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Recently cooked

2011-12-18T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hmm. Realised that i liked salty food. Aww. unhealthy though.

Haha. Will plan to drop salt level.. (add less soya sauce..)

Records of memories

2011-08-20T17:37:00.000+08:00

Gongcha that sister Lina bought <3 ;D very nice. my first gongcha, i think! (AT SIM)

The rest above are the scenery i face when i revise and do basics at void deck. my primary school old building. full of good memories. :D

BR thoughts for a rainy day

2011-08-15T10:03:00.001+08:00

Today i read Ezekiel 21 to 24. Learnt 3 lessons.

1) Eze 22:26
Her priests do violence to my law and profane my holy things; they do not distinguish between the holy and the common; they teach that there is no difference between the unclean and the clean; and they shut their eyes to the keeping of my Sabbaths, so that I am profaned among them.

So the people did not distinguish strictly what is impure, sinful from what is holy and pleasing in God's eyes. Not reverence to God. I need to therefore remember what is right and holy to do in God's eyes. How i live out my daily life is important.

2) Eze 23
In summary, it basically talks about the 2 sisters who defiled themselves by giving themselves in to prostitution. This is probably paid for their own sinful desires and sinful pleasures to seek lustful men and handsome young men. Terrible in the eyes of the Lord. Made themselves unworthy to live as the calling they have received.

Like for bible study, i also learnt about what is important and significant in my life, that is, to live out a life that is worthy of God's highest calling. What a great privilege to be called to be a royal priesthood for God! :D But the problem often lies on whether I am treasuring them or am I taking them for granted.

3) Eze 24

Ezekiel’s Wife Dies

¹⁵ The word of the LORD came to me: ¹⁶ “Son of man, with one blow I am about to take away from you the delight of your eyes. Yet do not lament or weep or shed any tears. ¹⁷ Groan quietly; do not mourn for the dead. Keep your turban fastened and your sandals on your feet; do not cover your mustache and beard or eat the customary food of mourners.” ¹⁸ So I spoke to the people in the morning, and in the evening my wife died. The next morning I did as I had been commanded.
¹⁹ Then the people asked me, “Won’t you tell us what these things have to do with us? Why are you acting like this?”
²⁰ So I said to them, “The word of the LORD came to me: ²¹ Say to the people of Israel, ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: I am about to desecrate my sanctuary—the stronghold in which you take pride, the delight of your eyes, the object of your affection. The sons and daughters you left behind will fall by the sword. ²² And you will do as I have done. You will not cover your mustache and beard or eat the customary food of mourners. ²³ You will keep your turbans on your heads and your sandals on your feet. You will not mourn or weep but will waste away because of^[a] your sins and groan among yourselves. ²⁴ Ezekiel will be a sign to you; you will do just as he has done. When this happens, you will know that I am the Sovereign LORD.’
²⁵ “And you, son of man, on the day I take away their stronghold, their joy and glory, the delight of their eyes, their heart’s desire, and their sons and daughters as well— ²⁶ on that day a fugitive will come to tell you the news. ²⁷ At that time your mouth will be opened; you will speak with him and will no longer be silent. So you will be a sign to them, and they will know that I am the LORD.”

How to live out a life that is just a stranger of the world, just passing by the world while on the way to the eternal heaven above. What is great life it is ahead! The world is just a temporary stay, or rather, just a short stop before entering heaven. Need to see what is the ultimate stop, destination that i am heading too. And the fact that i am just lending a stay on this earth.

Even though i spent some time on this world, it doesn't mean that i would need to love this world. So i need to be alert to love not the world, but God. Need to go even closer to God. :) Amen! :D

2011-08-01T15:21:00.000+08:00

↑ Jin Hee & So Hee made them~ :D though quite long ago. but when i saw it, think it's quite nice. so just feel really thankful for it. :D

↑ new poster on my wall

↑ hang on my room's door

↑ wa pink sky. damn nice :D

↑ i cooked my dinner. mushroom cream spaghetti. Damn nice.

↑ a dead lizard sticking there, hanging there on my kitchen's wall.. HAHAHAHA

Spent $241.02 in one go

2011-08-01T15:17:00.000+08:00

Wa went to shop with my classmate Yvonne Eng Huang Li (Li Huang == pineapple).. spent like so much money la......................................

Super expensive. My blazer actually cost like $99.90 ... my most expensive clothes in my whole life so far..... =,= bought from Uniqlo, and other shirts and pants from DP and G2000... SO EXPENSIVE. T______T aish. but ok la. will save up soon hahahaha~

Heeding Advice and Others

2011-07-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Proverbs 19:20 and verse 27 impressed me. If i don't listen to instruction and accept them, or if i stop listening to instructions, i'll just end up killing myself and deteriorate my spiritual life growth. What is means to accept is really comes together with humility before men and God.

MY application for this QT (on 22 July 2011) was that to come for Friday QT sharings ea week. :D I have been slacking a bit during Fridays because i feel that it's the most tiring day of the week. Usually the last day of the week i would want to slack as much as possible la.. But i really think that there is actually a need to heed God's calling and advice so that i'll not stray away from His Word and also not deprive myself from precious lessons that i could've learnt from other sisters.

OTHERS

↑ This is the water bottles (plastic) that i've been using!! wa so many right?!! I still remember Janice advised me not to use a plastic bottles for more than twice, coz it's bad for health. So i also learn that i must heed her advice, who is wise, and is care that she bothers to tell me. Really thankful.

Janice have been probably the 1st top sister that i missed TTM since some sisters moved over to NUS ministry.. :( REally MISS HER LA. But i won't say much. Haha. She really set a very good example for me to follow. How her heart for people, are all the way to the end one lor. So much , much much much thankful.. I hope i can see her every week at least one la...............

And then hor, i also think about Lina a lot lor. She's so funny. Her jokes are always epic. Have had good time with her. :D esp. on saturdays. Are like my happy day at the so called "airport" in SIM. Hahaha. So funny. though it can be revising for exams or do basics, really much more interesting to have a sister like her around. Really hope that i can learn more good things from her. She is super humble also, i think. Most of the time i think she's always willing to be the "bad person". Always lectured by her leader. but it's so good to know that she has the heart to seek God afterall. Can see her in heaven~ aww all the super lovely sisters. !!! :D

↑ there is this insect (super cool colour) that sticked on my plant outside my house.. umm. LOL. just took a photo of it la. :D like amazon forsest. God create so much creative animals and creatures, even my self HAHAHA! :D Thank God ah!

Actually got a lot more things wanna post, think will post another time la. Now so late already lei. 11.54pm as i am checking out~ :D MAy God bless bless ~ :D

12 July 2011, CoffeeBean at West Mall

2011-07-13T07:42:00.002+08:00

I'm thankful for...

2011-07-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

▲ Corn bread! Very tasty! :D already tried one~ ;P hehe. Given by sister Siew Siew~ <3

▲ This is a 100% hand made "paper aquarium"~ Given and made by sister Frances! <3 So thankful!

Haha. It's also carried out as a babysit A&C today~ <33 hehe.

SUPER RECIPES I COOKED

2011-03-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

↑ Some chicken nuggets CHAO DAR! Explosion upon water with oil. LOL.

↑ Curry spagetti :P

↑ Homemade potato salad! YUMMY! :D

↑ umm. Salmon. Cui cui de salmon. :P nice . :D HAHA

↑ Shredded potato + garlic + tuna + oil + soya sauce + raw chilli paste = YUMMY FOOD

Cool Outing Out wif OC and JX~ ❤

2010-10-12T19:24:00.003+08:00

11 October 2010, Monday, we went out! \^o^/

Woots. Quite cool. :) First met up with Ong Chin, then go eat at KFC the Chicken Popcorn snackers~ Then she ate the ice-cream from Mac.. Then chat abit.. Then learnt that her attachment is not that easy.. But still, over the time, she is quite used to it and is starting to like it more.. Haha. :D Hopefully she can even be a future nurse that is able to save lives and really have a kind heart that can serve many patients! :) And also hope she can come to God. Since she must've a nice heart. :D

And also since she quited her PT Sakae Sushi job, perhaps on Saturday or Sunday she can come for Navigators tgt wif me~~ <33 Woots~ :DD

Then after JX finish bathing, she can then hang out longer.. So we ate at the Food Junction there, although JX nv eat.. But still.. We still have a quick chat there~ I ate PepperLunch! :D Yummy! OC ate Yoshinoya. Quite cool oso hahaha xD But i know i must haf increased a lot of weight.. T_T

Time for more sports..

Anyway, after that we head down to Causeway point to shop~ xD I bought a new perfume~ JX also wan buy~ :D I like it. XD It's pink in colour somemore.. Wweeeeeeee~ ❤

Then after that oso anyhow walk~ Then saw popular sales at 1st floor.. From above see so nice.. But when got closer, it's like, oh, ok.. Not really that exclusive.. :D hahaha. But cool la. Some colourful pens selling at only 2.90 dollars. Wonder out of 10, how many pens can be used.. =X

WELL, then, we went to TIMEZONE to take neoprint~ !! Very super long never take aready~ hahahah! :D Quite cool.

And a lot more cool pictures ar.. Haha. :D Really very fun.. Keep designing and designning.. And time flies so fast.. Before heading back home, i still went to buy some almond chocolates at Uncle Tidbits.. T.T Bought quite a lot. T.T Ate them mostly by myself.. Wa.. So fattening right. Now to tink of it, quite scary la.. Aiyo. That's y i must exercise much more aready hahaha :D Ok la. Shall finish updating here~

♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♭♪ lalala~ BB! ^^

MY PT JOB @ HUTTONS REALESTATE GRP ♕

2010-10-06T15:47:00.005+08:00

Later i nid to go work at night again~ 7pm start.. Nid to go down to Singapore Polytechnic Graduates Guild there.. xD quite cool. Miss Cynthia and Mr Sunny are v.patient masters. Haha. So far i only managed to get one success of appointment, in terms of meeting up physically. But it was miscommunication. Idk how he will hear that i say the psf is $500. =.=''' Did i really say that? I thought i was quiet careful that tym. Haix. But still i haf to submit to my authority earthly. Still kana correction. Well. Good experience. Last tym at AIA the person who asked me for trial didn't even pay me..

o(‧‘’‘‧)o

Anyway, i really learnt alot too.

I learnt how important it is to serve as a servent. With a servant heart. A humble heart. Like how i am serving God. Can learn to complain less and to really remove the pride in me.. Since i used to b someone who is owaes so proud. But now i see how God really wants to mould me to bcome a better person. Someone who may b blameless before Him.

In secondary school, my results are quite cool. So i bcame quite proud. I dunno how to encourage others. And rarely thr r frenz who are willing to share notes together. Bcame quite selfish. =( But now in Poly, it's different aready. Surviving alone is impossible. I want to b someone who can b more helpful. Even though others may get much better results than me, it doesn't matter anymore. My GPA is aready only 2.31 LOL. No la not the point. haha. Just that having a purer heart and frenly heart can help me grow and learn more things too. Other lifes are also not easy. So why bother to even make other ppl's life difficult? If can benefit one another, must just go ahead aready ma.. hahas.

In any case, school seems to be re-starting soon.. 25 Oct.. Thank God it's later than NYP (For SUSHAN, SCREENSAVER and XIN NI) =X hahas. Well. Definitely i haf to work harder to make up for my loss. 2.31 GPA. How shocking. Others are getting GPA above 3.2.. i 2.3.. Quite cool though. Haha. Main thing is still to work harder.

So i hope in this part-time job, i can really continue to learn more, until i stop working when school restarts. I also BA student, perhaps can learn something like, business techniques.. Actually learnt. Learnt how to follow-up on calls.. And leant how to manage rich people's style.. And even learnt how to accept the fact that u worked so hard yet the people no one replies ur emails/smses/calls.. =D Quite cool oso. Hahaha. =D

And nevertheless, tommorrow also nid to work..

(*^＠^*) COOL.

And after earning a few more bucks, i'll retire aready.. hahaha. Back to school work. Well. Actually oso can't earn much from tis job.. Coz plus the fact tat i nid to call using my own phone money, sms using my own phone.. And i dont haf student plan or wad. So one part of my sms is 5cents. One call it charges. No free incoming or outgoing calls.. Quite cool though. Everything i'll gif thanks to God. Coz this job is more of for me to learn something than for me to earn something. =D

And soon i'll haf to select my own timetable~ Woots. So far only know my LMS is on Weds in class T02.. At least got some really cool frenz like Eunice and Hui Lin..

(*^‧^*)

Okay. Shall update SOON

↖(^ω^)↗

就在此停笔 ♫ ♬ ♪ ♩♭♪

Life Without Kpop Now =D

2010-10-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

Woots. I am released from the K-wave in Singapore~ ;D hahaha~ For God's sake. :) Well. Also helps me to spend my time more wisely, save money for future use and even to haf more healthy interests (eg. Badminton).. ;D Well. Anyway i thought back, no use idoling idols also.. Since they are not gonna come and talk to you personally.. At most come to Singapore to perform, then eat away money den go back.. haha. ;D Well, no offfence to all those kpop addicts out thr~ no difficult feelings~ ;D

Anyway, it's been dunno how long ever since i last updated this blog. Really see many things changed in my life. I hope i can really commit to God now. To stay focused on the right track. :) I am thankful tat i'm living a life with purpose now~ ;D

Randoms:

▲This is the heart i made using candles wif OC. Like it alot xD hahas.

▲This is the "COOL sandwich" i tried to make on my own~ Quite delicious.. Everythign oso haf hahahaaha~ Super cool i believe. xD

▲This is "SALMON" dish. I tried to cook the salmon using oil. But after tat i wait very long. So i actually added WATER.. O.o I heard that if thr is too much oil and water, it can cause EXPLOSION. So i thank God for protection! xD

▲This is the lanterns i played with OC during the night b4 the acutal Mooncake Festival Day~ xD Quite cool. After tat i was really in love wif the lantern itself. hahaha.

▲SAKAE SUSHI clear food ar. We go for quantity. In the end so super FULL TTM. xD cool. hahaha.

Okay la, tat's all for now. Dont know wad else to post abt~ hahaha~ :D And dunno when will update agn. PErhaps soon. XD

❥End

Poly got so many things to do

2010-06-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

Woots~ Finally get to update~ :D wa. Poly life is really jammed packed lor. ;( so many things need to do everyday.. And want to go out with friends everyday.. The time is so jammed. Stucked. But nevertheless, there is still some time left, for fangirling~ ;D ahahas. SHINee~ U-kiss~ MBLAQ~ Wondergirls.. etc etc. :D Woots. The happiest moment during my holiday was being able to see U-kiss at such close distance and they actually waved and smiled at us! woohoo~

Click here to watch the video i created for U-kiss in Singapore~ :D

Hmms. And that time went for the wonder girls showcase. XD oso got eye contact with them. totally melts. XD hahas. Nobody nobody but WG~ :D Went wif Teena SEE. good. SEE well. XD

↑ woots! Wonder Girls on stage! WOW!

↑ Credits: Teena SEE

↑ At the windows in the restaurant nearby.. Saw the crowd and also the U-kiss members, who looks like ants from my view.

↑ Dong ho is so cute when he smiles~ xD arghness. This was when Thunder from MBLAQ was doing a BGM and Eli and Key also laughed. XD

↑ A random pic at East Coast Park that says Korea Association (Singapore).. WOW. XD <33

Okay la. I tink i gotta end here le. :) Going out soon~ ^^

The Navigators ✞

2010-05-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

Woots! :) Awesome day i've got today! Time flies so damn fast today! T-T Hmm. I morning went to NP Blk 50 there to have Team Time with The Navigators ! ^^ They are awesome la~ ❤ hahas. At least being the smaller spiritual family of mine, they really are able to bond together with one another and they're mature in their thinking. I very much love them! ^^ Seriously. I hope i will grow more spiritual. As in, i can become a better person in God's eyes. Oh. Anyway i really learnt a lot today. Just in the span of a few hours. Learnt so much. :) Really cool huh. :) Love The Navigators from deep down in my heart.

But honestly i miss N391 so much. ~~Since this is the 2nd tym i backslided from them, going back again is a real trouble to me.~~ I won't want to shake my heart again. Perhaps i should commit to only one side. Dear CGL of N391 oso say before commiting to one side is important. Can't give 50% to this and 50% to that. Yea. Reminded. :) Will take note of it. Hope in the new environment i will grow more and rise up soon. :) I oh-so-regret the things i've done in the past. But afterall, i get good memories that i can keep in my heart ~~forever~~. :) Guess not seeing you anymore is better. At least i feel better. ★★★

Woots~ New life now~ :) Hope i can manage my tym manns. Nowadays my timetable is damn shag. :( I am so not on task oso. My lectures i cant really catch up lor. So now i must chiong liao. :) 모든 최고의 싸움은 자신합니다! ^ ^ Hahas. Well, i believe i still can't stay away from Korean-craze, but have to control it le~ :) i still love 2PM ♪♩♫ & SHINee ♪♩♫ and the rest ♪♩♫ la. Just that now they are no longer no. 1 le. :) hahas.

