❤JESUS REIGNS❤

Wow. Great things to say first. Pastor Kong recently saw JJ LIn and have ice-cream wif him XDD WOooHoo!! cool larh. JJ sia.. I oso want to see his real being lor.. oh mann..

Anyway, recently something bad happened.. My grandma passed away.. And for 2 days i attended her wake.. Being the grand daughter of her, i feel so helpless.. Only can see her struggling.. Somemore she passed away when i was not by the side of her bed in the SGH hospital.. Although i tried not to cry, i've succeeded in the process of the wake but failed in my heart.. I went home and when i was alone, i was totally soOOoo ******** lor.. haix. But suan le ba. Afterall she is going to the LORD. Should b happy for her.. :)

Another thing tat really hit me hard is abt my relationship.. Haix.. High expectations ruins all..

He still dunno.. Forever dunnoo.. Leaving is wanting to be more loved.. Saying or talking is not ways to solve the problems.. Oso kept on saying tat other gals are so charming.. All guys' type.. Wa seh. Hurts me sooOOoo deep lur.. But nvm la. At least he is truthful.. So tat i can leave him.. So tat things won't get worse.. haix.

Pretty upset. In fact, very.. CAn't concentrate on studies le.. But stil haf to try my best to, and i will lar. Actually it's a gd thing la. Right? At least he can go for the gal he'll really love. Oh manns. Eww. (in aust) nah. jk. HE dunno tis blog XDD So i can post wadever i want XDD

So sad sia. everytym things end up bad for me de.. But i still hope tat i and him can still b close frenz la.. coz he's actully very loving de.. Just tat he's not mature enuff. Haix. Dunno wad's love. LoloL. Actually i oso dunno. coz nv experiemce the truth before. One thing i believe is tat most of us don haf the word "forever" in our dictionary. Haix. now i talk lyk i'm 21yrs old. WOW. cool. k la. now very late. now tat i got lappy, mayb can update more often le. XDD