....................................... =.=.=.=.=.=.= Or at least shorten her time in j*** mah... So that she can be back out to serve in His kingdom........ So that she can fellowship more with the cg members............. And so on so on.... HMm. I'm so tired now... Requested to go off earlier from art lesson. So no mood to draw. Den my work is like shit. WtffFFFFFFFFFFFFffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WA llao really very fed uppppppppppppppppppppppp~
HAIXXXXXXXXXXX.
Forget it. Ended.

8:27 PM 20/06/2009

Hahas~ Get to play badminton these few days le... :D Got a superb match(i lost) with my cousin's daughter... Younger than me by 3 yrs somemore... Haix... Anyway i and my cousin got a great age gap lah, but still... Throw face... But mayb coz she's in badminton sch team ma. 3 yrs le... So confirm win one lor... And today got to play badminton with Ding Yuan and Esther.... But it rained half way... Haix... So we planned to book court next time... Phew.. Today finally noe the tems allocated for Camp CastAway~! xD Hmm. Didn't get in the same group with "x"... T.T But nvm, that's good. At least he's going... :D Can get to see him it's good enough.. Really... Since he oso denied me as friend le... What can i do.. ? Lol.. Sad oso won't help anything at all ma... He oso dun care about me one... He got his own groups of gals he like. I shouldn't be soooooooOOOOOOooo extra. Coz i believe i deserved a better one. :P But it's still hard tolol give him up... But guess it's a part of life lah... Dun wanna waste more tears. Haix. DY oso say liao. Now stead oso no use. O level. Stupid manns. Must wait till o level den go crazy xDD HAha. On manns~!! xDD CAn't wait manns~ But i oso haf no patience for CastAway camp... xDD Coz i reckon it's still gonna be a life changing camp. :)

Hmm.......... Yummy... Eating chicken chop now... xD Although told DY and esther not eating le, but still i went to buy some western... xD LOLOL! Really hungry for it mah... =XX Now finished eating le, den i felt a little guilty liao.... T.T Hmm. Sure fat one... T.T haix. must make up with more trainings. :D But dunno got time anot... Or mayb wait till o level finish first lur.... :D Freedom after O Level :DD

Wah now listening to a very sick but zuai song. LOL! "my valentine" is thy song... "u'll still haf my hart until the end of time, u're all i nid, my love, my valentine.......... and even if promise when out of life, u'll still haf my hart til the end of time, coz all i nid is u my valentine...", "teach me how to love unselfishly, i dream of this a thousands time b4, in my dream i couldn't love u more~" lol. Upsetting song to me. Wonder who the singer singing to... ? Me.. ? xD crazy. i not lass. i still crush on guys often. wth. Haix. Nid really pure frenz llike esther to brainwash me.... i don't want to keep on thinking about "x" even when i noe he don't like me~!!!! I dun want to b a burden to him manns................... *sob* Haix. See, i'm so upset now again.... T.T Gotta pray more in my quiet time le.... *****************************

Anyway, i really want to step out of this stupid trap. I wanna be new after the camp~ xDD Yeah mann, so u guys can await the new me. LOL~!

Okay lah, shall end here~ Got to start my quiet time le.... I nid God soooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo much. I wonder why some of u guys don't believe in it... Nah, u'll see breakthrough in my life~ xDD

I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON~ !
2:16 PM 6/18/2009( A slacking afternoon )

Hahs. Today didn't really plan to touch my hmwk... :D Woke up pretty late too... Around 11am.. ? Hahs, pig rite. Nvm.

L8r need to faster send Chai Chin her form so that she can sign it... And oso nid to prepare Joyce's b'dae present... Lol. These 2 gals going for the camp... Hmm.. Oh ya, and oso not forgetting tml's Garvin's B'dae... Haix. Can't celebrate with him. That rc thing. =.= dunno nid to pull till how long... =.= I haven't even help them sell the tix yet manns~ T.T Haix... L8r must go sell liao... Wah... Got quite a lot of things nid to do lei... But i'm left with only less than 6 hours to complete them all... Hmm... Wow, gotta chiong lur... But when decorating b'dae present how can chiong one.. I want perfection. =DD

LOL. Perfectionist. :DD

6:32 PM 6/18/2009

Hahas. Today sold 9 tickets le~ My booklet only left one more ticket to go... =DD Hope they won't give me more le... T.T Hard time to persuade ppl to buy manns~ T.T Unless YX they all coming. Den i can ask for extra tickets... :D Hahas. Hope so lah.... :DD

Haix. Today really is slack.... >.<''' Never never even touch my hmwk at all... Playing gameboy just now.... :DD Highlight: I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON~ NOBODY NOW FREE TO ACCOMPANY ME PLAY ONE... D; ESTHER WORKING, CG FRENZ OUTING, BS, EVERYTHING.... T.T VERY SAD LEI... NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO PLAY AT ALL FOR SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG AREADY.... I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON~~ ! 10:24 PM 6/17/2009( Just reached home from CL bs ) Hmm. Today restarted my bs... :) From lesson 1... Learnt somethings new too... Or maybe i've learnt last time but forgotten... =X Haix. Now must memorise God's word le... xDD Believe that applying all the 5 techniques will really allow me to stay strong with my walk with God... =D Key points to note is that if we love God, we will love His word equally. LOVE GOD = LOVE HIS WORD <33>