Anyway i saw this 韩諷Korean restaurant near my school NP on my way back home on 961 lor! xD gotta go there eat one time~ ❤ hahas! :D

Ok la, have to end here le :) 안녕히 ~ ;) ❤

monkeys~ & snacks :D

2010-05-01T11:16:00.001+08:00

Woots! Long time no update properly le. =D Here i am~ Hmm. These few days are really AWESOME days. :D Although i am still damn blur in school, but hopefully one day soon i will get more on-task. :O But the stupid wrong things that have been done becomes jokes when you recall it :D Such as being unable to alight at the correct bus-stop to school, alighting at a bus stop that is full of monkeys etc. Damn adventurous! Below are some photos taken of the monkeys at the bus-stop:

(MONKEY RESEARCH)

▲There are 3 monkeys here! At the bus-stop tat tym de! :D

▲A monkey on the roof of the bus-stop! Monkey-king!

▲Damn cute lor. like stuck there lol.

▲Wa so damn sweet lor. Couple sio.

▲LOL they made a branch drop never say sorry. No manners.

Next up. Okay. That's for the monkeys i saw. Really got alot manns. So damn cool. :D Next is my yummy snack~Different packets with Korean words~ means korea oso got sell~ OMG~ :D got a lot of packets lol. I almost everyday eat 2 packets. At least one day once lol. So damn nice! :D

Okay la. must end here liao. going to meet XH OC and Rachel le~ :D

signing off with best regards to 2PM & SHINee~ <3

© all rights reserved~

2010-04-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

WOW! Nice rite? i thought out of the box and created this! Woohoo~ ♥ It says i love SHINee ✌, SUJU, 2PM✌, 2AM, JJ Lin, U-Kiss and it's copyright! It took me hours to create it! :D now it's out! :D damn happy~ ^^ hahas~ :D love it! Love and Respect! ^^

SHINee: RUN IT

2010-04-15T22:57:00.004+08:00

Woots! HOT!

*HOT* OMG look at Taemin! xD <3 so cute @ the chorus part! & i damn love Onew's voice! tat one sentence that melts me! xD Aww~~ <3

SHINee's CUTE ONEW! (ATTENTION: TOO CUTE! )

2010-04-14T02:36:00.006+08:00

LOL this video made me laugh off my night! :D cool lur SHOW and SHINee <3 SHINee still my best though haha ^^ woo. ok goodnite~ now it's like going 3am le. O.o

◙ ----- ♥Seoul Garden ftw ----- ◙

2010-04-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

Woohoo~ That tym went to eat Seoul Garden wif tat gal wa. Damn nice sio~ I a lil bit sua ku la but seriously, the $14.15 is not wasted la. We took so damn much food ar. Oh i so love the ~~Kimchi~~! xD ♥♥♥ Damn nice. And she actually took so much for me. THANKS!

▲ drooling? :D this was how much we ate ok! :D

Oh.. seriously nice. Spagetti~ fries~ Honey chicken~ Sizzling meat of different favours and different types of meat: pork, chicken, lamb beef etc.. some seafood.. tofu.. glasses of drinks.. LOL!

Anyway seiously it was yummy~ i eat till so full ar! Lyk the meal gains me 1kg like tat. :D Zai manns! xD And it was the first tym i ate such lamb meat ar! No wonder ppl say lame meat! T^T I cant swallow it lor. Den i spit it out and tat gal was lyk, "YUCKS OMG!" ... O.o

Hahas. It is definitely a memorable meal. :) Hope next tym got chance can go again. But of coz months l8r ba. Now i lyk, siao, eat so much everyday. LOL! Luckily so far still haven't go eat Carl's Jr yet ar. Otherwise GG. :)

Tonite oso sian liao. Never go jogging. :( No mood to go. So sian. Yesterday zai lor. New routine. Never go till the Sembawang sign there before lol! :D breakthrough manns. :) At least not so guilty for my Seoul Garden meal :) hahas. Now tinking abt it makes me hungry liao lol.. O.o Nvm. Now at nite le. Goin to bed soon. Cant eat lo. :D

Hmms. Another things tat kinda bothers me was someone thinking i am jealous of something. =,= why should i be jealous? since the past events have aready ended. shouldn't be holding on to the past and not move on rite. Esp. when u noe someone aready has a different life and different thinking aready. That tym i saw Kenny at Parkway oso lyk tat. Just went pass ea other's shoulders lyk total strangers. Everything aready ended. :) hope the old will go for good and the new will come for me :D haha :D

Ok la. End here first. :) █▓▒░Annong~ █▓▒░

my birthday is 8 april :D

2010-04-09T01:29:00.004+08:00

On a birthday, even if u watch this u will still cry. So touching can. Key and Yooguennie is so close. But now they probaby cant see each other again due to SHINee's tight schedule and they wanted to see Yooguen when he grow up. :) It's a damn nice show. Hello Baby seriously touched my heart can. T^T Cry lyk, dunno for wad oso. Just feel so touching. At a cool night, they have to part. What a waste. It's something that can be felt deep in your heart.

Well. Anyway i have attended the 3 days NP BAOC camp 2010 in Celts 10 :) Woah! my blog lyk so long no update liao~ :D finally make a comeback~ :D woohoo. today is my b'dae~ xD and oso Jonghyun's b'dae~ ! ^^ And oso quite a few campers of BAOC 2010's b'dae.. Damn cool manns~ ^^ 8 April is the most popular b'dae! ^^ (in my heart <3 ) LOL! i was so shock when i nid to go stage when the whole BA sch will sing the b'dae song for all the b'dae babes today :D i didn't expect tat though. quite shocked seriously. lol. But i really thank Foong Oi and the rest who celebrated for me :) thx~ ^^

This is what i eat after the camp~ yummy~ with coke zero~ xD

Anyway the camp was quite cool, esp. Celts 10 ^^ i made gd frenz thr lo. And luckily got Foong Oi with me~ :D not that lonely.. anyway hopefully when in BIT we can be in the same class for mayb 2 sem or smth hahas ;D hmm wa i really sort of look forward to the start of a new sch life manns. wonder how it'll b manns. ppl say tat lectures are damn sian one. :O omg. but i will experience it my own den see how it goes ba ^^
i love the cheers though. camp cheers are owaes nice~
"Celts oie! Shhhhh! Celts oie~ Listen up yo! Celts oie~ Somebody call 911! celtic fire's burning on the dance floor, wooworworh~ !"
"I say u say i say x2 chivalrous no. 1, u believe, gd for u. I say u say i say x2 i say chivalrous no. 2, u believe, u sua ku. neh neh neh neh neh, go home la! neh neh neh neh neh, still here arh?! neh neh neh neh neh no shame ah!"
"we go like BOOM dynamite x2 we go chik chik DRRRRRRrrrrrrrr boom dynamite! and u go oh my god, and u go we're so hot, and u go o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ooohh we'ew so hot! and we go pls try again, and we go pls try again, and we go error, access denied, chik chik, BOOMMMMMM! xD"
my 3 top fav cheers lor :D hahas. ^^
And hor, i really love the camp lor. why? coz out of 3 days, 2 days is related to SHINee de manns! xD day 2 in matt's video got SHINee in singapore's picture! den day 3 zai ar, RING DING DONG SONG OK!!!!!!! From orange colour group de wor. T^T damn cool canns.

Well. Nowadays damn tired sia. cant get enuff sleep. if got one day i can spend more than 19 hrs sleeping i'll do it manns. nid to recharge myself for a full-day basis lol. Seriously damn tired sia. T^T but tml still nid to go NP =,= ZZZ. Stupid laptop thingy. And oso nid to collect my sports and wellness T-shirt etc. wa lao. tired. T^T ok la. nid to sleep liao. goodnite~ XD

♥SHINee♥ (JeNN see them 2 days 3 times! ^^)

2010-03-16T23:02:00.005+08:00

Woohoo~ ! ^^ Yesterday's last two days were super awesome days for me! xD In 2 days saw SHINee 3 times!!! ♥♥♥ Hahas. Damn happie can. :D It's had been so damn long ever since i am so excited seeing my idol~ Last time was JJ Lin, but now is SHINee!!! xDD OMG!! It's SHINee!!! xD Happie till near-death state manns. Okay, as i said, it's 3 times. In my own mathematical calculation, 3 times. :)

1) At the Singapore Entertainment Awards event @ Marina Floats!
SHINee appeared as the 2nd last guest but they got the most attention and cheers. The atmosphere totally go crazy when it was their turn~ :D ? The newspaper that came out the next day (LianHeWanBao) captured my board! xD ♥ At least my board is not wasted. :) But in the picture i was ugly T-T Anyways, SHINee done a great job there! ^^ They performed 3 songs: Noona is so pretty (Boon track Remix), den after some intro in chinese, which is damn cute, they took over the stage again. This time round with JoJo and followed by Ring Ding Dong! ♥♥♥ Ring Ding Dong is really a damn nice song for me. I listened to it for nearly a hundred times, or perhaps even thousand times, i am still not bored with it at all lor. :D "Ring ding dong ring ding dong, digidi digidi di di di ring ding dong ring ding dong~" ♥ "we wanna go rocka rocka rocka rocka rocka rock, so fantastic! rocka rocka rocka rocka rocka rock, so elastic!"- Taemin. Special mention. My first impression on SHINee i loved him coz he is damn cute :) and he is pro at his dance moves too. Damn confident ans sharp. But since he is slightly younger than me, by 3 months, i am his noona~ ♥ hahas. But after knowing SHINee more i fell in love with almighty Key a while, den Leader Onew! xD Onew's condition! Damn cool ar. I didn't noe love can be like this. LOL! ♥ Yeah.

Here are some videos: - (Credits to omy.sg & the person who took the video: germxsg)

▲This is "Noona is so pretty(Replay)-Boom Track Remix" by SHINee @ E-awards

▲This is "JoJo" by SHINee @ E-awards

▲This is "Ring Ding Dong" by SHINee @ E-awards

But one thing that lacked in the performance was the smile of Jonghyun.. T-T haix. He is damn fed up by something lor. Many ppl say he is tired. LOL! If he is tired, den at least one smile, AT LEAST ONE, should be ok rite? But during his performnace there is NONE lor. Got one part, he immediately, after his performance he just walked off the stage while Onew and the rest are like waving goodbye to the audience. Well. That one actually is bcoz one of the staff signal him to come down that side, so his just went down. Got videos on Youtube captured it. For the Jonghyun's sad face on stage, i haf heard so many rumours(as in the reasons why he is upset) but i dunno which one is true lei. Izzit a fangirl who budge into his dressing room? Den jonghyun feel offended? Or izzit some fans threw presents for SHINee bcoz the security guard dont allow us to give presents to SHINee and it hit Jonghyun and he feels we are not respectful? Or izzit when SHINee is singing we, as fans, kept on shouting and not listening to their voice instead? I dont tink is bcoz we shouting when they singing lor. They must b happy that we cheer for them wad. And for me i didn't scream when they're singing anyway. Only when they're dancing ma. Usually fans cheer when the idol dance wad, no fault wad? O.o Or izzit Korean culture is like dont allow fans to cheer when they performing group is dancing? O.o

Haix. I am so troubled by Jonghyun. I seriously is so curious why he so sad manns. As in fed up la. T_T I wish someone, some sort of reporters will go and interview him and tell us, IF it is about the fans in singapore not behaving right la.. If it is then they tell us we can change for the better ma..

2) ok, 2nd time seeing them is at the showcase @ IMM lor.
♥ I am standing in the rain. My umbrella i borrowed some malay girls taking videos, and i shared with someone else coz i cant find them halfway through SHINee's performance. At the showcase, SHINee performed 3 songs too: Noona nomu yeppo(Replay), JoJo and Ring Ding Dong. The thing i love is that Jonghyun smiled more at the IMM there bcoz before their performance we sang him his birthday song. :) One month earlier though. :) He was quite surprised and he smiled :DD so sweet manns. But i heard that after their performance some fans annoyed him AGAIN. And he bcame angry again. Somebody said that it is the part when fans threw presents into the black barrier and it hit Jonghyun.. ? O.o i dunno la. Just assuming. Then it's a sad case lor. :( Jonghyun will not have a good impression of Singaporeans fangirls manns T_T && during the interview with SHINee before they performed, Jonghyun say that Singapore's spicy crab is not spicy at all. In my opinion, i feel that he is somehow angry.. He say till like Singpaore is nothing. Well, that's only how i tink la.

▲This is SHINee's overall video at the IMM showcase. They got quite a few times looking to their left, and i was there, in the rain(with an umbrella) but the rain still got kana me, but SHINee got look at the less than 10 fans in the rain(including me)! So it's worth it! ^^

The next day i saw the newspaper though. It says that SHINee say Singaporean fans are very "re qing"(hot, heart warming). But they also mentioned that Singapore fans are no different from Korean fans.. So we are not better. We are just about the same lor. Well. They also mentioned that they hope we'll continue to support them and they said "see you next time in Singapore again".. So maybe they'll come again when their next album is out :)

3) At the IMM carpark when SHINee is leaving.
After the DJ said finish the closing words, i chiong to the carpark there. I tried to look for Christabel and ShiShu but since they're gone, i went myself lor. I see many fans chiong in one direction, so i followed. O.o And yeah, we saw them eventually ^^ I saw Onew and Taemin! xD I tink Jonghyun went in the van real fast that i can barely see him. I didn't really saw Key coz the girls in front blocked me. Onew and Key waved goodbye to us!! xD Onew!!! xD ♥♥♥ Okay. So this is counted their behind-the-camera looks :) I am satisfied. Since bcoz at the airport there twice i didn't see them ma. :) hahas. yeah. So, i believed all the money spent is somehow worth it, but would haf been totally worth it if Jonghyun smiled more.. T-T

yeah. So overall, i spent like, over $100.. $24.40 for the tix at E-awards, $35 at the IMM showcase + CD, $30 for the meals taken (mac donalds, kfc, burger king) all the fast food for consecutive 3 days for every single meal. remaining $10.60 is used to buy the magazines(x3: U-weekly, Teenage , and I-weeky) and newspapers(x4 lianhe wanbao and eng sunday&monday) that have SHINee :) hahas. one shot manns. I tink i am seriously crazy. And i didn't get enuff sleep oso lor. like 2 hours and 3 hours like that. T-T coz i come back home watch hello baby, still got business like meeting my uncle, contacting the NP school admin etc. Damn irritating ar. T-T But for SHINee, worth it ba. FIGHTING!

Here are some pics taken by my own frenz and some myself~ :

▲This is the pic on the stage! Looking at the pic itself is still really cool! xD

▲ Taken by ShiShu who was luckily pushed to the front with Christabel and leaving me and Shaf they all at the back :) thx huh. at least i got some attention of SHINee in the RAIN. :)

▲Me ar. And my board. ^^

▲Thx to her i got quite a lot of nice pics of SHINee in Singapore~ ^^

▲The E-award pic. My distance from the stage is like tat. But during SHINee's performance i cheated my way to the front. Sorry~ :D

▲The gray stormy clouds that reached the SHINee perf area. :) The clouds oso wanna see SHINee and the rain is jealous that we got to see SHINee, so the rain bully me T-T

~~Well. I think i am going to watch Hello baby ep 9 Chinese sub now~ ! xD hahas. annyeong~ ! ^^ ♥♥♥~~

Perfect Slogan: "Make Yor Style, We Are HANG TEN"

2010-03-08T19:11:00.009+08:00

How cool isn't it? The company that i am working for as a part-time retail assistant. LOL! (Picture taken from a magazine~ ^^)

Make Yor Style, We Are HANG TEN

~~Make my style, I am Jennifer~~

LOL! The work was hiong ar. T-T Keep on cold war with ppl like SS. Hell manns. ;( Got to noe 2 more frenz.. Jane and TinTing. Okay la. Not bad lor. Worth it, somehow. Earned about $400 +/- this time round.. lesser than last time manns.. But at least, gotten myself buried in my own world. Nobody else, till that Steph came in to disrupt my peace. =_=

I quarrel with ppl in my cellgrp ma. It's not only one person and it's definitely NOT ONLY bcoz of that guy lor. =.= Why do u keep on asking me why i can leave church bcoz of him but not bcoz of u? Siao eh. I tell u k. It is not bcoz of that past relationship that is taking away my mood, it's YOU who choose to quarrel with me over this type of thing ar! T-T U noe how upset i am anot. For tat 1 hour +/- .. =.= Idiot. I demand apology from you within 10 days. Otherwise dont expect me to talk to you anymore. Basket. Nowadays my life got so many damn irritating ppl manns. Esp. guys. so gay manns. So so so not willing to forgive them lor. Act-holy ppl, act-clever ppl, act-cute-when-u-are-disgusting ppl, act-like-u-are-leader ppl and act-cool-beh-cool ppl. So what even if u look that great when ur heart dont even understand how i feel and how i do things. That time when i left church i was kind of happy. Perhaps i can spend more time with you and get good rest at the same time. But now u bcome lyk tat. Wad else can i do manns. I miss the CG although my presence there is 1%. It is those type of 1% that is worth happy for. Now i dont even have that 1%. I am so sorry that i cant take Eng Chang and Jon's advice lor. Thank you guys but please just let me explore more things and learn things in the hard way.. :)

Well. Anyway. Saturday is approaching~ OMGgosh cant wait for it liao~ Will just throw all these troubles at the back of my mind. Shall settle it again when it rises again ^^ As long as i watch SHINee's videos and all right, i just feel so funny LOL. They're seriously damn cute ar. Esp. in this video:

This show is awesome ar. xD <3 Love the aawesome awesome shininig SHINee~ Mir @Touch Me is so exaserated manns. So funny. I can see the tension between the 2 cute guys~ KEY vs MIR~ Omg lor. Almighty Key is so COOL! From 4:30 onwards is epid win :D i totally nose bleed at the MIR's marshmallow dance when Onew continued right behind him ar!! ONEW IS HOT!! XD

.Another one even damn more funny when Onew fell off the chair upon laughing too happily about Mak's disbandment ar! xD i laugh till like crazy. Another korean boy band that makes me go crazy ar. SHINee. Love SHINee so much~ <33 Like how i used to love 2PM T-T I wonder will it end up like 2PM if Onew leave.. ! No no. It wont. :D Nothing like this will happen. :D I believe in SME :D HAHA! ^^ I kept on watching SHINee videos nowadays lor. I think if i continue to be so crazy i will bcome a SHINee maniac :D My birthdate and birthmonth is same as Jonghyun hyung~ <3 HAHA WE ARE FATED~ LOL. Den i dont nid to enroll into Poly liao

Well. Anyway the poly enrollment is so complicated lor. ZZZ. =.=''' So damn troublesome manns. T-T Hope i will not over the due date ar. If not den jia lard liao. Okay la. Tired liao. i nid to go nap a while~ BUAIS~ ^^

~ P/S: LOVE Jaebeom Park :) ~

SHINee is so CUTE!

