❤JESUS REIGNS❤

8:13 PM 5/21/2009
Haix... Damn bored now..... So sian.... Wonder wad's going on in my life..... Su shan good lor.. So slack... Haix. Don't haf to worry abt anything....... Haiyaya... Anyway now is intensive periods for o lv mother tongue... But i can't help it but keep on playing computer manns.. Oh dear.... {addicted} lol. haix. sian. very sian. veri saddening manns....... everyday of my life is so saddening....... y lyk tat sio...... haix.

11:49 PM 5/22/2009
HAix.. just reached home from cell-group meeting.. GArvin told me to follow God totally, put more trust... Otherwise things won't work out.. it's so true lar... wa sei.. haix. but concentrate on God more liao...... XD And i'm willing to lar. Coz everything has been proven wad. Anything w/o God don work out de lor..

Anyway recently gotten pretty close to Jason. We really only frenz la. Normal frenz only. But scared of misunderstanding only. lol. But everyone should understand de ba..

Anyway i learnt tat i should concentrate on studies more liao.. Tat tym my position in class dropped liao.. 3rd in class.. it's too much of a pain for me to take. LolOL.. Now want to work hard le.. oso so hard liao....... ZzzZzzzZ.... so many things kept coming up. and the worse thing is tat i can't handle finish another thing is coming up liao..... must apply tis apply tat, den still must handle the o lv chinese paper........ wa liao........... everything come days b4 these important exams lor....... zzzzzzzz. haix.. i still can't gif up himm lei........ y so hard one....... tat tym i want let go kenny lyk 2 hrs den forget abt him liao lei. XDD pro la. but now can't liao. wa sian. GIVE ADVICE LEI.

Today's (22.5.09, fri) words from God:

St. Mark 1:15

“And saying, RThe time is fulfilled, and Rthe kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel.”

Out of so many verses I especially paid attention to this verse… This obviously shows that I must be more faithful to God.. Coz I noe sometimes I very distracted.. When things don turn out right, I’ll feel tat God can’t do anything to my situation.. Den is lyk, feeling down, coz God is no longer at my favour, if He love me, den y must torture me wif so many obstacles.. But after tat I learnt tat, oh, actually God is putting us through a lot of obstacles (as a test)… Tis is so tat we can serve God at greater heights….. So must learn to pass the test… Strengthen ourselves… XDD I’ll really try my best le… Coz tis tym round, things are getting harder and harder for me… Ya.. So must learn to let go of things…
And the verse oso says tat I’ve not follow God recently…( Just realized…) Garvin’s right: Everytym I’ve gotten the wrong voice… ZzzZzz. Tat’s probably the voice from Satan(devil) or myself lor… =.= to make me distracted from my studies… Zzz.. Stupid lar.. very hard to restrain against it manns… *Haix* Must really try my best.. Frenz (Christians) do pray for me~~ Pray tat God can guide me closer… I’ll do my part to pray and put all my faith in God liao. After the 2Ks incident I scared liao le… LOOL... =.=lll *Haix* alrite.. tis should b all for today.. :D
Conclusion: I want to get over with the feeling of struggle I’m having now.. And must focus more and all on God..

10:39 AM 5/23/2009
Wa… Just wake up now only… 2nd uncle come early in the morning to look for me… Zzz… Tml can’t go for service again… Nid to go for my grandma’s dunno wad event at their church… Oh mann.. Isn’t tis God helping me to forget abt him…? Ptl.. XDD
Haix… today I’m sooooOOOOOOOOooooo bored… nothing else better to do than sleeping… eating.. Haix… Everyone now chionging o level.. no one is here to accompany me anyway… Haiyaya… Sleep lor. Let myself rot. At home rot.
My parents today both at home.. so my original dating day will b changed to family day..? Oh mann.. Saddening. I’m going to b crazy lo……………………..
But I believe God is goin to bless me lyk nv b4 after tis difficult period. I believe, I believe, I believe… xD

Amen.