CastAway Camp ~! XDD

Stacks of hmwk untouched

6:46 AM 6/15/2009 (just finished praying for my fast today)
*yawns* Woo~ Just woke up for a while... About 5am like that... When i woke up my first thing to think of is "Camp Cast Away" ~! xDD Very excited manns~ Can't wait to go for the camp... Then i hurried to cook maggi mee to eat... Bcoz after thinking of the lovely camp is my thought for my stomach. After eating, very filling. ( burp, excuse mee )
But the sad thing is that the next thing that comes into my mind is the stacks of homework piled on my table. (shown in the pic) LOL. They are the yet to be touched ones... The chemistry worksheet, the geography worksheet, the sets of english comprehension and my art development. ( Still only haf 3 development layout D; ) Oh manns... Dunno how am i going to haf time to finish all these.... Planned to finish by this week. Otherwise i would haf no time for camp! D;
Wa i really love church camps lor... Sweet sweet ( and very bitter ) memories, excluding for being having my left ankle sprained. I am so so so so so missing it lah... I wanted to go so badly that i just couldn't care about my O levels. And the lessons of intense revision my class gonna have. hmm. But i'm sure i won't regret after i go for the camp. That camp is simply everything to me~ XDD
Hahas. Hmm. Wednesday will be meeting my dearest HuiTong... :D Hope that really can talk more to her. Scared l8r because long time no see le, den a barrier is formed in the middle of us. T.T I pray hard that it won't happen. :) Dun noe she noe that i've sincerely been missing her anot lor... Nvm. She dun noe i noe can aready... :)
Hmm. Really look forward to the camp.. xDD Shall end here lerhs.. >.<
11:51 PM 6/14/2009 ( a peaceful mind now )
Phew.. Tiring.. Today didn't go for the East Coast outing with the cell-group because i was sick... D; Sore throat + cough + flu a bit ( for the flu is going to recover soon le)... Wah.. Torture manns~ T.T But it's alrite. Plenty of rest will help de. :D Hahas.
Hmm. Today tried to invite some frenz for the Cast Away camp~ xDD Although i've asked 13 possible frenz, only 2 can make it. Others overseas, o level N levels, i oso have mah, not enuff money, parental objection... Lolol.. Haix. But it's alrite. At least got 2. Happy enuff. :DD During poly when got more steady frenz le den can out reach better~ :) Hahs. Gonna get more souls saved. :)
Just finished my first set of school holiday assignment for Maths. LOL. I think i'm the only one in 4m1 so slow arh. Lol. But i'll learn to manage my time better arh. Coz it's afterall more important than anything else except my my Lord. I believe by working hard by the Holy Spirit, i will noy be dried up for God totally... :DD I will always pray for more and more of God... Fill my mind with His presence and i'll be able to succeed with grace~ :DD Woohhooo~! PTL~! xDD
Oh, my laptop's virus suddenly died off... Dunno wad happened lol... Mayb it's still there, but just dunno how to check arh. But at least my lappy won't be that laggy liao~ xDD Hahas~ :DD Hmm... Miracle isn't it.... By God everything is indeed possible... :)
Anyways the Celebrity weekend today was great... :D Got F.I.R. , Ocean, Vanness Wu, Miss Indonesia etc to perform on the stage of City Harvest @ Expo Hall 1~! Woohoo~ xDD First time got to see Vanness that close. And probably the last time too LOLOL. So precious lorh. Only chance. From the former F4 grp... Oh, brother Danny was funny. F5 (refresh) LOLs. Last time used to be a fan of the F4 due to the Meteor Garden that i used to watch when i'm in primary school... hahs. Got a very unforgettable happiness feeling... ~~ hahas. >.< Coz last time very young, everything oso dunno... Haf no worries for anything... Now lei, so many trials of testings nid to go through, until we're back in heaven den shall we be as free as when we're young.
[At this moment, the virus windows poped up again.] '''
Okay, guess it's all for today :)
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11:29 AM 6/13/2009( totally confused mindset )
Haix~ Dunno want to go for the camp anot manns~ T.T Later 1pm will be the pm for it aready sia... T.T Very very very confused about which choice i should make... Even SY is not going lei... WAnt to go but still hesitating... Coz even if tis year i don't go, next yr still can go one... But if i really don't go i'll regret... Oso will not effectively grow spiritually... Why am i sitting the the fence now manns~ ( Very pain!!! ) D; And if i go for the camp, i sure tio detention one lor. Coz church is not a reason to skip school. It's not really a valid reason. Somemore i'm sick now. But this maybe a testing that God is giving me... So i wanna go... I want to sacrifice more... Than ever... Okay bah.. Should be going... Only if i continue to fall sick den i won't go. Since this morning hit the temperature of 37.8 degrees celcius liao. Haix. Wonder when will i recover... I wanna go for the camp... It's owaes a dream to me... I wanna fulfill this dream so that i can really piah all the rest of the time to my studies... Although it's a risk to take. But that's the way God wants it to be mah. Got xiaohua still. Hope he'll aid me through. Gonna spend more time on my studies after going for the camp... At most my parents give them take care of themselves first loh. Anyway i'm oso sick wad. Lol. Pray that i can recover asap and it will not be a serious disease that i've kana. ( choy choy ) Touch wood lol.
Wah... I feel very weak now... Maybe i climbing through the thickest forest in the wilderness now... It's still winter time (tat's y i'm fluing) and spring has yet to come.. I want a breakthrough in my life... **{ROARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!}**
But before that i'll nid a rest. lol. Shall end here le. :DD
LOL,JeNNiFEr <33
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9:31 AM 6/12/2009( today no pm to brighten up my morning T.T )
Haix. My sore throat is getting worst manns~ T.T Wth... Totally can't talk properly ar... So damn painful... Stupid devil. Hurt my throat. Go away devil! *SCREAM* ... *sigh* LOLOL.
Today woke up pretty late... So can't have time with God at 6am... T.T Since this is the case, i would haf to postpone my fasting day to next wednesday le loh... ( If not is starving, not fasting. My connect grp ldr teach me one :DD ) Alrite. Should b alrite. :D Today oso not sure i can take in any food anot.... My throat is making me feel aweful... T.T Stupid manns~ This kind of throat oso got. Disgusting arh. Even if i don't talk, plaining breathing, i can oso feel the stupid feeling in my throat. Wth. T.T Veri irritating and annoying... D; I think for today i'll nap even more before my bs starting at night bah.... Lolol. Sure become pig one lor like that. Sick sick sick. Haix. Nvm. REsting is good for the body to repair it's "ingredients" ready for a wonderful and not-to-be-missed bs tonite~ Woohoo~! xDD Good manns... Pastor Kong ( senior pastor of city harvest ) giving bs on Song Of Solomon. :DD Cool~ :) Hahas. So even if i fever i'll wear a mask and go. HAHAHA! Coz really, heard that only years once this type of bs will be given. :D
Today morning wake up sneezed 3 times... Hmm. Got ppl miss me xDD Hahas. LOL. But now kana caught in slight flu. With the mixture of flu and sore throst, i think i'm going to survive for not longer than 3 hrs. ZzzZzzZZz. Very hard to breathe and to do work manns... Wth. L8r if fever den i die manns. Pray tat the condition won't get worst bah. I still haf to do house chores one sia... T.T Nid to clean the dirty fan, wash clothes, do hmwk oso one... =.= Zen me ban... ? O.o Nah. I think i'll recover asap. I have God with me all the way~ :DD
Phew. Finally awaken. I noe yesterday half way when i'm sleeping, i've got a nightmare... Dunno wad izzit about... Forgotten... But the only thing i could rmb was that "x" was in that nightmare of mine... Hmm... Really have forgotten liao. LOL. >.< Den in the mid-night i actually sweat arh. LOL. But good, it is very healthy to sweat. Oh ya, so today haf to change my bed sheets too~ LOL! Haix. Got so many things gotta finish, and i still haf time to slack here, updating my blog. Hmm. I'm powerful uh. LOLOL. jk.
Wah. Heard a baby screaming like hell. Wonder wad happened to him/her. =.= Everyday like that one manns... I think the parent torture him/her. Oh, or mayb it's the Indian woman's child.. ? Lol. That Indian gal owed the loan shark. Her name was so clearly stated. That woman is so careless. Last time i rmb i took her house keys ( big door and gate ) + mailbox key + 3 more dunno wad keys, mayb her room's keys, back to her apartment to return it to her. Thought she'll at least say thank you or something. That time was night time around 10pm + aready lei. I happened to go for a night walk, so i saw her keys at the mailbox that side. It was a risk for me to deliver the keys to her lah. In the first place i don't even noe that she's a woman. Wad if she was a guy lei? And for the first time in my life i see someone so stupid. Firstly, she owe the loan shark, right? Secondly, those keys are simply important keys ar! If a bad guy take it and go duplicate, and he noe the house no. of the woman, den she'll defintely be in deep, deep trouble ar. It's God's blessings to her that God sent me to deliver the keys back. Even if i don't deliver it to her, i'll at least take out the key, lock back the mailbox and throw away the keys. At least no bad guys will know, only at her own consequences. But if she realise her keys is gone, she'll probably panic till like hell, coz mayb the loan shark took it, and will probably kill her. But i'm just sooOOOOOOOOOoooooooo kind-hearted enough u see. Haix. Such a careless mother. Fyi, my mother oso not that careless. In fact she's ultimately too careful. Last tym when i was young, i was being locked at home, for safety, to up to 20++ lockers lah. Right? All my childhood frenz noe lor. When i said i'm going to meet them up for games, when ever they hear lockers being unlocked(the sound of the keys are loud enough to travel all the way to the ground floor), they'll be ready to await my presence in 5 mins time. LOL. Haix, really arh. Hope that baby won't be killed manns. Coz usually the babies of parents who owes the loan shark often won't end up growing well or safe one. I heard of all these nonsense stories since i'm young. LOL.
WAh, say want to stop aready still type so much. Okay la. Really stop liao. Shall update soon~ :D
LOL, JeNN.
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10:15 PM 6/11/2009(Haha today is my self-entertaining day~ xDD)
Hello... :DD Wa, tonite when for a short run after dinner at 7pm++ :DD Gonna wait till about 12am like tat den sleep... Coz wanna level up my Pokemon(s) in my GameBoy~ xDD Long time never play aready... Now begin to addict back aready... Hmm... Thought it is a pretty good world for me to sink in... After playing i'll only miss my childhood frenz and no one else... :) Tat's wad i wann in my mind... XDD Cool~
Just now during the run saw Joey... Hmm... Now oso got gang le bah. Can't look too much at her too... A lot of people surrounding her at the bball court near my house... Hmm.. HAIX. SEE? Upsetting manns... T.T Another gal fren of mine now in gang. Wth. Suan le bah. Take Yi Xiang's advice to give up and accept the fact. Lol. But i think his own sister will end up in gang too.. Nowadays gangs are so strong in attracting the kids arh... LOLOL.
Lame only. Hmm. Anyways, today really found my right way to forget about "x" for a moment. xDD Play GameBoy SP and keep on training and playing non-stop... :DD It's fun lurh... To me now it is giving me a world to hide... Den after playing, or say the GB ran out of batt, i'll either go to God's secret chamber to do my revision for my studies or meet up with some frenz to hang out xDD Improve friendship quality is oso not a bad idea to kill time lah.. xDD Hahas. Since nowadays no mood to study too hard. Hahs. So just plan to go to the camp and stay in God's presence...... x) Such a marvellous idea. Thank God for giving me this bright choice manns~ XDD So tat i can really depend on Him in heaven and really be stress-less or at least lesser than before... It's such a burden to haf a relationship getting here and there lorh... LOL. But only the relationship with God can be forever and ever wonderful. No doubts. XDD
By the way, this month's is gonna be a great month for me. Since i'm going for the camp, i guess i'll be able to let go of that contrasting feeling of mine soon bah... I want to be like the past me, but of coz with more experience gained now, but able to stay focus on my studies and loves God a lot a lot... :) My wish, His desire. He has great desires. :D So am i. :D As Ruben said to me, this verse before he really leaves. "Not my will, but Yours be done." xD I'm gonna carry this everywhere i go. Very powerful verse isn't it. :D Hmm. Yes. To me it's indeed superbly powerful. Hope tat Ruben has been well... :D Venturing aboard for his businesses nowadays... Hmm. Prayed for him. xDD Surely God will answer my prayers ^^
Alrite. PTL for all His has done for me in the past. Have allowed me to really enjoyed. :D Although i will still pray for more blessings to be upon me and all my relatives and frenz and ppl surrounding... Coz i wann u guys to noe that God is indeed a great GOD and a Good God :DD Once u've trust in Him, He shall pour forth blessings into u and my life... Although sometimes it might be difficult, but i believe this is a world of seasons, the difficult part is the winter period. ( Heard from Kingsley that now Australia is having winter ) And all of us noes that, once winter is gone, spring shall come :DD Spring is the period where by God really brings forth tons and tons of blessings....... :DD WOWOWOWOWOWOW~!!! CAn't u imagine... How great it is... :D Hahas. I haf faith that God will one day give me wad i want. :) PTL~!
Okay bah. Shall end here le... After having my quiet time, i'll train a bit more for my Pokemon, den when COMBATking ( My darling Crobat ) levels up to 91 den i'll go sleep liao~ :D Hahas. Nice planning of time. :) Shall be submerged in my world soon~ GB~
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1:45 PM 6/11/2009 ( just woke up from 4hrs nap LOL... )