2010-02-24T23:23:00.004+08:00

The video above is "Ring Ding Dong by SHINee" ! It's a nice song manns~ So addicted to it~ xD Has been listening to it repeatedly, that now, it's the no. 1 "most played" list in my handphone! 10 points out of 10 points by 2PM has bcame no. 2 ! Ok la, cant blame. This song is shorter ma, 10/10 i owaes cut away the last part and replay again de. haha. :D so it's not fully playED, so not in record~

Anyway the Hello Baby show by SHINee is really awesome lor! xD esp. Ep 4 and 5 ! Got one part the baby Yoogeun pant on the window! xD So damn cute! Den Minho laugh at him! (so bad huh) haha! Den after that he jump down (with the help of his minho appa) and then he pose the Power Ranger posing! xD SO CUTE! Yoogeun oso call the Aj Hodong into a Pig Aj! xD So funny!!! Esp. when Minho laugh sacarstically with his mouth big big ar! xD OMGGOSH! :D Den got another part Minho tell yoogeun to say hi to the kid, den Yoogeun follow him say "Kid, hi." xD Yoogeun should call him Hyung instead! xD So cute manns!!!!

Got one part very heart-warming though.. The part whereby Minho nid to go and film for the Starking show or something, the baby Yoogeun cried.. xD So touching manns!!! Den appa Minho nid to bring him outside the building to talk talk and calm him down~ omggosh. so sweet isn't it¸¸.•´¯`¸¸.•´¯`•.¸•´¯`•.¸¸

And after watching this show and also listening(addictedly) to SHINee's song, i find that i fell in love with them~ XD ommgosh. So damn cute and funny ar. I am SO SO SO into kpop now. Thanks to 2PM introducing me and indirectly attracted me into the awesome kpop world~ xD

Now that i've bought the tix to go for the SG entertainment awards event, i really look forward to seeing SHINee my ~~once-loved-by-jennifer~~ JJ Lin~ ^^

Will be going along with Anna(from cg) and Alyssa.. Sorry to Ong Chin.. T_T I didn't know if Ann Nah never go she will go too.. This means she don't really care about ann Nah xD haha jk jk. :D But sian sia.. Never help her buy den she cant go with us.. Really sorry.. Hope Ann Nah will go so that she can sit with OC.. :( And stupid Stephen. =.= luckily i didn't help him buy. Last mintute tell me say cannot go! D: funny. :(

Obviously who is who~ :)

Yup, so let's look forward to a nice event~ ^^

Anyway that tym went to CHINGAY 2010.. Well, first time saw the low fireworks.. :D And it's said to be Asia's Grandest floats and etc event. Not too bad. :D Saw the ministers first time to be that distance~ Quite close.. :D The floats were all nice and all... Saw a lot of good-looking guys too! :D The performers. :) (Although 2PM & SHINee are the best~) Here are some photos: ~

Yup. Everything was nice. :) Thanks to Lim Jia for the tix and accompanied me go. :)

Alrighty~ Have to stop here le~ :) Will update again~ ^^

2010-02-20T00:57:00.004+08:00

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2010-02-18T01:31:00.000+08:00

Woohoo~ It's so late now~ But i am still, can't go sleep yet. Coz need to call someone~ Den later talk talk talk, sure about morning den sleep de. ;) But nvm, worth it. As long as i can comfort you, den let it be. I am a kind person ahahas. :D Hmms, today is an awesome day~ Went to kbox party world @ North Point, Yishun~ !!! Got the D'image shuai ge Vince Wong's memories~ (One Love by SUJU: one love, one love, the memories are beautiful, never say goodbye~) ahahas. :D Yeah. But the main thing is of course all the singing that really make sense to be fun ar. :D Den i sang JJ Lin's songs wor. I find out that i still love him lei. Mayb i pity him? Ahahas. no la jk. Yea. I love him still. ;) <3 I love JJ & 2PM :) LOL. JJ's Jia You is very nice lei. His "100 days" is also zai. ^^ No wonder. Really is a worthwhile-seeking-after idol for me. Haha. Okay la. Will still support him. Since got Ang Pao $$, so i will go buy his album lerh~ ^^ Haha. LAst time is coz i broke so nv go buy. Now can le, 6k plus. No prob. :) LOL. Of coz i cant spent all.. 5k is aready taken for renovation of my house, den 1k aside for my school. the "plus" is the amount that i can use lol. =.= Oh, anyway my pay, the $500+ i aready used up all le. =XX

Ok. Anyway today the price of the ktv was pretty cheap lor. Only $15.40 per person, with the discount coupon la. Thanks to Anna Poh~ :D Sing till my throat burst. Luckily this time i no sore throat, at least, NOT YET. I sang high notes lei. I found myself so pro. I sing even higher pitch than the female singer lol. --.--''' Yeah, it's something i shouldn't be proud of. Just saying la. hahas.

Here are some snapshots taken~ :

^ This is the stuffs on the table (Chips, drinks, etc)

^ muahaha Anna~ :D *claps* epid epid! xD

~~^ This photo is the one that make me rofl. She looks like biting the cushion xD~~

^ A more proper one :)

^ She looks like a guy. If my bf is so shuai like the pose, i will be very happy~ <3 (Somehow got the Jang Guen Suk feeling~ )

^ took her pic but kana DIAO T_T

^ OK! so this is a sweet ending~ <3 BFF~ *2PM*

Lonely Valentines

2010-02-14T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hehs. Sian ar. ~~Valentine's Day is not my day ar.~~ LOL. Remember last year's valentines' day was so lame canns. =_=''' Although very romantic. Fake love can oso be romantic. Last year went to the hill top there.. Den like, stare into the sky, u can see all the stars at night.. On that particular stone.. Lie there, stare into blank.. But i rmb tat time heard some obscene sounds.. ZZZ. Gays. To our left. It was clearly registered in my mind LOL! Aiyaya.. ~~KCCF~~.. I hope u're having a good life now.. Saw the facebook profile pic.. With ur new laopo now rite.. Congrats lur.. The pic was sweet. :) U nv haf chance to take those type of pic and upload it to ur facebook or frenster coz i will just hack into ur account and delete it. :) LOL! Profile pics, more personal better. For me. In that case.

Well, it's aready over. So shouldn't have talked about it, but it was just some memories.. Precious memories? PUI! More of like, nightmare memories. Just wondering why i was so stupid in relationship thingy uh. O.o Really is my taste sux? Sux till lyk tat meh? If i look back i may puke. Jia lard leh. But i tink it's coz i too pure liao. Too nice to ppl liao. Since i don't care about looks in the past. Now i will judge by ur LOOK. BY LOOK. Mean enuff? DEn after i judge by look den i judge by wealth status, den i judge by ur health status, den i judge by skin colour and everything. =.= *sigh* so lame. I am not that type of girl. It's so hard to judge ppl like tat. Well, for all i noe, i am just going to give time and more time and all time. Shouldn't get into a relationship first. Last few years was like, games la. ~~2006 one crash, 2007 another 2 crashes, 2008 another one bf, 2009 another bf.~~ =.= ZZZ. It's like, consecutive one. Cannot. Must discipline myself. :)

Okk.. So today is lunar chinese new year. :) Awesome. Stay at home sia. I am too lazy to bring my parents out. My relatives that side oso got some problems, that y today's whole family reunion day is cancelled. Feels kinda wierd. :) But nvm. Can use computer whole day is oso counted a type of joy, yes? :) Sooner or later i wont be able to slack like this.. T_T So yea. Must treasure my life. For now. LOL~

Oh yea. Some days ago, on a wednesday 7pm : Mr Hawazi come my house lei. :)

Taken with RC chairman and TC chairman & Mr Hawazi & my mum,dad

LOOKs cool huh? :) LOL. I am so so so.. YOUNG. Among these ppl. Well. That was the day i packed my house neatly, for the 1st time. officially neat. and tidy. but now, haix. Again. the house is all mess and all. LOL! Esp. special mention to my own room. :D Hahahs. Nvm la. L8r see if got time anot. if got time den i go tidy up a lil. :)

yea. So, tat's all for now.

2010-02-04T20:23:00.001+08:00

Jennifer: Muahahahaha! Love you too~ :D *dreaming~*

2010-02-03T14:49:00.000+08:00

A few days ago, i dreamt of myself being patched back with my ex-boyfriend. It's was a terrible nightmare. My first ex-boyfriend. This year 22 years old. In my dream i was blissfully together with him again. IN MY DREAM. But then the dream is a nightmare because it continues like that:

We went to the guardian outlet, or some sort of beauty & care shop, maybe Watsons, then i went in to buy some nice treatment for my hair and facial care. Then in my dream i was very rich, i believe so. I really bought a lot a lot. I don't remember i look at the instructions care or care menu carefully, it's like, i saw what i love then i just grab already. Then when i and him go to the counter to pay, i saw one of a bottle i bought, it's something like a nutrition bottle for my hair, very big bottle and it's only like, $2. LOL. Okay, then i bought it and i saw him taking away something. He took away a bottle that is like, got dark blue and white colour packaging and it has a title named: "a pee- *** healing" and then got show a little penis of a young boy. (Cartoon of course) It's like something to heal the private part of a boy lor. Then i could picture the moment i saw my ex's children. But i am not suppose to buy for him, he should pay himself, and i thought that was probably he had bought for his children. So i told the counter woman that i am not paying for that. Then suddenly the scene changed to the woman beside the cashier counter.

She was a China lady, her face is very scary. Her eye bags are so so so big and bulky. Then is like those mental hospital patient. VERY VERY SCARY. Then she stared at me very fiercely and he(my ex-bf) let go of myleft hand which he is holding and the woman took out a hammer, although not those big big one, but it is thin but definitely, one hit on your skull, it's will crack. Very scary. Then in front of her were the two children, thin and malnutritioned. They were crying and one seemed to have difficulty breathing. Very poor thing. They were pretty dirty, and there are blood stains on their clothes. It's obviously caused by the mother. I dropped my things and i rushed forward to shelther the younger one from the hammer hit towards his head, who seems to have breathing difficulty, i think is asthma. I think i was hit by the hammer too but i have no feeling. Only my heart was pain because both the children is so, so badly tortured. Very scary, really. I can't forget this dream. It's definitely scary. Then i fely guilty because i have actually led the lady to her 100% anger! When she missed to hit the younger child, she threw the hammer aside and, the most most scary part of the dream is she took the older one, THE ELDER BROTHER, SHE HOLD HIM UP AND THE BOY WAS LIKE, SCREAMING AND CRYING AND HIS SALIVA IS POURING OUT INTO HIS NOSE AND THE LADY THREW HIM UP INTO THE AIR AND DUMPED HIM TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The boy eventually hit against the wall and with a huge "thump" sound, there was no more crying sound heard. That boy is probably DEAD. OMG!! T___T Why.. Why in my dream i wasn't brave enough to save him.. T_________________T WHY??!!?? And those useless crowd, no one stepped forward to help, NO ONE. And it was only me. Me. Me who stepped in front. Why. Why so cruel. If i am a terrorist in my dream and i have the power to rewind time, i will faster grab the two poor kids out and i throw all my bombs inside the shop ar. Let everyone die manns. =.= Idiot.

Oh. Ok. Back to my nightmare. Yeah. So the elder one died. And i was just looking at the poor kid crying. He must be so damn shocked. Then after that i think, i should thank God that the lady disappeared. Hopefully not towards the boy who most probably died and throw him again la. OMG. Then the next scene was the ex of mine kneeled down to me and beg for me to forgive him. He cry u know. In my dream la. Then everyone was stilled and there was silence except for the one poor and helpless kid and one idiot crying and begging me. =.= Then i understood. The lady was his wife. The China woman. His wife. Mayb he raped her or something. Then the woman enetered depression. Then that's why become crazy. So in the dream, being such a nice girl i am, i was considering whether to forgive him of such big sin or not. It's very stupid. Because i was thinking so so hard that eventually i woke up from my dream. =.= I woke up and i opened my eyes. And i sat up. AND I WAS still thinking whether to forgive him or not. =.= RETARDED RIGHT? =.= Laugh all you want. Then after my soul came back to reality, i realise that i am so damn really retarded. But not to the latest stage of this retardation disease la, otherwise i could have picked up my phone and called him and tell him i forgive him and he will be like, huh? What the **** you want? =.= LOL.

Yeah. So this is my wonderful nightmare. Better than some people dreaming of dinosaurs la. =.=

2010-02-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Yesterday was a day of business manns~ Morning need to settle the house painting thingy and then in the afternoon rush to cwp meet Ong Chin and they all.. Den after that went to CCK, (with lots of hope to see SHINee in person, for my side) but in the end it was all just a hooha and didn't managed to see SHINee real person.. :( i wonder is Minho really tat cool, although 2PM will still b the best.. ;)

Well, at least i got to see the live broadcast from the Hang Ten atrium sale area. :D hahas. Funny. The crowd was lyk shouting at the TV for nothing lah LLOL! Esp. the moment when SHINee walked by the right hand side of the stage to back stage. Everyone was screaming lyk hell lyk tat ar! =_=''' WEll. I and SS went into the middle of the sale area, den everyone start to flood in liao LOL! B4 we go in it's lyk all the crowd stand outside of the area arh. HAHA. I and SS wasn't afraid to go in coz afterall we have our own ex-colleagues to back us up. HAHA. >.< Well. AT LEAST lah,at least. Got the live broadcast of the above situation. hahas. :D

If 2PM happen to come Singapore rite, i'll go siao lor. Confirm. HAHA! xD Esp. this kind of thing. But i hope wont be lyk, so damn crazy canns. Den the ppl are really pushing lyk siao. ZZZ. So i must prepare well hahaas. Once 2pm release their album i must grab, so must save money, but if nid to buy 2 copies coz one is for the autograph session, i'll oso grab. HAHA! hottest >.< LOVELOVELOVEs <3 hahas. ;D (Den after tat i'll b broke ar. haha.)

Today the guys aren't tat frenly lei. Stanley tried to talk to me but i feel tat he is very boring and lame. LOL! He talk to me i feel lyk rather sleepiing LOL! Den Riduan oso so quiet. Owaes look at me as if i am very scary lyk tat. Rudyard and Malvin is lyk, yucks lor. =.= Malvin is so sticky his hands omg! Den furry furry one lyk a pig like tat. Those wild boar ar. ZZZ. Den he lyk one time rubbed against my arm den is lyk, eeyer yer yer! Den wan to snatch his watch oso cant grab his hand properly ar so oily lyk tat lor OMGG!! =.= sian manns.

Den after the whole thing, first we separated with Lorraine and Ellis, den followed by OC who recevied a call in our midst of lunch time and den met up with Anna(N391), den went to SASA see see den she went to Subway to look for her frenz, den after tat is SS & my "2 ren shi jie" <3 LOL!