Hmm.. Today so restless uh... Kept on sleeping... Even now feel like sleeping lur... I think is due to the warm temperature... (excuse)* LOL. But really nothing much to do... Don't feel like doing any hmwk nowadays... Although i noe still got alot of hmwk haven't do lah... But just no mood, so nv go care about it....

Looking forward to this Friday, Hui Tong is back to church lerh~ xDD Woohoo~ xDD It's gonna be a great time ahead manns~ :DD Sunday haf the celebrity weekend svc and after that CG will be going to east coast park for great fun :D Sms yi xiang they all nv reply me lor. =-=''' Wad happened manns~ D;

This saturday got pm for the church camp le........ How.........???????????????????? Want to go? Or don't want go???????? T.T How how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how?

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My "sCREENsAVER" partner tell me to write full a foolscap. Hmm. I've done that. The last line was to go. [ >>>See the picture] =.=So i go lur? Wad if i no time for school work? Oh ya hor, flung lor. Lol. Since "x" can survive i should b okay bah.

But i won't think i'll really do that badly bah. Hmm. I now haf faith that God will surely aid me in my studies. These few days pm i kept on praying for my o level le.. :DD My prayer will be answered :DD PTL~!

I go for the camp is for growing myself spiritually. I shouldn't ask for anything else. Everything let God plan out bah... Not my will, but Yours be done... :) Hmm. Cool. :DD

Anyway i having sore throat now manns... Before the nap i wasn't like that.. But when i wake up den my inner throat starts to hurt badly le... T.T sob sob. VEry very pain manns...... >O< ''' Ouch......... D; Cant talk liao. Very super uncomfortable........ T.T Wierd wierd de feeling.... Even when breathing, like got something rough, like a cloth, wiping/rubbing against my throat. Wth. T.T wa sei.... vey very uncomfortable arh... T.T Nvm. Shall b able to recover soon one. Everytime lyk tt. Stupid throat. Useless mans~ LOL.

Okay lah, shall stop here liao.......... L8r sure will go sleep again.... My throat like that i don wanna b awake. T,T

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12:15 PM 6/10/2009 ( sunny day )

Whether should i go or should i not go... ? Lol.. Just now drawn a flower with countless petals... As the petals begins to wither, the choice was decided by the condition of the moist in the atmosphere... Snow flakes begins to fall... Hmm.. LOL. Out of point.

Yah. But the last petal was to go manns... If i really sacrifice my time for the camp and not for my O level, den mayb God will understands me... But really leh, very hard to make a decision manns... T.T My studies so weak liao... Dunno for how many months nv really had a serious revision... Not like last time got plenty of time for revision and is able to focus on my studies whole heartedly... "x" lorh..... D; Sob. Haix. Forget it ( although i can't ) haix. Try to concentrate is all that i can do lur...Haix..

But i really don't understand lor... Y must like tat... T.T Y he no longer recgonise me as his fren......... D; OMG... Heart breaking manns~ T.T Nvm. Must learn from my mistake. No use dwelling on such ridiculous guy. LOL. Hmm. Perhaps i really too simple minded le...

Hmm. My "screen saver" partner so funny uh. Help ppl say thank you to them. LOL. Wad happened to the computer system manns. Breaking down soon mah? Or izzit my laptop virus spread to the screen saver liao? LOL? Hmm. Mayb hor. LOL?
Okay. Shall stop here. Very tired le.