HAhas. Cool lor. ;D Den we went home separately to sleep a while, for me la, den eat dinner wif chicken meat rice vegetable and fish. :) Not too bad la. :D Nice to eat. Afterall in the morning for breakfast i only eat chicken rice. :O Hahas. ^^ Den after tat i talk to my social worker a while, den they say the painting of other rooms will nid to wait till after Chinese New Year, coz cant finish within the limited time span for now. *sigh* tat means after Chinese New Year i'm gonna be busy again. T______T

Anyway i am going to send my Jaebeom's Valantines Day card today to America~ <33 Hope he will receive it and will really love it and pay special attention to it~ <33 HAhas. ^^

2010-01-27T16:50:00.002+08:00

2pm is LOVE :)

Oh yah. My laptop today can use. LOL. Random manns. So got chance to update here~ Today the Mr Mike coming for house visit~ Nid to pack my house.. So damn tiring~ :( LOL. Well. Today finally knew which course i have entered into~ :) 7 zao 8 zao got so many ppl sms me to ask liao. O.o ZAI. :)

I got into Business IT lor.. @ Ngee Ann Poly de.. Although it is my 1st choice.. But i dont really feel the happiness lei.. O.o LoL. Imagine urself doin business all day long, using ur brain to the max of max, 10/10, worst still add along some IT stuffs to memorise and b familiarized wif.. I thought it was more of lyk a mental torture isn't it? O.o I hope i won't bcome a total nerd doin all these stuffs lur~ Otherwise l8r kana suan again.. ;( Well not too bad anyways. The cut-off points for BIT was 14, i got 15 even after deducting away CCA bonus points~ :) Tis oso will conclude tat BIT is a very cold course. No much ppl pretty much interested in tis course ba? Good lor den i will b able to get the seat HAHA~ ty ppl LOL.

Hmm.. I still waiting for my salary to come lei.. My 1st hard-earned salary.. :) Will buy some new nice clothes.. Hopefully cheap and nice.. And perhaps one pair of new sports shoes.. For me to go running~ Oh yeah my leg muscle is lyk so damn strong lor. Hard manns. Zai ar. Lyk those cancer tumour lyk tat. LOL! Even a san zhu can realise it and say, "eh very big sia" LOL~ TY ok. :)

&& instead of cutting 5kg i haf probably gained 10kg of weight lor.. Normally after i eat is i go sleep, rest, sit down slacking around~ Loofing around, my mother even thought got ghost la coz i can sneak here and there trying to look for some sweets and snacks in the rooms.. :) Yummy of coz they are nice. Tat's y i am lyk pig now. But doesn't matter. :) Mental & visual torture for Steph LOL! Oso dunno y tat idiot choose to stick to me~ Xin Ting is lyk so much better than me lur DUHH.. She so sweet manns. Even when i saw her i almost fell in love wif her. She is lyk, fair as snow white. Short la. But cute lorh. A very nice fair lady.. Hope Steph will really spend more tym wif her or to his own frenz instead of me LOL! No tym to care about u le. XT if i am not wrong she is interested in u lor. :( So IF u are Steph and u happened to read tis post u should get tis hint~ If someone lyks u i will nv snatch. :) I am the "COOL" angel rmb? :)

HAHA. ok la. shall end here. feel lyk sleeping again.. *yawns*

2010-01-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

idiots manns. Today there was another new group created to fight against 2pm and esp. Jaebeom. The group name is "No more 2pm! Evil Jay is gone! HAHA!" something lyk that. Den got 21 members for now. Absorbers(S*ckers) Bullshit lor. Damn irritated. ;( sigh.

anyway, today is another good day i can slack~ damn tired.. Morning about 11.50am lyk that den my mother tell me wake up liao. =.= i want to sleep all the way till 2pm one lor =.= damn it. nvm. At least l8r still can sleep a while.. :) Now at internet cafe.. Stephen is just 2 com away from me~ LOL he is so lame.. Playing runescape~ Well afterall here dont haf the DOTA he want~ But i nid to b here coz i really nothin better to do at home.. So rather come out and get some fresh air and all~ :)

And oso a free meal which he nids to treat after losing a bet, oh i mean a challenge (Christians cant bet). :) hahas. Born loser~ LOL jkjk.

Ohh.. Recently i loved a song that was resang bu Nichkun from my beloved 2pm~ Dont wanna try~ :) It's very meaningful to me lur~ Simply love the pure meaning of it and of coz it's bonus of be sang by Nichkun~

I cant belive (xxxx).. it hurt so bad that it ended the relationship.. i cant believe it.. for u(everything) go down the drain.. And now u're trying to tell me tat u're sorry and u try to come back home.. u're telling me u really nid me crying begging with ur knees upon the floor..

Baby i dont wanna try(x3) no more.. Keep insisting when u noe love's out the door.. Dont wanna try (x2) coz all we do is fight, say the things tat hurt bad to whr we both begin to cry, dont wanna try (x2) about tis sad love, it's been a rough road baby just let it go.. Dont wanna try (x2) ohh...

Yea lor. Mayb u didnt cry.. Mayb u just took it as a bad experience.. Mayb i just cant give u the love that u nid. So soorrry lur~ U cant understand me too. Communication itself aready broke down le. So i dont see there is a need to repair it again, coz it's just gonna end again and again and again and again. We should understand wad we really want and go for wad u truely need. From wad u told me b4 i believed we've started out wrong so i choose to withdraw from the relationship. Now everything is good for me. So i hope u can find ur own life again. :)

Okay~ Now i need to go check out more news for 2pm le~ BB~ ^^

PS: Miss JAebeom 4ever :)

2010-01-25T15:22:00.000+08:00

Yo.. Here to update~ Hmm. Today is a only day i can lyk, spend the time for my own luxury~ Come internet cafe 2hrs to see 2pm's news.. Saw that Taekcyeon is going to be a male lead in a drama.. Hmm.. In march out huh. Jia you lurhs~ ;) && well.. Still no news about Jaebeom.. :( How i wish he will come back.. Dunno what is he thinking now... Sad lei if he really don return. Really will let me enter sorrow.. :( *sigh* Wah i damn miss the time i get to watch 2pm's videos whole day long la.. now my laptop dunno wad happen.. mayb tat tym dropped it hard on the floor den now GG liao.. Nvm. Let it haf peace ba~

Hmm. Another thing is that my house is going to b painted~ I wont let them touch my room's 4 walls if i dont get to see the pink colour paint. :) My wall looks clean now. White. So if no pink then they shouldn't bother to repaint my room~ Well i dunno how they are going to do my mum's room.. Hmm. Hope everything will go smoothly ba~

Anyways i am goin to take up tuition lesson lerh.. Kind of excited but not exactly.. I scared i dunno how to teach leh. L8r i teach they from fail to fail badly den i die ar. No la hope wont turn out lyk tat la.. Must have faith rite. Yeah. I believe i believe i believe ar. :)

Now i am saving up money for 2pm.. As long as their album is out i will buy.. Be it through internet or what i still will wanna buy.. Better still if they can come SG to hold a concert. Wa seh. i confirm guarantee warranty chop go one la. I am planning to save up $700.00 haha. Should be enough right. For both album and concert. Otherwise i go for concert den album can save up again slowly lor.. Wa for ~~JJ Lin~~ i never even crazy till lyk tat.. Dunno y 2PM so hot lei. O.o Haha. It's worth it ;) Oh yeah. If 2pm nv come SG to perform how huh? Hmm. Spend the money away lor.. No la. Still keep them aside for emergency case or to stand by in case 2pm suddenly change their mind and say they want come SG perform haha xDD

2010-01-23T12:01:00.002+08:00

I WANT JAEBEOM 재범

BACK

TO 2PM!!!

2010-01-21T16:52:00.000+08:00

HAHA! I finally ended the coolie job. =( LOL. Time for reflection? Perhaps so ba. First day was kind of sian. Coz it's at warehouse. Den i oso nv really talk to the Rudyard~ LOL. My first impression for that idiiitic boss was awesomely good. I gave him 5 stars out of 5 at first. Later did i found out that he is GAY. And is superbly horrible and terrible and worse than rotten vegetable. Sux to the core. Den the rating for him changes to -5 out of 5. Wonderful isn't it. 2nd day i work den lyk tat liao. 吓死人 manns. Really hate him to be so rude to Rudy lor. =.= Esp. the time at atrium all along was sick. Stand for 12hrs everyday wif 2 half an hr break in between nia. Who wont die lor. (Excluding those who are aready immune to it)

Working this job has made me break so many records in my life. Check it out.

I stood for the longest period of time in my life.
I woke up earliest for consecutive days.
I first time experience how hard it is to earn money.
I understood that some boss are really mean and merciless and lame and crappy and ugly and GAY and annoying and not respectful and irresponsible and much of a pushover and fat and irritating and poor-loner and useless and idiotic and rude and noob and a lot more similar characteristics.
I missed my both of my parents a lot for the first time when i am working.
The most tiring period in my life.
Staying inside a shopping mall for more than 12x5 or 12x4 hours for everyday.
Folded the most number of clothes in my life.
Touched the most no. of boys' and gals' undergarments and even packed them.
Slept for less than 4 hrs at night for many times.
Learnt that my first contract is never going to be a good memory. Signed the first contract in my life with full of regrets.
The most lame job ever.
The most lame boss ever.

LOL~ Hate manns. :( Dont lyk it. :( Really dont lyk at all. Sigh.

Well. Anyway the last few days are fine la. Kept on laughing until kana complain by that idiot everytym. He oso play will us. Den still scold us. Mental disabled. -NELSON- WOW. cool. mayb i should set up something called "The idiot shop -NELSON-" with a vision: We live to sell clothes (Made in china)

LOL~ ! Lame shit la i dont want to talk about him anymore. Polllute my computer even more only. Type his name once my computer will gain one more virus. By then i type his name more than 10 times my laptop can throw away liao LOL.

Hmm. Anyway my o level results is bad oso lur. :( Didn't really get the a1 for art and e maths. Crap lor. Study so hard. No a1 at all. Only a2 for emaths and b3 for art. Waste of time. Den my combined sci nv really study much i got a2. If i noe earlier i all dont study liao lo. Mayb can get all a2 sia. =.= den got 2 c5 oso. Sian. :( Didn't want Cs. :( So ugly. But ok la. Just b satisfied lor. At least i passed my english manns. Nv study at all. One day b4 den study. got c5 with wrong format and not completeing my compo. Miracle has land on this worldly earth. Salvation is here.

Oh. Time for some 2pm yeah. Recently saw a news that shocked me to death. "Jaebeom is not coming back/returning".
http://www.allkpop.com/2010/01/jaebeom-not-returning
This title really kills all hottest la. :( Well. I cant find it le. My laptop banned the website as unsafe for nothing. IDIOIT LAPTOP. kns. oh i noe la. coz i typed "nelson" ma. Haix. This virus is so deadly. Worse than H1N1.

Well. Gotta go check other sites for 2pm's news le~ Gotta catch em all~ !

PS: I am not attached to anyone.

2010-01-07T11:18:00.000+08:00

Yoohoo~ ! Good morning i just woke up :) I am here to update "again and again and again and again"~

Annoucement:

2PM's album may release in April! My birthdy month! xD Although i dunno SG will have anot but i will hunt for it :)

Yesterday went to PLAY interview ar. I sign the form, finished answering all the question to the interviewer but in the end while that person go talk to her supervisor or someone to discuss about hiring me and the san zhu, we suddenly regretted why we signed it lor. Coz she say nid to work during CNY, den for me if friday and sunday nid to work den i rather quit that job ar. Den san zhu and i got crazy thoughts.
Suggest: aiya work a bit den quit take salary run ar! No nid to sign contract ma. Reply:*nod in agreement*yeah lor yeah lor! B4 chinese new year bye bye liao ar!

"When two or more comes together, the place of agreement is the place of power."

Ok let's get back to the right mind.

hmm.. I really dunno why i signed ar. LOL.. Den i went to buy some facial stuffs. (Pocket torn a hole) & today i ate 2 times fastfood. Morning BK, afternoon chicken rice, den evening KFC, night za cai rice. LOL. Must have put on a lot of weight all these while. FAT FAT liao!

But in the end got the job. this morning Peggy called~

Haix. Sian arh. Another thing. That crap guy. Ppl so kind help A set up one fb group to welcome him back to sg. Den purposely go suan me. =.= Although fb quizzes are not really accurate ma. But don nid to say one rite. Den talk to that B fren still nid to put ♥ heart shapeS ♥. Den i feel extra lor. LOL. Shouldn't haf charp them.

~~A: haha <3~~

~~B: :( no my name~~~~ <3 not accurate one~~~~ <3(Meaning she miss him)~~

~~A: yeah <3~~

Put lor put more. =_= Den for my posts he oso extra. Luckily the "who like ur posts" dont have his nae at all i so so so happy ar! =.= Well i have left the that group. No longer my name in that group~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAHA! It's JYP, and 2PM baby! (10 points out of 10 points!)

(UR horror begins here on LOL)

Haix. Cant help myself to hate 2pm even though i am quite jealous about them with other girl bands. I just couldn't help myself manns. dunno why~ molla~ xD Hehs. Esp. "My Colour" was so nice and the guys themselves looks superbly cool and outstanding. Every single one of them~ <3 Oh no.

~~Music~~~

*beat* My heart.. *beat* My heart *beat* Is still looking at you.. *beat* xxxx *beat* xxxx *beat* xxxx *beat* xxxx *beat* Why.. *splash!* Why?! *splash!* I cant stop it now.. I dunno why i am like this.. I am still into you.. My heart.. is still beating for you..

~~Remix~~~

Why ar?! WHY WHY WHY! YO WHY! YYYYY-Y-Y-Y? why why why~ lalalas~ YO YO YO WHY? Why manns!!! WHY? molla? WHY???? *ROARS*

~~Finale:~~

Bcoz it's 2PM.

LOL. Rofl. I feel so retarded now. O.o''' Lol i dunno the "xxxx" korean sentences lol. That's y i put xxxx. It's the "heartbeat" starting appetizer, titled "My Heart". ;) Hehes. Quite cool huh. I haf fun updating this post lol. I laughed at what i typed. Therefore, conclusion is: i still love 2pm a lot. I'm a faithful fan. :)

well not forgetting 2am. :) I support 2am by sleeping everyday at near 2am or exactly 2am leh. Zai anot? Zai la of coz wad a silly question to ask.
That makes perfect duel. 2oneday. I love 2oneday. =) They team up really can rock the whole house down uh. Dont play play ar! =)

2010-01-05T14:13:00.006+08:00

*shout*

WHY EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE ON THIS
COMING ~~SATURDAY~~ ?! o(╥﹏╥)o

LOL. :( Got so many things i wanna go one, but all clash swee swee on this saturday, 9 Jan 2010. TT.TT
1) NP open house, got Derrick Ho (Elyz want go but i cant pei her, ZZZ T_T i oso want go one)
2) RedCamp 6 special programme, sure & guarantee chop damn fun one, Vikings~ But all i can do is stay at home admiring others ♠
3) Mum's health screening, need to tell her go alone
4) n391's bball sports event, oh how i wish to go. Owaes miss cg sports one. ZZZ why lyk tt sia. :(

And those things that i dont wanna go but is compulsary:
5) House Mosquito Check ★
6) Social Workers house visit ★
7) Re-application of admin stuffs ★
8) House renovation cum painting all rooms' wall *(Need to stay at home to watch) =.= ★

All these crap. (づ￣ ³￣) Haix. Why why why? "I never knew i could hurt like this, and everyday life goes on like this~" LOL bye bye by Mariah Carey. Listening to this song in this jue wang situation. And moreover, as i am typing this, i just received a call from Care Corner tat i need to go for a follow-up session with them later at 5pm. T_T So busy. Help me ar~ !!! I want to go shop oso cannot. Anytime will got ppl ask me go here go there. ZZZ. Haix. Luckily KP dont come back on the 9th jan ar. Otherwise i'll go insane. lmao.