10:12 AM 6/9/2009 [ not long ago just reached back home from today's morning p. meeting ]

Hahas~ Ello~ :D Today's prayer meeting was tiring for me.. Coz dun really has the energy to pray efficiently... Hmm.. But i believe He in heaven will understand my deepest sincerity today bah... Anyway a good thing is during the prayer session, i found the reason to go for the "Cast Away" camp if i can... Studies can put aside for God to take care of it, but if the main thing of the camp is really to grow by faith in God, i'll much want to go. Or in fact, i need to go... Hmm. See the flow how lorh. :)

Umm. L8r YX will be coming bah... Ard 1pm lyk tt... ? Really hope tat there won't be any quarrel. .. . . . . .. Though. =.= haix. They haf both grown up liao... <> i oso grown up le. :D Wa.. Very tired le... Going to take a bath and sleep a while before facing the 2 teens. LOL. Or should i say the 2 children. =.= LOL. No much of a difference lah. Though. :)

4:40 PM 6/9/2009( just woke up not long ago )

LOL. I tink i'm a pig manns~ D; Slept from 10.46am all the way till 4:15 54sec when hui tong messaged me manns~ =.= omg~ T.T Will be fat one sia... *sob sob* L8r cannot eat too much liao... Although very hungry... Must control diet. Or else i'll get out of shape manns... =.= LOLOLOL. Hmm... Didn't see PH and YX today coz they're both not free, and i myself i oso sleeping. LOL. YX couldn't come over for a short while just to talk... PH has to sleep after playing computer for soooooooOOOOOOOOoooooo long... LOLOLOL. Crazy guy. Computer freak. =.= Wonder why the gf still wanna b close to him manns. OR mayb he at Jurong not like that one.. ? Hmm... It makes sense if that's the way rite... ?

Ya. So, today i've wasted my golden time sleeping... =.= Zzz.. OKay. Den i'll plan to sleep lesser tonite so i can fill back my time more efficiently bah... Really wasted manns~ Anyways, Hui Tong finally messaged me... But i tink i replied her rubbish coz i just woke up from sleep, very blur... Yah... Hmm.. But i noe it was HT lah... Haix. She seems to be really packed... No time for me... EVERYONE now chiongs o level till like that lor... While i'm slacking like hell... Den i'll tremble last minute... LOL.. Haix. But really can't get into the mood of revising.. The past few months was so harsh. Now feel like slacking all the way and die for O level.. But i obviously can't... Haix... Nid to support my family still... =.= Tough manns~ Really pray tat God's grace will really shine on me and bring forth blessings in my life... :D Any blessings will be greatly appreciated. I don't want a guy. I only want blessings in terms of finance, studies, breakthrough in life, growing spiritually stronger and stronger, breaking barriers between my frenz, relatives, cg members and i, etc..... :DD Tat's not too much for God... :DD He is a wonderful God. :)

Okay la... Shall end ard here liao... :D Really tired.. Still feel like sleeping.. But obviously i won't sleep aready.. Will be keep on thinking abt "x" sia.. Coz dreamt of him in my nap... LOL. How i wish that beatiful dream may come true for me. But nvm, lol, studies as top priority first bah. After O level den total freedom aready :DD Hahas. PTL~ !! :DD

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11:00 PM 6/8/2009[ a day whereby i could contact 3 pri sch frenz after soooooooOOOOOooooo long ]

Hmm..A nice timing now isn't it....? It's 11pm sharp... Haix.. Can't sleep... Although just now finally get to see PH liao la... But if i nv see him, mayb i could haf feel better... Haix... Talked to YX over the phone... Updated him abt how PH's doing... LOL. PH got stead liao, but now want to gif up his studies... Retain... D; wad the heck... I tried to talk sense into him... But just cant succeed arh... Y lyk that sia... Afterall we grew up together since young wad... Izzit once he moved there, everything has changed????? D; Such a sadd ending mah...? Now he speaks, every sentence contains a vulgar... D; Upsetting me manns~ T.T Wad is tis... ??????? How can a guy continue to live on right like that... I tell YX, he's even stupid than me ar... =.= Say i've to accept the fact, let him learn himself. By sec4 he'll den understand what he is doing... I noe la, i'm not saying he is wrong, but if we can talk to him earlier, perhaps things doesn't needs to get till so complicated lar.... =.= What is PH thinking???? D;

Haix.. Anyway, YX say he'll probably come tml to visit PH... Hope they won't broke out into a fight lar... I want wad i've when i'm young..... That pure happiness.... What has happened to it....... D; "Song comes to an end, tears have dried up, dream is now far and out of reach forever..." Is tis sooOOOOOOOooooooo true...? D;
Nah, i dun believe. I'm gonna pray for it tml morning prayer meeting... T.T Fast for it too... For PH, Quan Han and his elder bro.... They can be great guys one lor... I dun wanna lose them as frenz.... T.T Why nobody understands de...... Izzit i'm the only gal, tat's y only i care?????? =.= wth, can't be wad... As long as they are a human being, they'll have feelings for one another one mah... Zzz... Sad case manns... Why must be ah bengs... Wth... Can still live on being a normal man one. =.= LOL. Ok la, not expecting like too much, at least don't join GANG mah.. =.= wa lao... T.T Forget it... Mayb YX's right... Must learn to accept it... I should b glad that YX is not one of them can le... Tat Zhang Hong... =.= Dye hair drop school... =.= wa seh. Tink lyk tat very cool meh.. In future no job den cool arh... Why do they don't see the future one manns~ No vision one leh, Sickenings. =.=''' LOLOL.
Hmm... Now very sian liao lorh. No wonder no more contact me. =.= Must give me contact them. YX and PH oso suddenly like rivals lyk that. Wth. =.= Forget it. I'm so tired. =-= Don't wanna care liao. I only want my "x"~ xDD"x" is so special lor. Out of all guys he really stands out lah~ xDD Hahas~ :D Fit too. Stupid YX. Say i expect too much. =.= Unless "x" really go for look, den i got nothing to say lah. Yah la, actually "x" go for look. But i only admire him only wad. LOL. Admire only.. Nothing one lorh. I oso dun want this kind of Bf actually.. It's too much. I want a simple guy. :D Lyk XH lyk tat, but younger lah... :DD Or lyk JJ lin Jun Jie like that oso not bad~ xDD LOLOLOLOLOOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Hmm.. Wednesday will be meeting my screen saver super chem partner + snail killer. :DD Gonna give her the belated b'dae present... :) Hope she'll like it lah... Hahas.. ^^ Although my design may not b very nice ( my art scores by theory, not skills, lol ), but hope that she'll appreciate my time and effort looking for it... Went to look for it for dunno how many hrs with AnnaPOOH.. xDD LOL. Although i got it fasster than her, it was still terrible searching all over the particular shopping mall arh... >.<''' The reason for the gift was: that our friendship can last. Really last. Since this year is the last yr we'll be studying in the same school le..HAix. But still should keep in close contact lah. xDD Coz i think secondary school is the period that i've really changed alot and learnt alot of things in life lorh.. Thanks to tat brat, Kenny Chng. =.= LOLOL~! Hahs. Sian. Nothing much to really post le. Today at least get to contact 3 pri sch frenz. :DD Cool~ :D Happie enuff le.. Got to talk to YX for about 51 minutes.. Hmm.. Althogh my Hi-card has suffered, but it's worth it. Somemore mayb tml can see him. :D Good. Today's prayer meeting is really powerful. :DD God answered my prayer~ :) Hahas :) And i've aready met up with PH and anna :D Isn't tat a greatest thing :DD HAhas~ Anyway heard that Yuan Zhi is going to challenge YX to a Bball match manns~ I'll sure go down to support one lur~ LOLOL~ xDD Good luck to the both of them in their trainings.. YZ is school team player, YX is training hard with Jon. Hmm. PErhaps it'll b a great match to watch la. But i won't expect it to b better than the SA guys bah. LOL. =.= And kings oso. Mayb same standard lol. Nah, kings should b slightly stronger. :D Oh yah, Kings is still oversea.. Hmm.. LOL. YX finally noe abt it liao.. LOL... His mum saw manns =.= omg. LOLOOL. I not play girl okay. WAH, oh yah, i don't want stead liao lor. L8r some ppl suan me again. =.= i not PLAY GIRL LOR!!!!!!!!!!!! ROARS!!!!!!!!!!! D: I'm typical good gal~ xDD HAhas... Dun wan to stead liao. Must gif more time to look for the right one. Someone lyk "x" or "x" himself~ xDD HAhas~ :DD Really will appreciate that kind of guy arh... Hmm. Simply attractive to me. Although high standard lah... But i really want him.. Hmm.... Nvm, it's alrite. More time. It's what God wants me to do. :DD He who in heaven is faithful, so shall i. :DD I'm gonna change asap, as soon as O level is over... HAhahahahahaha~! xDD Look forward to it manns... :D HAhas. :) Okay lah. No more. Shall end here lerhx... :DD .[].[].[].[].[].[]. By: JeNNiFer WyH .[].[].[].[].[].[].[].[].[].[].[].

10:12 AM 6/9/2009 [ not long ago just reached back home from today's morning p. meeting ]

Hahas~ Ello~ :D Today's prayer meeting was tiring for me.. Coz dun really has the energy to pray efficiently... Hmm.. But i believe
He in heaven will understand my deepest sincerity today bah... Anyway a good thing is during the prayer session, i found the reason to go for the "Cast Away" camp if i can... Studies can put aside for God to take care of it, but if the main thing of the camp is really to grow by faith in God, i'll much want to go. Or in fact, i need to go... Hmm. See the flow how lorh. :)

Umm. L8r YX will be coming bah... Ard 1pm lyk tt... ? Really hope tat there won't be any quarrel. .. . . . . .. Though. =.= haix. They haf both grown up liao... <> i oso grown up le. :D Wa.. Very tired le... Going to take a bath and sleep a while before facing the 2 teens. LOL. Or should i say the 2 children. =.= LOL. No much of a difference lah. Though. :)

4:40 PM 6/9/2009
( just woke up not long ago )

LOL. I tink i'm a pig manns~ D; Slept from 10.46am all the way till 4:15 54sec when hui tong messaged me manns~ =.= omg~ T.T Will be fat one sia... *sob sob* L8r cannot eat too much liao... Although very hungry... Must control diet. Or else i'll get out of shape manns... =.= LOLOLOL. Hmm... Didn't see PH and YX today coz they're both not free, and i myself i oso sleeping. LOL. YX couldn't come over for a short while just to talk... PH has to sleep after playing computer for soooooooOOOOOOOOoooooo long... LOLOLOL. Crazy guy. Computer freak. =.= Wonder why the gf still wanna b close to him manns. OR mayb he at Jurong not like that one.. ? Hmm... It makes sense if that's the way rite... ?

Ya. So, today i've wasted my golden time sleeping... =.= Zzz.. OKay. Den i'll plan to sleep lesser tonite so i can fill back my time more efficiently bah... Really wasted manns~ Anyways, Hui Tong finally messaged me... But i tink i replied her rubbish coz i just woke up from sleep, very blur... Yah... Hmm.. But i noe it was HT lah... Haix. She seems to be really packed... No time for me... EVERYONE now chiongs o level till like that lor... While i'm slacking like hell... Den i'll tremble last minute... LOL.. Haix. But really can't get into the mood of revising.. The past few months was so harsh. Now feel like slacking all the way and die for O level.. But i obviously can't... Haix... Nid to support my family still... =.= Tough manns~ Really pray tat God's grace will really shine on me and bring forth blessings in my life... :D Any blessings will be greatly appreciated. I don't want a guy. I only want blessings in terms of finance, studies, breakthrough in life, growing spiritually stronger and stronger, breaking barriers between my frenz, relatives, cg members and i, etc..... :DD Tat's not too much for God... :DD He is a wonderful God. :)

Okay la... Shall end ard here liao... :D Really tired.. Still feel like sleeping.. But obviously i won't sleep aready.. Will be keep on thinking abt "x" sia.. Coz dreamt of him in my nap... LOL. How i wish that beatiful dream may come true for me. But nvm, lol, studies as top priority first bah. After O level den total freedom aready :DD Hahas. PTL~ !! :DD

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11:00 PM 6/8/2009
[ a day whereby i could contact 3 pri sch frenz after soooooooOOOOOooooo long ]

Hmm..A nice timing now isn't it....? It's 11pm sharp... Haix.. Can't sleep... Although just now finally get to see PH liao la... But if i nv see him, mayb i could haf feel better... Haix... Talked to YX over the phone... Updated him abt how PH's doing... LOL. PH got stead liao, but now want to gif up his studies... Retain... D; wad the heck... I tried to talk sense into him... But just cant succeed arh... Y lyk that sia... Afterall we grew up together since young wad... Izzit once he moved there, everything has changed????? D; Such a sadd ending mah...? Now he speaks, every sentence contains a vulgar... D; Upsetting me manns~ T.T Wad is tis... ???????
How can a guy continue to live on right like that... I tell YX, he's even stupid than me ar... =.= Say i've to accept the fact, let him learn himself. By sec4 he'll den understand what he is doing... I noe la, i'm not saying he is wrong, but if we can talk to him earlier, perhaps things doesn't needs to get till so complicated lar.... =.= What is PH thinking???? D;

Haix.. Anyway, YX say he'll probably come tml to visit PH... Hope they won't broke out into a fight lar... I want wad i've when i'm young..... That pure happiness.... What has happened to it....... D; "Song comes to an end, tears have dried up, dream is now far and out of reach forever..." Is tis sooOOOOOOOooooooo true...? D;

Nah, i dun believe. I'm gonna pray for it tml morning prayer meeting... T.T Fast for it too... For PH, Quan Han and his elder bro.... They can be great guys one lor... I dun wanna lose them as frenz.... T.T Why nobody understands de...... Izzit i'm the only gal, tat's y only i care?????? =.= wth, can't be wad... As long as they are a human being, they'll have feelings for one another one mah... Zzz... Sad case manns... Why must be ah bengs... Wth... Can still live on being a normal man one. =.= LOL. Ok la, not expecting like too much, at least don't join GANG mah.. =.= wa lao... T.T Forget it... Mayb YX's right... Must learn to accept it... I should b glad that YX is not one of them can le... Tat Zhang Hong... =.= Dye hair drop school... =.= wa seh. Tink lyk tat very cool meh.. In future no job den cool arh... Why do they don't see the future one manns~ No vision one leh, Sickenings. =.=''' LOLOL.