Well, dont care le~ Listening to kpop music to sooth my soul~ \^o^/ LOL.. Woah~ 2PM's "My Colour" mv is so cool canns.. :O "come one step closer~","My (colour) is a (colour), u can never forget" wa lao. "baby! give me a chance~"--WY lol.. No wonder that Elyz lyk him. Hot. @Well. Now i will list my ranking of the cool idols in 2PM: (1) Kim Junsu (2) Jaebeom Park (3) Nichkun H. (4) Jang Woo Young (5) Junho (6) Hwang Chansung (7) ehhs.. who is it.. hmm.. O.o [i owaes forget the 7th member.. wait wait..] Oh yeah! So it is Taecyeon Ok. The most tall one i forgotten. O.o He is the one who owaes strips LOL~ I mean, so called "strip" la. LOL~ But in conclusion, i love 2PM more than "the that one". I dont wanna mention him le lol. *disappointed*

Okae, now is the ranking of 2PM's songs of my favourites: (1) 10 points out of 10 (2) My colour (3) Heartbeat (4) Again and again (5) All night long (6) Only You (7) You might come back (8) I hate you (9) Angel (10) O2 these are top 10 la. Got a lot of more nice songs~ x) eg. Tired of waiting, Instead of saying goodbye(sang by Rain original but 2PM sung it better ^^), 2AM & 2PM (Dirty Eyed Girls) - Abracadabra (Parody cover)-- damn funny one with JoKwon from 2AM xDD really a lot more. Too much to mention here. haha.

oh oh. But 2pm is getting so close to the girl bands nowadays.. ZZZ. Wad the heck. lol. Most popular is the Taek-yoona scandal. Den followed by Wooyoung and Tiffany. Even my Junsu is with that dunno who call Jungah. GAH GAH GAH. ELEPHANT! =.= LOL. gah gah gah. Monkey. GAh jun gah. lol hate that name. LOL~ So funny i type lyk tt i oso laugh. crazy. o(‧'''‧)o

K la. Hush hush~ Give her mercy. Now i feel guilty for 2AM. I never really lyk care about 2am a lot lol. Neglected the other half from 2oneday. Ok, determined now. To learn more about 2am is my destiny. LOL~ Nah. I mean i'll support 2am now~ Justice and equality. LOL~ Until Jaebum is back den i consider go see 2pm. LOL~ 2am's Jo Kwon is so funny. Sexy uh. But i like Seulong best ar. Got the manly feel. xD Chang min got such a fit body lor! WOW. Chocolate bod. Cool cool cool. xD 2am coldest time of my day~ coldest = coolest! xD Friend's confession~ ❤

Now i saw 2PM's news on allkpop.com about those scandals i dont even wanna care liao. Dont want to go comment anymore. How can 2pm like that lor. They should be all for hottest and not for those girl groups. :( ~~Without hottest they wont be hot!~~ D: LOL. Did i sound angry? Nah i sound ~~jealous~~. No i am not now. Gave up. They're idols afterall. Got die-hard fans one. Dont anyhow say better.

But 2pm i still love leh. Aiyo. Ok la i love 2oneday. xD So i'll nid to split my love equally to 2am~ ^^ Justice and equally. ❤

Haha i love Jo Kwon~ ^^

2009-12-31T07:41:00.000+08:00

Congrats to 2PM!

Best song of the year!

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/kbs_gayo_daejun_2pm_wins_song_of_the_year/

2009-12-30T18:05:00.000+08:00

△ Part 1: haha.. "You're Beautiful Parody" is out ! xD Cool lurs.. The Wooyoung is like so shuang.. D: Got so many shuai guys wooing him.. No wonder call WOOyoung.. & when he first welcomed by JYP is damn funny ar. Blink eye make HER hair.. LOL and somemore kana kissed by Junho~ （°ο°） HAHA! Junsu's bro. :D Funny ar. Junho still enjoy the feeling manns. Closed his eyes. LOL really very funny. Kept laughing when watching it! ~\(≧▽≦)/~

(2PM Best Entertainer)

;

△ Part 2: Lol! The person who was actually gone at the finale was Chansung who dissappeared after he slipped and fall. LOL such a well-planned mv manns. :D WELL DONE 2PM! (lol credits only goes to 2PM) *♥*

Oh manns.. After watching this vid i really fell into deeper love wif every 2PM mebers la! D: Nichkun is so sweet LOL! But Junsu is very funny. His expression when Nichkun hug Wooyoung is like, OMG. Taek still put three fingers inside his mouth. BIG MOUTH manns! xD But is superbly funny! ( ＠^^＠) Hahas. Overall really is damn great! Keep on watching for hrs le. xD

2009-12-28T20:09:00.003+08:00

Woohoo~ Today i have finally bought a new handphone (Nokia 5130 XpressMusic).. Although not say very branded or popular one, but i tink to me it looks pretty good and has all the necessary function i nid.. It has camera 2.0 mega pix and mp3 and video cam and all.. :) It cost me like, $192.. O.o But well, it is quite worth it to la.. Haha... But the one who sold me the phone said that my sim card lyk got problem lyk tt.. O.o LOL~ But still can use lei.. Nvm.. Wait until the problem come den see how~ lalalas~

And today i brought my mum for breakfast manns.. Feel so heartening.. LOL what is heartening? O.o Hmm.. I mean feel very sweet la.. xD I am such a good daughter.. ;) *rofl*

Well, anyway i haf a hard but fun time trying to settle down my phone.. Coz the previous memory card i stupid go set a password on it den now i forgotten the password liao, so cant use. ZZZ. Laugh ba laugh ba. D: LOL. Nvm, at least i got a new memory card 1GB for FREE! ;) It comes along as an offer with the new phone itself.. ~ Hehes 1st hand de lei.. Cool ba? :)

Anyway today the weather is bad manns.. T_T Cant play bball coz it seems like going to rain soon~ OH NO~~~ !!! :( No choice, nid to postpone till tml.. Oh wells, i guess the weather will b better tml? :O

&& on Saturday hor, i very "xin fu" lor. Junsu came to liked one of my wall post. HAHAHA! xD I so damn happy can.. :D So sweet of him to do that.. That JJ Lin never dosuch thing before lor. ZZZ. Even though i liked him for so long! D: JJ LIN, LEARN UR LESSON BA! D:
Or mayb he can foresee that i will push him to no. 2 idol? O.o rofl.

Ohh, the day is near. The return of the well-known legend is gonna b back soon. From this point of time while tis post being posted, it only is left 18 days, 12 hrs, 02 mins, 43 secs.

HAHHA! Days hrs mins secs. WOW! COOL RITE? ! ?

OF COZ.

lol. Hmm.. recently is am still very super crazy for 2PM.. Nichkun is owaes so cute and charming lor.. Half Thai and half Chinese. Next time i will get a good bf like him ;D No nid to b so famous la. But kind-hearted and sweet and cute and clever and diligent and tarded and nice and tall TALL (at least 180cm or 1.8m) and a grace&talent to the nation can liao.. LOL~ He is so fit can. :O Admire him manns. Admire until want to die aready ar. He love Thailand so much lor. Fatihful sia. He say he will help his nation to earn more from tourism so as to help to improve the lives of many Thai ppl too.. SEE? So caring manns.. Then got one of the video is he went to play with the poor kids ar, i tink, or perhaps an orphanage at a poor country, i tink is Thailand or dunno whr la, then he was taking care and playing wif a small gal. Den suddenly got a camera machine came near the little gal's head, got a pointy thingy one, den Nichkun scared it hit/hurt the little gal's head, den he used his hand to shield the pointy thing to protect the gal's head lor. WA LAO. This kind of small action can bring great attention to the Thai prince de lor..

Haix. Overall 2PM is still the best la. Although i got went to check out other members from other korean band like SNSD and 2ne1 and WG and SUJU. Some of them quite funny la, esp. from SUJU one.. The english speaking thingy. LOL. But i tink 2PM can b even more funny. Just quite sad that Jaebeom is not back lur. :( Will keep on waiting for him to b back de. :)

2PM hwaiting~ ! x)

2009-12-23T14:48:00.004+08:00

HAHA. Super funny. Cute ppl. x)

2009-12-21T18:29:00.004+08:00

Phew.. ;D Just got back home from the library a while ago.. Just went to borrowed a few books.. ;) So guai rite me.. ;) Read books seh.. ^^ So cool.. LOL~ Although i havent start flipping it's first page yet la.. But i tink i will read it when i have the time to..

I borrowed those books that are quite encouraging de.. For now, i cant afford to read any books that is so discouraging.. LOL. I am very discouraged nowadays.. Be it in any perspective.. I feel so bad.. :(

Firstly, i treat my frenz more important than my own parents. I dont know what the hell i am thinking. I was willing to spend to any extend with my frenz, but not to my parents. Until yesterday my mother told me that she is feeling very lonely and scared when she is alone at home. Then i said sorry to her then go my room emo liao. LOL. I shouldnt spend too much time wif frenz le. Aiyoo.. O.o & oso church ba.. But for me church is an essential thing in my life, so cant doubt tat. Den it's the tym spend sitting at the void decks sniffing in bad smoking smoke almost everyday lor. D: Why do my frenz want to smoke? It's a waste of money. I dont understand y i still acknowledge this group of ppl as my frenz. Manns, DONT SMOKE CAN ANOT?

Haix. i noe no matter how much i say, in the end it's stills up to ur own choice. D; Very tiring one u noe. -.-

But i will nv give up. Afterall i've called u fren.

ZZZ. And i hate ppl who are BEGGARS! STREET BEGGARS!! MY FRENZ WHO ARE DAMN IDIOTIC BEGGARS. U no money u think u ask from me? I very rich ar crazy. Want earpiece buy urself la. Ur wallet is not empty and u want to take from my wallet?? WTF u want. I hate you. U. I will nv give u a cent more. U gotta learn ur lesson. Only u. U. YOU! Haix. How can u be so ignorant. WHY. ?

HAHA. OK. Feels so stupid talking all abt u. Hack care le bah. Shall move on with a forgiving heart. No choice. i have to. With consequences. LOL~

Leaving this post and entering into my 2PM's world..

2009-12-20T21:41:00.001+08:00

This one above is the original song and mv for "10 out of 10" by my dearest 2PM ;)

Hahas. They are so cute manns. Unbelievably cute.

Anyway this week's Friday JJ Lin's new album is finally out~ ;) Got tix inside that can allow fans to go for the sign album session with JJ Lin.. But i dunno want to go anot leh.. O.o Hmm... Go or stay at home watch 2PM better? Both oso not bad leh.. HAHA.

You know what it is!

It's JJ Lin...

& 2PM baby! x)

LOL. The ending for 10out of 10. Something lyk tt, just that it's JYP not JJ Lin LOL~

Hmm.. (After serious thoughts) Of coz go for the autograph session lur.. If not waste my money ar buy his album.. *opps* HAHA~ no la.. aiyo.. I so mean to JJ now manns.. 2PM lor. Haix. So shuai for wad? HUH? 2PM? So shuai for wad???

LOL.

ok ba, shall end here le~ Will update soon~ ^^

2009-12-18T10:34:00.006+08:00

▲Lol! 2PM's 10 out of 10 "stop downloading things from web" edited version! So creative manns.. No wonder can be my idol~ :D HAHas.

Ok, it's a good kickstart to start off my blog post by smth nice from 2PM =)

Woohoo. Anyway I have sore throat and fever today~ Yay...... O.o

Haix. Feeling very weak manns.. Today morning need to wake up to cook breakfast.. Feels so so so bad... T_T Was very dizzy.. And oso very hungry.. But cant let my mum noe otherwise she'll only scold me nia.. :(

But nvm, i thank God that i am alive still. :)

▲Ok, this is the tv that i we were given at AMK ktv plaza..

▲ Got nice food and all, but at the other side over at bugis no food nor drinks

▲ It was funtime :)

Pri sch frenz~ finally got reunion~ :)

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▲ (aww so small) This is another grp of frenz in sec sch~ Oso went to kbox @ Bugis TOPONE there~

▲ The control machine inside, super hard to use ar, at first look at it u may think that u will use more than an hr just to figure out how to use it, and omg, it's smoke effects are hazardous. Dangerous. U can try it next time u have the chance to. It's AWESOME. -.-

▲ Well, a advertisement inside the kbox. i tot it was pretty cool huh. Love ur life

▲ And i have learnt how to write Junsu's name~ && oso my own name~ ;D

Overall very fun la. All. Except for the time when i am having sore throat. CAnt sing accurately.. O.o LOL! & all the 2pm songs we need to play our own.. LOL. :) But still, it's moments to be remembered. :) hahas. OK. shall ended here~ LEt me go take my temp again den.. ~~~

2009-12-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

2009-12-08T13:25:00.015+08:00

-^^- Oh manns~ It's 2:00PM now~ Hahas.

Cant help the fact that i am happy today~ My day started off by playing bball~ ^^ Thank God that the court was pretty empty :) I chopped one ball from behind the shooting board lor. ☻Haha. Zai rite? :D

And oso happy coz i got loads of Junsu's photos and videos and songs~ ^^ I ❤ Junsu from 2PM~ !!! He is so cool lah!! Why? Coz:

✔ His dance steps are awesome

✔ Being the main vocalist for 2PM has proved that he is talented

✔ Being the joker in Wild Bunny Epid3 P1/5 shows that he is cute and fuuny!!! >.< I kept on laughing whenever i look at the video lor. :D Junsu:"WHY SO SERIOUS?!", WY:"Be quiet.", ☁"CAW~"☁ (sound of crow)

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ JUNSU ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Hahas. Really ar. He too cute and cool to be true liao. Now even my ❀passion❀ for ~~JJ Lin~~ is starting to shake liao seh..

I tink i find all the guys with the "J" as starting alphabets for their names very cool nowadays arh. ;D

For now all i know is, 2PM is the best~ !!! :D I hope that jae will come back manns~ He is such a nice guy.. Cursed be the person who digged out his past to discouraged him!!!

☠

✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰

Anyways, here are some other awesome photos of him~ ❣

☝Woohoo~ Look at those eyes~ x)

☝His singing is ZAI :)

☝Wow~ Manlyhood xD

☝Cool look

☝Formal handsome look

☝ The OMG look ( respect the elderlys, dont laugh! )

LOL oso the joker look xD ROFL

☝He is robbing a kid (WY) !

☝And tgt with the rest they forms the ♫ 2PM ♫

PS: Stop drooling~ =D Shall end my post here~ ^^

2009-12-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

▲ THE SANDWICH COMPETITION @ Riverwalk today~

I am in T2~ ;)

▲ T2 ftw~ !!! >:D

▲ Norh, my design with my group~ :) 1st in presentation leh. not too bad.

▲ Anna's T1~ Cute. Lyk hers ;)

Woohoo~ Not too bad lahs everyone~ Many of the teams went to buy Subway den stuff inside their sandwiches :D LOL. Ours is original. :)

LOL.

Congrats to the first team, T4~ :)

2009-12-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

Woohoo~ I believe in true friendship built between friends. ^^ I have got fun today with Chee Ning~ We went to the NLB to borrow some books to increase our knowledge, coz KNOWLEDGE IS POWER! LOL~ But for me i borrowed all the comics ar. Hahahs. I love to read comics de ma~ Comics is my life~ :D Well, as in part of it. Hahas. And then after tat we went to Causeway point to walk walk and oso to buy plaster for her coz her shoes aren't fitting her feet and they hurts. So the plaster manage to help soothe the situation. And we happened to be in the same moment when the 123 Sesame Street came to CWP~ :D Woohoo~ They were so damn cute manns~ >.< And i took a lot of photos which i am gonna upload to facebook in a while's time. Hahs.

And after watching the Sesame Street show, we head down to the PARSAMALAM (dont mind my vocab errors) and grab some things to eat. Yummy. :D But i have gone fatter though. SADdenning yeah. I nid to cut 5kg so i can look like before, although still is over weight. But it's too hard liao la. It's not as easy as last time, like cutting 10kg in a month which i manage to do it last time. Hahas. Nowadays keep on chionging Runescape level, Gonna perfect my fm wc fishing etc hahas~

Kinda addictive yeah. o(TT___TT)o

But nevertheless, it's sort of worth it coz can get to know more frenz yeah, so as mayb someday can outreach to them and get them saved. :)

Anyway just now Chee Ning's shoes really very jia lark. She wanted to walk home bare footed, which is super duper cham ar, Coz got like, u noe, so many road surfaces she need to walk over before she can reach home, thus i offer to let her wear mine home and return me next time. So today was like the first time ever in my life bare footed go home. Awesome experience yeah. :)

Come'on, sing the chorus:

"That's what friends are for.."

LOL! (Jenn is so sweet manns, wow.)

Ok let's move on. :) Anyway later mayb going to play badminton worh.. :D Hope tat person who promised to play wif me will play, hopefully lah. =.= If not i confirm beh song that person liao. :D nah jkjk. Bff bff. :D

Ok la, gotta end here, here i go and now i am online at: RUNESCAPE.COM

2009-11-26T13:16:00.000+08:00

HAHA. I am superbly tired and restless these days.. Nothing to do.. Kept on staying at home

playing computer all day long.. ZZZ. And i am still looking for a suitable part time job.. T_____T sob

sob. That has the conditions that i dont have to work during Fridays night and Sunday morning..

T________________________T SOB SOB.

Nvm, must continue to wait upon it.