Hmm... Now very sian liao lorh. No wonder no more contact me. =.= Must give me contact them. YX and PH oso suddenly like rivals lyk that. Wth. =.= Forget it. I'm so tired. =-= Don't wanna care liao. I only want my "x"~ xDD
"x" is so special lor. Out of all guys he really stands out lah~ xDD Hahas~ :D Fit too. Stupid YX. Say i expect too much. =.= Unless "x" really go for look, den i got nothing to say lah. Yah la, actually "x" go for look. But i only admire him only wad. LOL. Admire only.. Nothing one lorh. I oso dun want this kind of Bf actually.. It's too much. I want a simple guy. :D Lyk XH lyk tat, but younger lah... :DD Or lyk JJ lin Jun Jie like that oso not bad~ xDD LOLOLOLOLOOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Hmm.. Wednesday will be meeting my screen saver super chem partner + snail killer. :DD Gonna give her the belated b'dae present... :) Hope she'll like it lah... Hahas.. ^^ Although my design may not b very nice ( my art scores by theory, not skills, lol ), but hope that she'll appreciate my time and effort looking for it... Went to look for it for dunno how many hrs with AnnaPOOH.. xDD LOL. Although i got it fasster than her, it was still terrible searching all over the particular shopping mall arh... >.<''' The reason for the gift was: that our friendship can last. Really last. Since this year is the last yr we'll be studying in the same school le..HAix. But still should keep in close contact lah. xDD Coz i think secondary school is the period that i've really changed alot and learnt alot of things in life lorh.. Thanks to tat brat, Kenny Chng. =.= LOLOL~!

Hahs. Sian. Nothing much to really post le. Today at least get to contact 3 pri sch frenz. :DD Cool~ :D Happie enuff le.. Got to talk to YX for about 51 minutes.. Hmm.. Althogh my Hi-card has suffered, but it's worth it. Somemore mayb tml can see him. :D Good. Today's prayer meeting is really powerful. :DD God answered my prayer~ :) Hahas :) And i've aready met up with PH and anna :D Isn't tat a greatest thing :DD HAhas~ Anyway heard that Yuan Zhi is going to challenge YX to a Bball match manns~ I'll sure go down to support one lur~ LOLOL~ xDD Good luck to the both of them in their trainings.. YZ is school team player, YX is training hard with Jon. Hmm. PErhaps it'll b a great match to watch la. But i won't expect it to b better than the SA guys bah. LOL. =.= And kings oso. Mayb same standard lol. Nah, kings should b slightly stronger. :D

Oh yah, Kings is still oversea.. Hmm.. LOL. YX finally noe abt it liao.. LOL... His mum saw manns =.= omg. LOLOOL. I not play girl okay. WAH, oh yah, i don't want stead liao lor. L8r some ppl suan me again. =.= i not PLAY GIRL LOR!!!!!!!!!!!! ROARS!!!!!!!!!!! D: I'm typical good gal~ xDD HAhas... Dun wan to stead liao. Must gif more time to look for the right one. Someone lyk "x" or "x" himself~ xDD HAhas~ :DD Really will appreciate that kind of guy arh... Hmm. Simply attractive to me. Although high standard lah... But i really want him.. Hmm.... Nvm, it's alrite. More time. It's what God wants me to do. :DD He who in heaven is faithful, so shall i. :DD I'm gonna change asap, as soon as O level is over... HAhahahahahaha~! xDD Look forward to it manns... :D HAhas. :)

Okay lah. No more. Shall end here lerhx... :DD

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Posted on:10:02 AM 6/8/2009

============================================================================================================Woohoo~! Brand new day today started off with a morning prayer meeting @ JW City Harvest~ xDD Hahas~ :D Lightens up my day manns~ xDD============================================================================================================

Yesterday night dreamt of my primary school frenz... Hmm.. Yesterday didn't manage to see Peng Hoe... D; LOL. Coz he went out with 12th floor uncle~ Today shall try my luck again... If still can't get to see him, den tat's fate lorh... xDD Hahas. Miss my frenz in pri sch really manns~ Used to play around at the playground that side... But now.. ? Haix. No contact tat frequent le... For PH, i tink it's like lost contact liao lor. LOL. His world now only got COMPUTER GAMES!!! Wth..... Lame lor. Den we as frenz he dun even wanna care.......... ZZZzzz... Is he crazy............???????? Duhhh....... But okay la. Yi Xiang and mei qian they all still got keep in contact now and then... Anna oso. Latest was the JJ WORLD TOUR 2009 show~ :DD Hahahs. Oh ya hor, Ong Chin oso totally lost her contact aready...... Haix... T.T Saddening ~ Dunno wad happen to me uh. Suddenly miss all these frenz soooOOOOOoooo much... Hmm.... PLanning to invite them to church and get them saved... :D Good idea isn't it....... So can spend more time together~ :DD HAhas. Not badd. :) But it's hard, though. I'll put in my effort. :)
Anyways, i'm gonna b fasting for my o levels from tml onwards all the way to the next tues~ :DD The someone who promised to fast with me one must do horh..... O.o''' L8r cant take it den go eat liao. Haha. :DD Today's prayer meeting was kinda encouraging... The church wants the young to rise up... :DD Cool~! I wanna b one of them... Although it's really tough, but i still believe all it takes is to start with God~ xDD This will prevent me from getting off track bah... For i only want to walk in the light of God, not the dark..... ( Devils and Satan, just leave meee~ Shoo! ) xDD Hahas.

I want to go poly asap~ Start the next journey of my life.. Although tis O level threat is still not over yet lar...... But i surely can go past it one~ :DD Even though if i failed, it's still b alrite wad... Got God with me it's everything that i need~ :DD HAhas. :) Really really... :) Someone who drop out from school oso can walk the path of life gracefully by the glory of God wad. ^^ If that someone can why couldn't i? xDD PTL~! xDD

HAIX. But got one thing quite sad about. This yr's "Phenomena" i mayb can't go... Haix... Coz nid to gif the time for my O Level... But dunno how should i plan out the things......... Hmm.... But last yr's phenomena camp was really great lar..... Unforgettable~ xDD This year is Cast Away... Youth camp.. Hmm... Mayb i should go... ? Or should i not....?? Wah....... Dunno manns.......... T.T

Hmm................................. Nvm. Let me think about it first bahx........ :) If i go for the camp, i haf to keep some lessons... If i dun go for the camp, i'll feel sooooooOOOOOOooooo empty... But if i go for the camp, i may not b able to get wad i haf in the past....... May upset myself for i've lost the memories....... But if i don't go for the camp, mayb the memory is still there and it'll happen at the camp again....... DD; Wah........ Depressed sia........ T.T sob sob...... Nah. Nvm. Gif it more time then decide bah. Shall pray more till i'm all out. :DD hahas~ xDDI'm sure my prayer will b answered someday......... :D PTL~! Hope tat in the end God will allow me to have my dreams come true~ xDD

Alrite. Shall end here le..... :DD

LOL,JeNNiFer WAng Yh <33

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2:01 PM 6/7/2009 ( i have a nice sleep of 6hrs )

Phew... A new day today... Hmm.. Feels pretty tired... Today not going for a run... T.T it's a rainy day...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzz...... Thoguh. Sad ar. Gonna increase weight liao. LOL. Anyway today nothing much to do oso... Hoping tat someone from overseas can call me so that i can use my Singtel-Oversea credit of $80 usefully before it's going to expire soon... Haix. After it expires den i dun wan pick up call from oversea aready sia. wth. waste my local money for wad. LOL.