Anyways i want to play more sports manns.. T.T And finally tml can have fun with cg, but i really
pray that tomorrow wont be the interview session sia.. T_T Otherwise i'll die manns. Wth. AND i will cry lol. It's like so long ago ever since i have fun with sports with the cg lerh.. Latest one was the castaway camp, but it is not even with cg, it's only with the zone. And if i am not wrong, i dont rmb i even have sports with this "new" cg ever since i came back to church.. *sigh* i can only rmb
some experiences in the "previous" n391. But it is a fact that we need to move on.. :(

&& recently that ellis and my screensaver oso nv reply my sms one lor. =,= I thought there is like,
some hope that i can see Vince and then be satisfied and move on but now i dont even have
chance liao lor. :( How can ellis be down with h1n1 one? Impossible la the disease oso scared of
her la she so damn wierd one LOL. (don't fight with me if u are ellis and u just read the previous
sentence) Nono, she wont even get a chance to get the disease even if she want LOL. But the
interesting thing is that yesterday night i have got a dream and the dream was a nightmare that
woke me up at 3.30am lol. I dreamt that my arms got red dots all over, and u press down on it the
blood just ooze out! *vomits* '''

And then i woke up because the surgeon say need to chop off my hands. =___= (REALLY, not a
joke, it's the nightmare i have had and 3.30am i woke up and i write on a piece of paper and
remind myself that i must update this on my blog and here it is)

Den when i continue to sleep i got another dream, which i oso wrote down on a piece of paper and
in the morning but i cant rmb this one as in the full story, but it is happening at some sort of
church events or zone activities. (i hope none of my cg member come and read this =.=)

I dunno this is a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. I dreamt of Pt(PC). WOW. For those who dunno is ok. LOL. I dreamt of him hugging me lor OMG. First time ever. And it is at a church setting, some sort of games or activities at church. Awesome manns. But the bad thing is that in my dream, somebody else was there. Not kingsley of coz, or else my dream is ruined lol nah, just kidding. But some guy there ar, den is like very stupid. But i forgotten who izzit liao. =.=''' It was a very rough dream but i rmb the hug hug feeling only. Damn shiok lol. But it's a sad thing afterall it is just a dream and it's a fact that it's a dream lol.

Haix. Ok la end here first liao, think very long liao this post lol. \m/

FOOTPRINTS

2009-11-22T21:39:00.001+08:00

One night a man had a dream. He dreamt that he was walking along the sandy beach with the Lord. The cool breeze was blowing under the sun.. The azure sky was filled with magnolia clouds. It was a definite sign of peace. The man turned back and noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonged to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He realised that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also realised that the single sets of footprints were deep and draggy, therefore he concluded that it happens at the lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once i decided to follow you, put my faith and trust totally to you and laying my life down on the altar for you, you'd walk with me all the way. But i have noticed that during the most troublesome times of my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when i needed you most, you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and i would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then when i carried you."

-----------Anonymous

2009-11-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

Phew~ Just reached home from a night jog.. :) Wells, as anticipated, i have ran much slower than 3 days ago.. ;D Well, it's coz RED Camp 6 @NP has aready drained me clean. :D Awesome camp manns.. 5 tribes, 2 groups(Ninches and Cenvitans), 1 camp. :D Cool manns. >< I am still suffering from Severe Post-Red Camp Withdrawal Syndrome!!! :( SPRCWS has no cure one meh?? :( So sad sia. Actually got, and it is for the SLs to organise another outing for us! :) Hahas. Look forward to it though. For those who has missed it, it's really wasted..

Now at least not so sian anymore~ Got great and awesome memories that can last me throughout the holidays~ >< Hahas. And when the results are out, there is sure to be more surprises! Woohoos~ :) Anyway RED camp was really so so so fun.. Or i should say that every camp that i've attended are so fun.. ? :) HAHas. This tym round, the camp was fun is not bcoz i get to noe good guys ok. =_=''' And even for previous camps that is oso not the case. This tym round it was bcoz got ppl quarrel wif me everyday every minute throughout the camp to keep me occupied.. ;') And got screensaver wif me oso.. So much chemistry tgt.. Wa lao~ :) And she must b happie that all the shuai and wanted ppl did take photos wif us? ;D Screensaver must haf stared at the photo taken for hours.. ? Not looking at me and not looking at herself, but the person in the centre. Muahahahaha. ;D I noe coz i haf went through it LOL. And on the other hand, not to forget abt that person who kept on quarrelling wif me. She must haf stared at the photo taken wif the Apaches' grandfather. Haix. Ppl aready yr 3 liao... :D LOL. Well, i next yr wanna be a SL seh. ;D Seems so cool and fun to join. ;D To organise the Red Camp 7 in 2010 and impact ppl's life, esp. fresh secondary sch graduates. :) So that NP can continue to expand and be the no. 1 in Singapore. haha. One vision, one dream.

LOL.

RED CAMP 6 @ NP !!!! \^o^/

2009-11-21T11:15:00.002+08:00

▲ Potential future media artist at work :D

▲(Left shows screensaver's; Right shows mine) If u realise, mine is flat. A panda corpse.

▲ Oh, this thing get my project grp shouting like nobody's business. =D

▲ The RECORD-BREAKING lollipop record! :)

▲3 mins of lollipop in mouth and 5 mins of hokey-pokey dance! =D

▲Elyz is oawes bu shuang wif me. *HAIX*

▲ ONLY SMART PPL CAN SEE A CHOP HERE!

▲Taking photos in the ladies' and forgotten abt Juliet (T__T)

▲Elyz's favourite Apache Grandpa! ~\(≧▽≦)/~

▲It's a priviledge to have a photo with the RED camp's MC !

▲Hehes~ Hether is so cute hahas~ ❤

▲That was Esther with me ^^

Awesome... :) These are some photos updated from the Red Camp 6 @ Ngee Ann Poly... Now it's clear to me that NP is gonna b the only poly that i am urging to go to and it's gonna be a part of my life! ^^ A part of my learning journey... ( ＠^^＠)

Okay, gotta end here. I need to prepare for lunch time now~ ^^

2009-11-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

^(◕‿◕)^ ⒽⓄⓇⓃⓎ ⓋⒾⓀⒾⓃⒼⓈ rocks the place~ ♉ woohoos~

2009-11-16T17:45:00.002+08:00

I feel so tired now.. Just now went for the AIA job probation, but cant make it.. So the 4 hrs i wasted my time there. So sad. :( But ok lah, at least i noe that i tried. :) Choon Shien (Mr Gan) was patient wif me too. x) But it was me who gave up the job lor, coz i feel tat it's just no point doing this kind of thing.. Coz u'll haf to get the appts out, if u kept on calling ppl, but no ppl wants to support u, give u an appt date, den u wont do well.. U're lyk, just wasting ur tym there. Somemore i am taking CS's tym oso. Paiseh leh. He not bad looking. :D (but cannot compare to Vince)He teach me lyk, so long lahs. :O But it's ok, now tat i noe, i wont go for this kind of job anymore unless i am well-trained and given more tym lor.. Well, at the end of the day, it's my first part-tym job wad. Although no pay, it's the experience that pays off lor. :) And oso get to see CS oso not bad lah. :) Only a total of 6 hrs lost to let God speak to me this way, it's lyk, so worth it. Coz all along i was depending on God today. First, morning when i woke up, i pray tat i'll reach on tym to meet CS and let him haf good impression of me since he is the one who hires me to assist me. 2nd, i prayed for safety coz afterall it's my first tym meeting CS. 3rd, i prayed tat CS is kind and patient cum polite and not fierce and frenly type, and God answered all these prayers of mine. Well, but one thing God didn't answered me was for the job to be smooth and successful so that i continue working thr wif CS. And there comes revelation. I wasn't even aware of it until He in heaven spoke to me in the train ride while i was on my way home..

"If life is so easy for you, then you don't need to love God anymore, just ask(pray) and it will be given to you. MEANINGLESS"

WOW. Awesome. Yeah. So i suddenly bcome more cheerful abt the situation. I knew the failure for the job in my heart. It was the lack of faith to lift it to God. Right from the start i actually prayed for it, but i haf small faith tat God can help me in tis kind of thing. But what u think is what u get..

Well, so finally still need to wait for SAKURA to accept me.. :( Haix. Nvm. Nid to get a job den can le.. :)

Anyways i still misses Vince. Oh manns~ :( He is so shuai. Too shuai liao. *sigh* Even more shuai than CS arh. Vince is like, 99% shuai, den JJ is lyk bcome 65% shuai, den CS 1% shuai and others all below 1% liao. LOL. Not bad lah. At least i noe my standard liao. :DD So at least i won't fall easily again into a love hell. LOL.

&& yesterday finally can wash my hair ler~ (although cant wash away Vince in my mind) :D But my hair now not as straight le. But is still somehow str8 lah. :) Hahs.

*Yesterday Moon treated me at Pastamania :DD loveloves. Feel a mother-like love! hahas. Gotta make her a nice b'dae card. Shall commence the work tonite! ^^

Alrite, shall stop here liaos! ^^

2009-11-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

Sianz.. Tml going for a 2-day probation for the job i am going for.. SAKURA useless sia. :( Wait until so long for it, but in the end the result is lyk tat.. Haix.

Nvm.. Well, thank God for another job at Eunos.. *sigh* although still dunno can make it anot, but pray hard can lah. It's lyk a hard job lor.. U nid to pick up calls and work everyday.. (Except Sunday and Friday can choose working hours la) And within 4 hrs u nid to make at least 4 appts successfully, otherwise GG. =.= Very nervous leh, this kind of job.. But nvm lor, just gif it a shot. Den see how it works bah..

Anyways today went to buy one bottle of hair shampoo for rebonded hair and the hair essence.. Originally $33 + $28 dollars respectively, but cut until $20 each. :) AND I SAW VINCE XD oh manns~ He is really so cool arh~ just now i and Esther go there buy the shampoo and the essence, he was helping another gal to rebond, but he still came forward just to say hi lorhx~ oh manns~ why is there such shuai guy in SG?????? xD oh manns~ i'm getting crazy lol.

Anyone wanna go salon to cut ur hair? Contact me! And i'll bring u there~ :DD

Vince~~~

LOL. But he surrounded by so many pretty girls der lor. :( All the salon helpers all gals de. *sian* Oh, got another guy lah, but tat guy not hot at all. LOL. Vince say bye bye to me tat tym, wah his smile super shuai de lor!!!!! *O*

Alrite. Tis is going to motivate me to be single until i am 21 yrs old. :D Unless someone who is more shuai and more frenly and more kind hearted than he is appear before me! And of coz i'll keep on praying for that soneone lol.

HAix, tml finally working liao. Sian. No tym to meet frenz liao. Unless the boss is good enuff to let me take a leave. Fierce sia him. But nvm lah, forget it. For some money to spend, i'll haf to do it. :(

And tonite can finally wash my hair le. It's 2 days over liao. :) But i still miss Vince. :( No more others anymore huh. Really manns.

ok, shall end here.

2009-11-13T14:06:00.002+08:00

▲ hahas~ tis is meeee~ x)

▲ D' Image Grp Vip SPA room

▽ this one also xD

Woohoo~ Finally got my hair rebonded. Satisfied lol. :) Yesterday night don’t dare to sleep lorh. (Although in the end still fell alsleep) coz I don’t want my hair to be bent arh. First 2 days are very crucial. LOL. But this morning wake up go see, no matter how much I tried to protect it, it still kana bent lah. But I tink is like tt der la. Haix. Waste my effort. :( Originally going for normal rebonding, got discount so is $88, coz my hair is not that short, but after that go there they tell me go mineral rebonding, so I went and $128 fly~ But the guy was good enuff to give me $8 off, so I only paid $120~ :D Well afterall it's at D'image Group salon. Their service so good so of coz it's expensive. If without the discount, it will be like, $268 for the mineral rebonding, $33 for the rebonding oil and $28 for the hair rebonding shampoo. LOLs. They are on like, 60% discount. Oh oh, must thank that gal who gave me the flyer manns. :D A salon that has shuai ge to serve u is pretty much rare in SG nowadays. xD

The hair spa was awesome. Very classic arh. Dim lightings, light blue colour.. Classical music.. Den got the sea waves sound effect.. Etc etc, oh oh, and got shuai ge Vince. =XX At the VIP room there at their second floor. LOLs. Vince was handsome~ xD He got dimples seh, like JJ. :D Super cool lor him~ Btw Vince was the cool guy who attended to me at the salon~ He so professional lahs. And oso keep on talking to me~ lalalas~ xP He so careful oso, i see the gals other side one oso rebonding, den her face is like, ouch, so pain. LOLOL. But for me i ok lah. Not pain. Or mayb didn't realise coz Vince is really too shuai liao. :DD And he was with me throughout the three hrs~ xP

Haix. But it's just a one day thing, or mayb two. LOL. Sunday going to get a rebonding shampoo from him. Costs $28 but he discount so $20. I know this is expensive, but i need tat to protect my hair~~ >.< And it's worth it coz Vince is cool. :DD

And so sian lor, i say he cool only then PPL SAY ME PERVERT LOR! =.=

You noe who you are LOL. :D

It's natural what. I see JJ so cute i so say he cute, if i see u cool i will oso say u cool mah, but so sad u not XDD jkjk.

Anyways, another thing to compliment D' Image Group salon is that i see that they have awesome strategy lor. Got 3 pretty girls, 1 auntie and 2 guys (Vince is the more cool one) in the salon serving their customers. So, when a young girl come, the cool guys will attend to them, if a young man come, the pretty gals will attend to them, and if an old lady or an old man come, the auntie will attend to them and chat with them about the history. See. Awesome strategy to attract customers. Something for me to learn when i grow up and want to set up a business huh. :D (lol this is like a reflection that miss woo tells us to write everytym lol)

Hoo. O level finally finished aready. All the also threw away liao~ But now need to look for a part-time job of good pay.. *sigh* First tym going to work. Dunno how it will be like uh. O.o Mayb will get some scolding at the job, or mayb some compliment for doing a gs job. But it's ok, if it's too tough den after i get the first month salary i run liao :DD

Hahas. Today got cg meeting lerh. :) gotta stop here~ x)

2009-11-12T14:24:00.006+08:00

hehes~ i am still an artist~

2009-11-11T16:40:00.003+08:00

Woohoo~ O LEvel is finally over lerh~ ^^

HAHAHA~!!!

Hmms... Wonder what is going to happen next... Well... Thanks to my connect grp ldr, i can haf a job as tuition teacher* ... LOL.

Well... I dunno how i will fare for my o level.. But confirm retaking English language coz should b fail derh lah.. :(

Hmm.. && i want to play some games~ Some sports~ :(

TAN SU ShAN must play :D

LOL. Ok. Shall continue playing farm town now~~~ :DD

2009-11-09T14:28:00.002+08:00

Here i am, reminiscing the past...

I want everything to rewind lehs... :( Haix. So sian the life nowadays. Remember in the past we still got play badminton at the badminton court in BCC and in bishan... Got play bball... Or i should say got the previledge to see you play... But now leh.. Haix.. Everything is changing... Those whom i don't really like is giving me troubles.. But everytime i think of you i got the motivation to move on... But to an end that most likely who won't even have the chance to talk... It has been such a long while ever since we hold the last conversation...

THE LAST CONVERSATION...

SADD. :( Why must u be transferred out... WHY...

Sian sian sian. No life at all.

Wells. I want to play more badminton and play bball... Why so many ppl dont like play bball de... =.= basket. :( I want to play but u all all ALL dont want play. Bball is not hard to play mah. Anyhow play i oso shuang. But play mah. =___='''

Now my CG oso no sports liao derh. NO MORE LIAO. SO SIAN. ZZZ. (honest)

K lah. Will end here. Anyone wants to play can contact me~ :DD

2009-11-06T14:20:00.002+08:00

Woahs. Yesterday dreamt of someone special. LOL. Wad a dream it was. D:

Hmms. I now facebooking all these days.. As if my o level really ended like tat.. LOL it's not yet actually.. :D hahs. Coz still got one last Combined Sci MCQ paper which can be quite tricky huh. :D

Haix. Zac Efron. LOL.

Hmm, i want to play badminton leh. But i dont want to play with S. =.= It's so sian to play wif him. =_= Firstly, everytym play technique. Make me run here run there. =__________= hahas. I prefer playing smacks all the way. And he cant really hit high ball. :( NOOB. LOL. I like to play those hard ones. Techiniques are sooooooOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo sian canns. =.=

And it is not as if we are playing a real match afterall. Play technique so much for wad?

LOL. Dunno how to talk to him sometimes. Communication break down arh. :D

Kays. End heres~ ^^

2009-11-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

It's finally coming to an END~ (*^‧^*)

Lols~ ☞ ALL these o level days are going to be over~ Last one to go~ Combined Science MCQ~ Great to be an art student this year~ Can rejoice earlier than everyone else! MUAHAHAHA~ &(^_^)&

But to actually think of it, i thought that life after o level will be harder sia~ not as anticipated one... o(╥﹏╥)o I wonder what's going to be like for me~ Life is such a mystery~ :DD

But no matter what, i still have to go through~ Thick and thin~ LOL...