Anyway the Maths worksheet was sooooooooOOOOOOOooooooo hard lar... Don't plan to do them these few days. Mayb on the third week den do~ xDD This week if can i wanna slack, but the sadd thing was that i can't coz nid to take the chance to clear up the mess in my house, too....... Haix. My uncle keep on stressing me to settle things here and there.... Wait for a few days , or even a few hrs more oso cannot meh........ T.T Very super tiring one lor....... T.T

Haix. Today plan to play facebook a while. So tat can waste my time. LOL. Distress. Nah. =.= more stress. LJ keep on spaming me in fb. =.= Sianz. Frenz for sale bcome a war for the both of us. Who tell him to buy Kingsley tat tym and make him kiss Gladys. I wanna take revenge. HAHAHA. Cool. :) Anyways it's really a while since i've contacted Peng Hoe... Heard tat he's coming ocer during thr june holidays... :) Oh ya, here i go~ Going to look for him le~ xDD Hope he still recgonise me, though. xDD

Shall end here~

12:56 AM 7/6/2009 ( a stupid day in history one yr ago )

NOTICE: KINGSLEY NEVER CALL ME ONE. WASTE MY TIME WAITING FOR HIS CALL. STUPID IDIOT. =,=

LOL. Time to talk about the murderer of a snail liao!! =.=''' Oh manns~

My dearest screen saver, on Friday, around evening timing, stepped on a snail head-on!! OH MIME!!!! Den tat tym we both heard the "crush and crack" sound... It's terrible, but when i looked what she had stepped on, on the first feeling, we both ( having chemistry in us ) thought that it's just a nut or a branch, but out of the box, it was a freshly dead snail... It's fluid flow out of its shells... The shell was cracked into more than 10 pcs ( i think, coz didn't manage to haf the courage to count ).... Isn't it such a incident to be remembered in life? I'll learn from her lesson. Whenever i walk i'll always look at the floor. To prevent innocent snails from being killed just like tat.... Wa seh... Seriously arh... Tat day at night went for bible study, felt better, but on the way back, i wanted to get something to eat AND THE MOST "FORTUNATE" THING IS THAT I SAW A SERIES OF SEAFOOD RELATED STALLS, EG. OYSTER... Den i totally lost my appetite. Tat's it manns. Seriously arh. Wth... =.= I thought i will probably lose weight once i've no appetite. But, my dear screen saver tell me that we may end up eating those oily onces instead. eg. WESTERN and indeed, i've mine today. Chicken cutlet. :p (( it's worst )) Haix. Shall increase weight, i guess. Kings may b shocked to death if i were to increase my weight. Coz i've owaes been trying hard to cut down my weight, and if i increased weight just lyk tt, he'll b soooOOOOOooooo damn SHOCKED. LOLOL~!! I myself oso want to lose weight more arh... T.T I dun wan b soo unhealthy. But some ppl keep on disencouraging me lorh. =.= They should learn from ViVian Key. Threaten me wif JJ and dimples. :^D Mwahaha~ I want to change =.= i wanna change~~~ T.T Slim den nicer. Will haf dimples. ^^ Like my darling Lin Jun Jie JJ <333333 Woohoo~! xDD

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i very faithful one hor.

All these is i type one ok. Not by copy and paste de!! Coz really nothing to do now... LOL. It's lyk soo late aready.. Still can't sleep yet... LOL. ( Reason: Screen saver nv msg wallpaper ) wa, scarly Screen Saver oso havent sleep~ !! xDD
Na, just kidding... Haix.. REally cant sleep lei.. Although not really coz of the snail thingy... But is thinking abt a lot of things...... Upsetting ones... Haixx.. Guess everyone should b asleep by now bah... Y izzit tat i'm still so awake lei... ??? Izzit coz i missed Kings? Couldn't b lor... Aready "gift" up le mah... Umm..

HAix.. Mayb thinking of KËnnËth ( let him b "x" ) again... D; ( hope he dunno ) Haix... Y izzit i still lyk him... Aready dropped out from poly le mah... i can forgot abt peter but not him.......?????? OMG??????? Haix... i must b craazy larhhhh....... Zzzz. Oso nv talked to him for dunno how many months, going 1 year le bah... Dunno wad happened to him and Yi lin too... Noone updated me abt the 2 of them... I tot Kenneth loves her.. ?? Now i totally dunno anything le.. Some1 say he like Hui Wen now.. ? huh? How can it b? Den tat tym he told me they waiting for the both to rise up first... ? Now they aready are mah? Isn't it???????? Wth......... Totally lost contact with Yi Lin and Gillien too. D; Stupid la. x Dunn wan to gif me their no. T.T Sob......... But yi lin and x now break aready meh?? Kingsley gif me wrong info bah. Stupid. =.= How can it b. Duhh..
I thought x is supposed to be a very faithful guy lor. LOL. ( in my heart he owaes is ) Tat tym i very long nv update my blog coz i dunn wann x to come and see... ^^ So now can post everything i want and no one will noes. At least not his frenz... Kingsley sure won't come liao de. Scold him till lyk tat. LOL. ADeline is sooo helpful one. ;^/ Hmm... So now only got some will come ( although personal tags are not encouraged )... xDD haha i'm so glad la~ xDD CAn post anything i want. At least my cloesest frenz who cares will noe how badly i feel. Not like some ppl say i'm borned carefree and i will nv understand their feelings....... ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZz~! HAix. saddening... I am so stupid lor last tym... Go tell x the truth and end up we cant b even close frenz... T.T tat tym i regretted like hell lor....... But nobody noes too... Hmm... Den i went to Kenny, hoping tat i can get over wif it, who noes, even when i'm with Kenny, i still think of him occasionally lorh...... D; even wif kingsley too... tat's y i just want to let go of the both of them. Don want to take them as a substitude. But kings aready took me as 1 though. So it's right to let go. Wa, for Kenny ar, forget it la. If i want to list out the reasons hor, if i can use my diary last few pages to b filled full, i tink i can typed till tml morning ard 11am ar. =.= LOL~!

Haix. Life is such a torture to me... Everything comes during this O level period... =.=''' tough for me to handle... so really cant accept any relationship le ( i'm sorry to **** ** ***** ) i noe u noe my blog. Sure will come read one. But u will oso noe la. Everything i post is ALL ABT STRESS ! LOLOL! ya. so can't handle. Really. :) For ur info i aready broke up wif my latest bf liao lorh.. He's the kings i'm talking about... Yaa... It's related to his name k. Is not tat i call him a king for nothing OMG. =.= Haix.

I'm soooOOOOOOOooo restless lar... No one entertain me liao. Sianz.
Nid to keep on chiong my studies. =.=
No life one.
But oso can't take the risk to haf a relationship,
Except for being with my holy Father in heaven lah...

Really lei... Sian. No life. Sianz. Sianz, sian sian sian sia sian sia sian sia sian sia~!!! D;

*yawns*

Ok. i tink can sleep aready. LoLoL~!!

Shall end here~! For today...

Ended @ 2:12AM 7/6/2009 :DD Still VERY "early" :Ð

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4:46 PM 6/4/2009

Phew~ Just reached home from school today... Wa today school is so sian arh... I totally no mood in Koo's class lur... Wth... Can't concentrate liao. Again. Haix. At home actually even worst, but nvm la. At least better than being at school ar. LOL. For so many art lesson nv stay back aready. Everytym run away..... LOLOL. Coz even i go, cant concentrate oso no use. Rather come back home slack la. Hahas. :) anyway dunno will b meeting Judee anot... Smsed her. Haven't reply me yet... Haix. Sian. Got a lot of hmwk today too. The 2 physics paper 2. By tml nid to put into Koo's pigeon hole. But stil have to meet Judee. Although it's good la. Only haf to chiong midnight oil lor. WHERE GOT LIKE SOMEONE CAN B SO SLACK. STAY IN THE WINTER AND SLACK. HAIXXXXXXXXX. LOL. Hahahahahaha. my post everytym i will make it wordy. so no one will read. :) dun wan to attract attention, if not l8r someone bu shuang me again. LOLOL! Haix. I'm soo glad tat i'm able to really take kings as frenz. next will b queens. na. jk. hahas. ^^ Hmm. Ystd gave XH the SMO worksheet.... Wonder he finished aready anot.... HAhas, perhaps NOT TAT fast ba... xDD Gd luck to him lur~ Today cant find him liao... Mayb tml.... Sqeeze out somemore diificult maths questions xDD Mwahahaha. Anyway hor, SS veri wad sia. Y say i'm Ying Feng's lover manns~ ?????????? Throw my reputation ARH. =.= i dunn like himm at all lor... i mean i don love.... =.= ss like den don want say. use me. wa lao eh. sick la. k la, shall end here liao. cant type much either.