Long time no see my frenz uh~ VERY misses everyone~ :) hope that we can see each other soon huh~ Since now there are still ppl struggling :DD Jiayou jiayou bah~

eg. F&N, History(some), POA etc. :DD hahas~ it's OVER for me~ ^^

Hahas~ *happies* べòべ All these days i so so sooooOOOOOOoooooo stressed lorh. Coz everything was like, so last minute... Never before in my life i have chionged like that (although i still have naps everyday)... LOLs.

SECRET: i have gained exceptionally more weight~ !!!

ZZZ. Fat liao. Must have more sports. MORE SPORTS. Everyday. EVERYDAY. LOLS.

Fun manns~ remember last time kept on playing badminton~ Den go running~ Den go to my favourite place~ The beautiful sparkling hill top~ WOWOWOW~~~

Well, the chance to have these fun again is mere, but it's not that impossible~ :DD So start booking me bah~ ^^

2009-10-29T14:10:00.003+08:00

I loves Pokemon manns~ :DD

Jirachi's mine!

Look at the card it's so so sooOOOOOOooooooo unique~ loveloves it!!!

2009-10-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

Hahs~ Just finished my o level art theory paper not long ago~

2009-10-04T14:29:00.001+08:00

Hehes~ Having my exam break now~ Will not update for this period of time all the way till 11 nov 2009 :)

2009-09-22T18:32:00.003+08:00

..............................☟....................................
&& anyone ☞ geog students ☜ who saw this post please remember to do your GEOG HMWK : BOWEN SECONDARY PAPER Q1 && Q4. Do well ok. O level aready. Don't make me throw face ok. ☠

TYTY~

2009-09-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

I don't have to touch O level ART coursework anymore except for the theory part!!! YEASSSSHHHHHHHHHHH~ :DD

2009-09-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

Today is a typical studying day for me... So sian de... :( Nothing much to do... Hope tat tis suffering period will come to past asap... T_________T

Wells. *Phew* Physics TYS musy finish by this week. :( I still left so much haven't touched yet :( Well. Tonite will not be able to finish it since i gotta pack my hse a bit... But oso dunno when Mr KKK will wanna mark my work though. :(

17.9.09 is a wierd day for me nehs. Ru guo wo he ni hai shi peng you, na me zhe yin gai shi wo men de shi nian you qing ji nian ri le ba D=

LOL. dunn haf to noe what i've just written though. :DD

Hmm. Anyways my art coursework(prep board) to going to finish soon. After it is done i'll chiong hard on the theories le. For the 1st tym in my life i shall memorise all those texts and sink them deep into my brain :) I gotta score for my O level in order to get a safe seat @ NP :DD

Simply LOVES NP for nothing. :DD

&&s these few days haf been passing fast... O level is like, so so close le... O.o Moreover, tml it's aready a Friday! :DD WOW! Time flies! Thank God! ^^ Finally can hope to enjoy some fellowship~ :) But i hope to go back home alone nehs... I wanna lyk, reflect a bit. Wad i've raid this week. Most likely nothing bah? O.o

Steph is so mean lahs. :( Wad haf i done manns. :( Why i nid to get accused for nothing? If it's not my fault for wad sake must i stand up for the one who really did something wrong and wanna get me into trouble? Wad is happening all these days? Doesn't he wants to be the top? Doesn't he really gets into the way of others? Isn't it his own fault? LOLOL! Wells it's alrite. The truth will be surfaced. :)

okay bahs. Shall go and get some rest. Pretty tired lerh. :( hahs. shall update again sometime~ ^^

2009-09-13T16:18:00.001+08:00

Woohoos~ Just came back from service today~ :)

Hmm... Today i realised that actually my real idol should be Pastor Kong Hee! :DD He is so cool lahs... ^^ && his words are powerful~ When he talks, he'll be able to impact lives and therefore adding people into the kingdom of God through God's grace itself... :DD Sia lahs~ Pastor Kong veri veri zuai lor ;D Although JJ Lin will still be my idol, but now my 2nd idol will be pastor Kong, 1st is God, den 3rd is JJ lorh~ :DD

*EMO* Today i feel tat i am sooooOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo restless arh. During praise and worship, i so so so easily distracted... It's like a leaf falling off a tree but i'll still look at it.. LOLOL lame lah me. =_____= no life at all. Total 0% sia. :( Why am i like tat? Wad happened to me??? Izzit bcoz too long nv hangout aready? Cannot be wad. I still went for CG though. It haf been fun, it's just got to do wif me... I am a wierdo nowadays O.o I guess so. Haix~ Sianz~ I need time to fly fast ahead till tat moment whereby i can really release from my O level stress!!!! D: I super stressed up lor... Never b4 was i like tat... Yet when i want to study, i cant find the atmosphere to study lah... My parents keep on quarell, all day long, den i nid to do hse chores do tis do tat. LOL lah.

&& i am so addicted to FB loh. =.= Must try my best not to go online FB le. At least not so frequent lorh. D: && must focus on my studies more nowadays lorh... :( I so fast will lose heart to do revision due to the thought that some things will go wrong when he is back... For wad manns. Why must i tink of him? Why must i care about him? WHAT am i doing??? =.=''' && i guess tat's part of the reason why the stress is present. :( Haix.

Well, today i think i cant post much le. I am so tired now. I nid to go take a nap && really relax a little... Otherwise will get white hair T_______T *uglies* hahas no offence~ :DD

Alrite. Shall end here lerhs~ :)

2009-09-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my CGM at bishan~ ^^

Today’s CGM was pretty encouraging. J It owaes is. J Wow. 4-weeks of outreach activities? Sounds GREAT :DD I hoped it can be badminton. But I noe it probably wont come true. LOLOL. My CG gals are not those sporty kind. More like those go watch movie arh, slack around… Enjoy the breeze of air… Very classic gals lah. But it’s ok lah. Adapt lorh. Lols. I heard tat they actually got play badminton one lor. But coz I’m studying. So tat’s why I cant go. I got this feeling that once I finish my O levels, when I got the time to finally play badminton hor, they confirm cannot or don’t want play badminton one aready lor… ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Nvm. By then got my frenz who are all set free liao de. J Finally I can see them again, I hope. Well, today, although I didn’t stay for the fellowship, but I still manage to talk to the ppl a bit. It’s better than last tym going alone and coming back alone. As if my presence is totally transparent there. Things really did change over time. J Wells, I haf no idea when Kings is back, what will he think.

Well. I ate a triangle-curry-puff on my way back, with a bottle of carrot juice. Haix. Went to withdrawn $20. L So total aready spent $70 today. D: Oh my goodness…. D: Must pray for more more, much much more wisdom liao…… T___________T $70 is like, my 2 weeks’ expenses? O.o Wa lao. I want to save $$ one lor. End up like tat. Sia la. T____________T Nvm. I will work harder de. D_D

Wah. I thought of my frenz again. PH & YX. LOLS. Wonder how’re their lives now. Leading a good life bah? I owaes prayed hard for them, and for us, all, at least the 3 of us, mayb DY & YZ oso can, to really be able to meet up again soon. Although we’ll not be like, playing catching anymore, but mayb we can talk about the things we’re doing now.. ? J Lols. Cool lah.

“Wo Bu Xiang Zhang Da… Zhang Da Hou Wo Jiu Hui Shi Qu Ta…”

Haix. My dad actually pour away the dinner I prepared for him. L Saw those food at the rubbish bin, but he still lie to me and say he finished the food aready. Wells, those food total up costs me $7.50 manns. T_____T *Heart-broken* Today had tried my very best to put a smile on my face le… J (smiles) Seems that more trials God has really sent to me to complete these hard-time… Okay lor. It’s from God, so I’ll complete them nice nice. ^^ Sui sui arh. xD

Anyways I haf a lot of hmwk yet to clear wor. O.o Tml still nid to consider going out wif Steph anot. Wells, it’s owaes weird to go out wif a guy alone, ever since B was the latest one months ago. No la. Don’t want go. LOL. L8r “ppl” tot I flirt. WA LAO. =_=’’’ Wad are these “ppl” thinking lor… I seriously no idea at all lah. ZZZzzzZZZzzz. Steph is only a man out there, nothing related to me at all. I will only fellowship wif church-goers, for they are the believers. Otherwise it’ll feel so weird to go out wif a guy whom I dun feel right with lah. =_= Zzzz. Okay. Decision made. Won’t go means won’t go. J Guai kia. ^^ Must at home chiong finish hmwk, sleep, read the Word of God, den pray, den eat, sleep. That’s all for tml. LOL. Brief only lah. I’ve aready scheduled a timetable liao… ^^ For tml. So I’ll follow it accordingly. No time for Steph. && it’s sounds so weird. He’s not my bf =_= DON’T ANYONE MISUNDERSTOOD THIS POST. Duhhs. Sians.

Okay bah. Shall go and do my stuffs le. J buais. :DD

2009-09-10T23:04:00.005+08:00

My hand kana biten by something, i think mosquito. But it becomes a heart-shape though. =.='''
That's something that is funny yet i cant laugh at it. =.='''
LOLOL~

HAPPIE 16th

BIRTHDAY

TO ELYZ~ !!!

hahs. that's all for today. :DD

2009-09-05T20:55:00.002+08:00

This week was such a sian week for me lah... :( Nothing much to do except doing hmwk, sleep, eat, go school den sleep again. No life life-style i'm leading. But okay lah, still got a little bit of my own quiet time, which is the only period of time i can like, enjoy a while, and that's it le. :( Coz nid to chiong hmwk, arrange appt for my mum at the hospital, call my uncle, do this do that (Yi ling's idea)... Sianz lorhx... T_____T Didn't expect that this week i haf no tym to pack my house.. Mayb tml bah.. ? O.o Oh wells, only so called "free day" lahs.

Another thing that i've realised is that i tink that my eye sight is spoiling arh.. Soemtimes i see things blur blur one... Wa laos kinda scary lor.. =/ I dun wanna wear spectacles manns... " In my life, there will be no spectacles! -[`]-[`]- " DECLARATION

``LOLs!

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Hmm. Thank God it's Friday, a day for me to really reflect what i've done all these while... Lols... Guessed i've actually wasted quite a lot of time doing stuffs that are not necessary lorh... :( Well.. Must pray for more wisdom to be upon me coz it's really wad i nid... T.T

So sorry to Yi Ling && HuiTong... =( No tym to spend with them... T-T Everyday school ends almost like so late, den still nid to finish my hmwk... Everyday come back still must cook dinner for my family... So i apologise to EVERYONE manns~ T.T Really it's not on purpose de lor... For those who noe me well enuff, i am really leading a life filled with everything to do. I tink i loved it la. A life that a lot of things can be done, a life with a purpose, is a meaningful life. Lols gotta stop crapping these life theories.

I hate theories. For ppl to come out with nonsense theories are really terrible ppl. Haix. Without the true link to life, no link to God when u are a Christian, you are like walking a path without light and yet you are trying to create some obstacles that u with lay it along ur path, thinking that it's the only way out. Isn't getting closer to the light for a safer journey much more better? LOLOL wad are some ppl thinking manns.

Well, cant complain coz complaining and quarrelling will inly poison my soul. =(
Phew. 1 more month to go. To face head on to O level. Goliath. :DD I shall overcome this Goliath with strength and might. :) gotta chiong my studies. Wanna go ngee ann poly. Not for anyone. But for my own future :D

Hmms. Mayb i should try to get a 12 for L1R4. ? Targetting the impossible will make impossible come possible. Chi since it's aready B3, left 7 points, English A2, E maths A1, Combined science A1, Art B3 and combined humanities A2.. ? Wa if i can really achieve this result i'll be so shiok arh. :DD

Zai. ^^

Ok bah. Guess i should end here le~

LOL,

JeNNiFer <3

2009-08-23T14:43:00.002+08:00

1:09 AM 23 AUG 2009
(mid-night thundering makes me unable to sleep T____T )

Haix... It's raining cats and dogs now... The rain is the sign of sorrow in my heart... When everything seems to goes wrong, there is always a light, a right track, to follow... And one of the best way to escape is actually to flee, avoiding temptations that will eventually cling on to your mind if it is not attended to immediately... To see friends getting involved in several activities is really not the right mindset that i should have... They should be invisible to me... Afterall loads of words had not been spoken, by the look of those faces tells a billion tons of "craps"... Well, i guess by the smoke that i always hate tells that the barrier built between us is sooOOOOoo thick that we can merely see each other... Probably no more view... Probably no more hope...

Lols. So emo.. =_______='''

Nahs, new topic. :D Wah, yesterday, which is like several hours ago, Vvian and me quarrelled worh. O.o Stupid sia. Afterall is not my fault. I've no idea how long this will last... Nvm lor. I'll concentrate on studies more... Although it's hard still, coz of Kings. =.= I really look forward to 11 nov, the last day of my O level paper, however, he'll be back by then... T>T Wa lao, it's like, a day to worry and yet to celebrate for... I can feel that on that day i will be so so so relaxed, so carefree, that maybe i can no longer remember him... But i believe that given a few more hours, he'll be back on my mind again... Haix. Must do more maths questions to
bury myself in sub-conscious state.

" I'm sorrie for the way i let go; for everything i wanted until you came along... I was never broken, not defeated; I know next to you was not where i belong... And it's a little late for explanation... There isn't anything that you can do... And my eyes hurt, hands shivered, so you'll listen when i say...

I DON'T WANT TO, STAY ANOTHER MINUTE.... I DON'T WANT YOU, TO SAY A SINGLE WORD... There is no other way, i get the final say......... BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO, DO THIS ANY LONGER.. I DON'T WANT you, to say a single word, i've aready spoken, our love is broken......
No more hurts, no more pain, no more crying... No more words no more hurts no more trying..." (edited)

Aready deleted someone from facebook le.. The 2nd person i ever deleted. LOL. And that was a person who managed to pull my faith to the limit, yet he himself fell... Nvm, don't cares. Since he can't be bothered either. =( Now only nid to finish my O levels, den everything will have some time to work out... God will leads the way. :) PTL~

2:21 AM 23 AUG 2009

Haix.. Still raining... If continue like that means i only slept for 3 hours like tat before going to svc later... Hmm... Professional. Later will be by faith that i won't fall asleep~ :DD

Hmm. Yesterday whole day slack sia. Late morning at around 11.30am like that woke up, went to eat breakfast before meeting Esther, den go cdac help her print some stuffs... Den stayed there for a short while, den go back home play computer, train kung fu pets, level up 2 times den go changed clothes den travel to msl cc to play badminton. Den around 6.39pm reached home, play kung fu pets again, level up til 140 den go eat dinner at around 8pm.. ? Den come back play, quarrel with Vvian a while, kana spammed a while, with a total notices of 89+ unseen, record of my facebook account. LOL. That was what i actually done yesterday. Nothing productive. After playing badminton still drink coke and buy western eat, so confirm wont help me in slimming down at all... And cant do any house chores that will make my left hand's index finger getting contact with water coz it's so damn it painful... T___________T Oh wells, so nv do anything much lor.
Basically. LOLs.

*sigh* Cant sleep sia... Computer oso cant work properly. =.= Stupid.. So nid to listen to songs, stare into blank, no mood to do hmwk oso, i'm not a very hard-working gal, and nothing else better to do other than cooking a bowl of maggi mee to chew on. LOLs. I want to play Kung fu pets!!!!! Cannot lose to Jia Jun and Joel =( Bullies manns. Keep on chionging levels one. D: Big bully small. Older than me still like that. Eeyer. LOLs.

Okay lahs, end here. Otherwise it's gonna continue till the end of the world.

LOLOL.

Signing off, (it's still raining)
LOL
JeNNifer :)

2009-08-15T15:08:00.002+08:00

Just now almost rained. But i prayed that it don't coz i just cleared my clothes that are to be washed and is hanging outside now. And it really didn't rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ PTL~

2009-08-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

My heart is no longer mine.... I haf no idea how to take care of it..... Owaes break and break and break... Dunno how many countless times le.. Plasters oso can't repair it lah. Neither medicine. Neither heartache-professionists. Only God... Can heal it..... Can haf the ability to treat it....... Cure it.......... I want my brokeness to stop asap........ :( *cough*

Oh wells. It's pretty late now... But just can't sleep, even though quiet time is over for me. Keep on thinking about so many things... Uncle oso wanna say i stress for nothing. LOL. Yeeah, indeed. I stress for NOTHING. =.= Win lur. I just reached home not long ago after finishing my dinner at the kopitiam near my house after the cell-grp meeting. Haix. My cell-group is still very cold for me lei... When i left, i think barely a few cg member notice... ? That tym got once even zai. I went to cg meeting dunno got anyone notice i'm there anot. HAIXhaix. *cough* Nevermind lah. Mayb now i too stress cant socialise very well... :o At least i wann to seek God still... Dun wan to lose out to Satan... Now even if i am alone, at least i still haf God by my side... With me to go through this tough time in life with me...