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11:01 PM 6/3/2009

//Hahs~ today finally get to see XH~ hahas... It's been a long tym since we ever met... Hmm... Today while he is going through about the maths questions, i was like kept on laughing lor... He kept on explaining to his mum that particular Maths question but she just can't get it lur... Hahas. Really sia. So funny. Den XH was like so frustrated like tat ar... xDD Ohh manns... I oso dunno wad happened to me, but i seems to have paid close attention to him huh... Dont even noe tat he knows Shu Zi and one of the ppl in my cg n391... Wow... if i could get him to church, it's going to b great isn't it.. ? :) Look forward to tat... But so far, perhaps he's the only guy who can make me give up Kingsley bah... Although his look dont really stands out, but his talents seriously attracted me arh... =DD HAahas... The way, the tension, the closed atmosphere of him trying to get a way to solve out a Maths question and teach me... The time he is willing to spend with me till abt 11pm.. ? WOW. Isn't him such a wonderful guy... ? Well, of coz i dunn wanna move on anythin further than frenz, for now. :) I believe it'll b even much better if more time is being committed into the building part... >.< hahas...

//Anyways, I shouldn't b blamed wad... Kingsley oso said b4 tat it's natural to like someone, like how he like **** and ***e** and r***** and **a***... And many more... Lol... HAix. yeah. guess everyone was right... It's time to move on for a greater blessing in future... :DD For now i should better concentrate more on my studies first... Relationship aside... :) The facebook quiz oso says tat i'll b able to get another stead by the age of 17 to 21. :) Still got more than enuff tym bah..

//Hahs. With XH's aid, it's really going to benefit me in my studies ar.... :) Hahs. Coz afterall, it's really wad talents that matters wad... I WILL ONLY GO FOR GUYS WITH OUTSTANDING TALENTS AND ARE VERY HONEST TO ME. :D hahas. Hope tat he'll remain friendly to me and guide me along in this O level exam that is to come~ :DD hahas... It's really going to b great~!! :) But seriously la, he very funny lorh... Now thinking of him i oso can laugh... xDD lol.

//Haix. Kingsley said that he'll call me sometimes. Didn't even get a call from him till now lor. Some ppl oso say i stupid go wait for his "christmas" call for wad. LOL. K lorh.. At most i dont care about him anymore lorh... I online facebook he oso dun wan to talk to me first, this shows that we're obviously OVER. :) Well, it's his actions tat matters. WAd he thinks is wad he get lor. Really lar, for him friendship is everything. LMAO. Really got nothing to say. Okay. From now on i've made up my mind. I shall not b sooOOOOOOooo naive liao. Mwahahaha. And oso shall not care much about Kingsley le... Coz the past is indeed the past... :) Since he's aready used to having break-ups aready, shall let him have his ways la. I'm nothing in his heart le. :) So i will gif up de. xDD (very good lei, time for others to catch up wif me) lol.
//Actually really wad... Now i haf aready treat Kings as my friend aready... He is no longer my boyfriend.. But my bf-ex lar. LOL. 2nd one. At least tis tym round it's better, DOESN'T END UP WITH A LIE. Wth. Whr got like that Kenny Chng. Tat brat. No medication can cure his lie manns~ =.= Seriously ar. Coz how can someone say tat, "oh, i've got a jap gf" and den during the dumpling festival go make dumplings one... -_- *fainted* LOL la... Want to lie oso cant think of a more clever one izzit???????? OMG!!! Jap make dumplings, unless tat gal fren of his is a DUMB lar! LOL! Serious la. Nothing to say. Cant find gf still dont wanna admit. OMG manns~~!!! LOLOLOLOLOLOL~

//Okay la, i learn from my chem-partner and oso my dearest screen-saver mode partner, bounce back into good mood fast enuff. :) HAHAs. ^^ Hope tat can dream of XH so i can really sleep peacefully (w/o tsunami)~! :) Hahas. And after this post, i promise that i and Kings will not b patching back together anymore coz my heart is now wif someone else le~! FRIENDSHIP MA. RIGHT. =.= HAIX, STUPID MANNS. SHOW HIM ONCE GONE CONSIDER SOLD FOREVER! HOW CAN GOT PPL TAKE ME FOR GRANTED ONE AND DON WANNA ADMIT ONE LOR! WTH. Haix. Forget it. Bounce back to happiness with my frenz + XH <333333

//Shall end here le.

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~-~``10:08 PM 6/2/2009``~-~

Let's climb the ladder and get started... H H H H H H H H H H H H (opps!) *fell down* (ouch~!)

Haix. Today went for a run at about 8pm ++ like that... Before that i met a damn irritating guy. Very unreasonable too. (Seriously) He scolded me for disposing a bag of rubbish at the staircase area. LOL. Everyone put their rubbish at that area one what... =.= NOOBIE. I think he is either the agent of the property next door of mine or even be the one going to occupy the flat right next to me. Oh manns.. I DON'T WANT SUCH UNFRIENDLY NEIGHBOUR PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE~!! Haix... He's simply rude la. So what he is an adult and i'm a teen. The older he is, the more he should know how to respect people one mah.. =.= Okay la, even it's my fault, he shouldn't need to shout at me one what. _l_ wt* manns~ jbg. Haix. Too bad lar, can't blame him much either, COZ HIS PARENTS DUNNO HOW TO TEACH HIM, MAKE HIM SO USELESS AND RUDE AND BECOME FREAKING BUSTARD IN THIS SOCIETY. Anyway, i bet that true. Or maybe he don't even have parents. A loner. A loser. Perhaps his parents passed away due to this useless and irritating son manns. Poor thing. Pity them huh. Or maybe his parents accidentally have him..? His mother is a prostitude? That's why he so frustrated when he sees all pretty gals, like me, one innocent one? =.= LOLOL. Really sia. Ruin my mood. Very hard then able to get cured from the past stress and emotional-pain. Then now met this freaking guy. What the hell can be worst than this? Lol. If he is an agent ar, wah, i bet his business will shut in time to come manns. I wish for that. Such a brat. D:
Anyways, for the Singapore Mathematics Olmypaid(SMO) this year right, it's super hard lar... I don't think i can even get one question right lor... At least others can still confirm have numerous questions will correct, but for me i've none. How manns. Oh mine... (Cannot let Kings know, lol. JK) Haix. But it's their first time. Good experience isn't it. LOLOL.
Haix~ Sian de lor... Kings is in Australia enjoying his life bahs... Hmm.. Singapore is really a stressful city for me manns~! Lol.. But yet quite a no. of people are able to succeed in S'pore... WOW isn't that wonderful if i am able to do that too... ? Lol~! Hmm.. But i really do dream of bacoming someone of great reputation in future manns~ It's a great dream, i understand, but that's what most of us will want, though. Oh well~ HAix. Really damn bored... Felt sooOOoo empty. Haix. Not first time aready... D;

Sianz~ Tml still nid to go school~! For english someomore... Haix. Tiring manns~ Okays bah. Shall end here le... Kekekekekeke... :DD

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