Hiyahs. Vivian and me. Our friendship dunno wad happen liao... She got Chen Yi is more than enuff for her... ? Den i just dont want to be someone extra. *cough* Dun mind being good or bff with Adeline. Just dont like to be used by Vvian. LOLol. Su shan oso another one. Wa lao ehs. Life is like this for me now... Wad i can look forward to... ? God lor. Even my own cg is like tat. Wad can i do manns... Perhaps another test from God to me... ? :) Haha won't fail it de. God is really strict huh. So many tough tests for me... Very very tired le... I am... But the Holy Spirit is there with me... :) PTL. Although God leave me alone, He still loves me. Holy Spirit is with me... ^^

Wa kao. My prelim result. D; Can take the prelim result paper go wash the toilet bowl arh. =_=''' F9. E8. Cs. Majority % of my result. Wah. Holy crap result. Actually i'm really upset for it... :( But nobody will really think that i am. Why: coz many of my frenz are selfish, or like vvian, oso dun wan to study one. So when can pass they're like so happy. No motivation for me at all. Class position of 6. Oh manns. Wad to do? Only can blame my ownself for being so distracted during that period lor... Everything slack slack. Haix. Crazy JeNN. Insane. LOLOL! =.= I'm saying smth -ve abt my ownself... ? O.o Jia lard lah i no hope liao. Really need God.....

Thirsting and hungry after God... Alone... No one else... No more Bs and Ks liao. LOL. BK. Stupid lahhs. Distractions only. And they are distractions i made for myself. :D Crazy means crazy. Well, guess it's natural, si xin is si xin liao. No more is no more. :) I ONLY IS DESPERATE FOR GOD.......

Anyway today cg meeting worship song was the one that i loved. The God i know. :) <33

"The God i know, righteous and Holy... The God i know, faithful and true... The God i know, the
light of the city... The God i know, strengthens the weak... "... "Let Christ reveal... "

The one that i'm able to connect to God so strongly that time. Cry so much that time. All wasted... Nvm. Still i put my trust. In God. I will seek after God's heart. Not my will, but His be done. His desire is mine. :) "Your heart beats within me... "

This is my cry, my one desire... More of you... More of you... This is my cry... My one desire.... More....... More... This is my cry.. My ONE desire......... MORe of you...... MORE of you.......... (Chachinos)....... Righteous and holy...... Hearts are healed..... Christ revealed....... Strong and mighty....... ` <33

~DEPRESSION~

2009-08-02T18:17:00.002+08:00

Haix. Missed the 20th Anniversary of City Harvest church. T_T Very sad sio... D; 20 years only once... Once and only once for this time... T.T 20th anniversary of City Harvest will nv repeat again... T.T The next 10 yrs will only be 30th anniversary le... By then it's like i'm aready 26 yrs old liao... Old aready sia... T_T sob sob...

STUPID HANDPHONE I HATE U FOR EVER MANNS~~~!!!!!!!!!!! D;

The idiot alarm dunno wad happen... Nv wake me up... =.=''' For wad i use it manns throw away arh! D; T_T

Wa lao eh... =.=''' Siao lor. =.=

Haiz... Nvm cannot complain.. The more i complain the more my soul will be poisoned... T_T

Hmm... The next saturday gonna see Ping He and YX again le... LOL YX got gf liao~~ :DD Gotta catch up wif him to see how the couple progressed. 2 months. Hmm. Ping He oso got le bah. Serene :DD LOLOL~ Come my blog see the gfs name i die~ =xx Hahas. lols. Anyway it's national day celebration... Hmm.. Hope it'll be fun though. :) Hahas.

Anyway YX's mother claims that he is taller than me by 1 head aready.. ? Wah seh really mah? =.= Whr can one grow tall so fast one... Wad a joke... Nvm shall see on saturday~ :DD Even if is taller than me is possible, but by one head is lyk, too over liao la... =.= LOLs... Hmm.. He keep on playing bball... No wonder la... Lols. Can't imagine he'll b taller than Dexter though. Kinda scary uh. :D

Okay. Shall end here~ :)

Today I Am Very Guai

2009-07-27T17:44:00.002+08:00

Heyys~ :D Today i was quite attentive in class coz Vivian gave me a little peace today... And after school i actually went back home, thinking of not going to school again, but my conscience was failing me... D; So i went back to school for Art, but i still skipped Physics coz i was too tired to absorb in anymore knowledge tat out beloved mr KKK can pass down to the next generation... I stayed in the art room, very quietly and concentrating on my coursework painting on the tiles as i listen to the encouraging songs of God~ :DD

Until Ellis and WY came, i didn't really realise how little i haf done D; But i tink they're of quite a gd quality though... :) Hahas, Anyways, today i haf done a good deed. I sent a "almost blind" fren home. Oh how dearly. My honour to serve my fren so as to lead manns. Wah zai. :DD And tat person was Ellis. LOLOL. Coz she didn't wear spectacle, so i lyk, act kind a bit, care for her very much, every steps tat she takes i'll guide her... LOLOL. It's sounds fake though. LOLOL.

But i'm a nice person, i tink. :DD

Aiya. Today my screensaver didn't to school... Hmm... Once in a millennium... Once in a blue moon...

Jirachi is borned upon the shining light from the sky... All the world stares at the scene... It was very bright and it seems to melt everyone's heart in the town... There comes peace in life...

Lol. Let ur imagination take flight~~

xDD Okay, back here. :) Today during the art stayback class, i was told that i'm actually an elder sister of a junior called Yvonne Sim or something lyk tt... ? Wow. Since when i've got a sister, except for the sisters-in-Jesus-name?

Wow. Wells, a myth bah. :DD

Wah. My stomach is growling le~ Gotta haf my dinner soon~ Shall b continued~ :DD

All It Takes Is All That I Must Surrender

2009-07-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Today went for svc... Although the atmosphere of God around me isn't so strong... But i've managed to create an atmosphere of myself... :D But it's pretty weak... So just used my quiet time to get to talk to God... :D

Just now went for a jog lah... Hmm... Quite a short one... Coz my energy seems not to last... Lols... Very no life today though... Wanna do some proper work oso will kana distracted by facebk. Hard core manns. LOL.

Anyway my fb FFS owner is a pervert ar. Deleted him. LOL. Owned so many gals. =.= Hate guys who like tat one. Must b a damn loner la. Wa sad mans. Dun wan tis kind of owner. Lols.

Umm.... Today didn't do much things... Managed to catch up wif Kings a bit... But guess the connection was gone half way through.. Or either that or he's aslept by then... XDD 2 hrs l8r than S'pore timing... Hmm... Ard 10+ den sms him.... hmm...

Analysis: Probably aslept....

Lols. Nvm.

Tml got school again... Nid to do art again... Oh manns... My passion for art has burnt out at this point of time.... I may nv dare to touch art again manns. School is such a torture to art students la. Lols.

Ok ba, can't say much today since i'm v.tired le~ :D Exhausted. Shall update agn asap. :)

I WAS SOOO WRONG

2009-07-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. This world is cruel... Without God i couldn't haf survived all these while lah... So i seems to like a guy who is feeling like backsliding from church... ? I liked a guy who is so unsteadily in his walk with God? I liked a guy who seems to prefer unchurched gals??? Hmm. So i made the wrong decision to crush for him lah.. Luckily stopped in time... :) Went to look and stare by his awesome ridiculous post in his blog... Well, disappointing indeed.

As i told Ellis, i wouldn't like someone who can't lead me in my walk with God. I must b fair... :) So, shall i gif up once i confirmed tat he is not spiritually strong? Or izzit he is going through his test of God now... ? Will he fail the test like how i do last tym for more than 6 mths.. ?

Oww.. Tat's making me going crazy manns... I've always tot he was a faithful son of God... Why things nid to turn out like tat... ???? Why????

Haixx.. Mayb tat's wad i deserve... God see i owaes crush here crush thr... Nid to teach me a lesson le... Oh... Okay, i've learnt my lesson liao... No one will b better than him le... No one else... If he's impossible for me, den i will just forget it and move on wif my life le... No point wasting time on someone who like unchurched gal instead of saving them. No pointing treating someone kind when he doesn't noe how to appreciate...

Why am i so stupid manns... Why ahs? Just coz of his accompany? Just coz of his presence? Shouldn't be... WHY IZZIT I OWAES THINKS THAT HE'S SPIRITUALLY STRONG????????????? IF I DIDN'T HAF THOUGHT SO, I WOULDN'T NID TO BE SO DISAPPOINTED NOW.......... WHY..........

Haix, perhaps tat's a calling from God for me to wake up le... O lv... 2nd priority after God himself... For all i noe, game should no longer b a reason for me to talk to him... The growth of us in God is the most important thing... If he really choose not to b back again, if he really choose to b attached to some unchurched gals, if he really say that church has no longer carries the purpose in his life, it's so wrong la... Wad is he thinking?????? D; Idiotic manns... =.= sux to the hardest inner core!!! T.T

*Rang Insane* lols... Wells, if tis wk don get to see him, of coz don't expect me to b happy le... To face tis fact is killing me..... T.T WTH. Satan please leave him alone... And oso leave me alone... I want to be in his prayer... His and my Father Lord's care... No one elses... Tis are the 1 man 1 God i desire...... T.T

Can't it just come true..... Can't imagine my life without u... T.T

Haix, seems like, well, i wouldn't haf any mood le.... Tml art paper... Theory... Sucks la.. =.= I NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD!! Originally say want to talk to me to encourage me one... In the end lei? Like tat lah?

Wa lao eh..Suan le... Try to get chance to talk to him... And another fren from the New Creation oso going to backslide soon... T.T Why are the guys os stupid now?????? =.=''' lol... Think properly b4 u all make choice one can anot sio.... =.=

I oso dun wan to care abt all these de lor... Can gif up my worries i will le... But if i don do anything, i'd rather don't sleep for nights and days... LOLOL if that's gonna b effective i'll lah... =.= haix. Now i'm so upset myself... Must cheer myself up first. :)
Gotta pray le~ All the way... For every souls that are dry..... Pray that my prayer will be answered...

I am so zai. From happy turned to depression. lol.

MORE OF GOD

2009-07-18T09:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had a bad day, though... After cg was like so depressed... =.= Satan was probably too strong...

Kept on thinking about my studies... My prelim has aready gotten so bad due to bad influence in school... T.T -ve power. Although my art has managed to catch up wif the rest, i believe soon i'll stil be left behind if my attitude towards study continues to be so bad.... I realised that there is a lot of ppl wanting me to work hard, kept on pursuaing me to work hard, ppl like the "coffee man", one of them in cg, CN, and a lot of... Just can't beliveve it the person who is very sttrong at discouraging me is some of my really really best friends... They don't encourage me to study, yet, they worked so hard for themselves to get As and Bs, and my results will range from F9 to C6 instead. That's very cruel of them... I felt so sorry for ignoring the encouragements.... It just feels so bad.... T.T

Now that the time is left with merely some time to study all i can to prepare myself for O level, i believed that's all i need to spend on wisely... I want great results that can secure my stay in Ngee Ann Poly.... So, i prayed very hard, for God's mercy upon me... I'll be put there to shine, and not to be easily defeated....

Hence, for this, i will really chiong for my O level... NOBODY will be able to stop me... This is my determination between God andd me.... PTL!!!! :D

2009-07-14T13:23:00.006+08:00

I haf alot of things related to Aust =.=

Maths notes for CN

12:12 PM 7/14/2009

Just reached home from school... Wah... Today's Combined Science paper was tough for me arh.... I didn't revise at all lorh... If i can pass, it's really the Holy Spirit's power being superbly strong on me~ ^^ Lols~ All those equations in the second Chemistry paper was pretty wierd to me~ And i believe those wierdo equations that i've write must be wrong answers lah... But i hope that i can at least pass... ? Really hope to not to fail any subjects manns~ Tml is geog paper... T.T I'll make sure i study hard for it... I wanna shine for God.... :)

Yesterday got to play a bit of badminton with SS... Very long nv really talked to her... Well, i believe she isn't leading a good life either... Should like, invite her to Christ. xD Let God save her~ ^^ At least i'm leading a life with a meaningful purpose.... :D PTL~

This Friday it's cg... Hope that Chee Ning will go again.... And oso hope that the cg can like, talk more to her... ? O.o Lols... It's hard to get someone save when the help that i can get is not from the cg... Well, or God should really helped me.... Please save her manns~ If she starts to stay committed to church, her brother can probably be saved, too. :) It's really something marvellous to look forward to.... In the end, i wouldn't want to take any credits from all these things.. Just hope that more frenz of mine can be saved, and we can, together, fulfill the 10 commandments together with God's strong presence in the midst of us..... When one or more come together, i believe that God will be there to confirm us. :) Marsiling Sec is gonna b a history to me soon~ Since i'm graduating this year.... Hmm... Oh wells, stil, i can't say that i won't be saving at least 1 soul from Secondary school... :D SiYing is zai arh. Saved numerous souls from Sec sch. Really zai.

Anyways yesterday managed to talk to Kingsley about what i tink is the best solution for the both of us....... It's really like, too complicated.... Feel that, not liking him to come back too fast...... I need a lot more time to make sure that i won't be attached back to him again....... Coz i really don't want to...... It's not a grudge, but like a mindset that if we got together again, everything that is unhappy in the past will repeat itself again.... And the most important thing afterall is that he's not ready for a relationship wif me ar. =.= He kept on spending time wif his frenz, and galfrenz. Zzz. Unacceptable. Solo go movie wif some gal(s). =.= I mean, who can take this kind of thing? And honestly i don't want to hate someone lor. So i must only take him as a normal fren. Not any close fren or wad. But normal fren. Just in case that he'll think that i am trying to jio him or something. Another thing is oso coz he's too thick skin le..... =.=
Okay lah. Shouldn't talk about it too much.

Hahs~ Yesterday night b4 sleep got a Revelation~

Rev 5:12
"Saying with a loud voice, Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honour, and glory, and blessing."

Amen... That time yesterday i was praying for an hour or so so lah. But definitely is more than 1 hr. :) I oso didn't noe i could prayed so long. Coz i thought of making it short at half an hr only... But exceeded arh... Nvm lah quiet time the more the better... Like how a child should spend time with his/her Father... :)

Hmm... This verse is telling me that, no matter what i sacrificed, what i gave to others, how much i spent on necessary things to meet others' needs, they're all worthy. I oso rmb last tym got one pastor tell me that, what we gave to others as blessings, God in heaven watches over us.... He is glad and happy to have a nice child. :) Hahas. So as long as my parents still gets enuff to eat, i wouldn't mind blessing others.... I felt guilty arh. Coz that tym after svc actually i felt a little upset and fed up for CN to spent a lot of my money.... Coz in my life oso got a lot of ppl very caringly giving care and concern to me, like that tym Lim Jia oso "chia" me go Mac, but i am like, being selfish. But after i read this verse, i felt much better le~ :D

HAhas~ That's really a great thing that i can feel God taking care of me while i take care of others whenever possible~

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody
What are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody
But YouHow can I be with another,
I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do
Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another,
I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want,
it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But YouHow can I be with another, I don't want any otherI want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

^^ Okays. Shall end here le~ ^^

=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=JeNN.=-==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-==-=-==

2009-07-14T13:21:00.000+08:00

4:14 PM 7/12/2009

Hmm.. Just reached home from service... Today brought someone to the Lord~ :DD Chee Ning~ ^^ Well, although she does not really feel the power of God moving in us, i believed she'll feel it, and open her heart for the TRUE King of Kings~ :)

Today used up a lot of money... Morning before going to service bought sandwich and drink, costed me about $3, den during fellowship used up $10 coz i treat Chee Ning since she's not really wealthy... Den helped her to top up her ez-link card coz she say everytym travel around like tat will waste her a lot of $$... Yeah... So top-up $10 credit, as a sort of blessings to her... :) I believe that what we sow, we'll reap when the season of harvest comes~ :) HAhas... It's really good to hear that she will be back again... :) And the worst thing is tat on the way back, i still take away Mac Chicken meal... T.T $6... And tithe is about thr... Den l8r need to buy dinner for my parents... So my $50 withdrawn today is gone le... No money le... My wallet has entered eternal life.... D;

I oso pray for my o level (studies) and my relationship horizontally.... :DD I hope that even though i may not haf much time to fellowship wif the fellow cg mates, but i hope my presence won't be forgotten.... :) And oso for Kingsley overseas in Australia... I dunno how am i going to face him when he is back.... I hope tat he wont be back.... I can't face him.... Haix... How can i suppose to be attached to a guy who is of different spiritual level that is lower than me.... ? T.T I need to be strong... Spiritually... Cannot be distracted by such things.... And i prayed hard everyday that he'll get someone else whom he will really loves, and not a substitude for the gal he really loves.... For me, on my side, i oso understand myself.... I need someone who is spiritually strong and stable who can lead me the right path in life.... And not someone who simply slack... I can't ruin my life like that.... Mayb i should start to b not so close to the guys le.... Or maximum only at normal friends level.... ? :) I believed that's the only way to get to the God strong and den from there den i can lead a right life.... :)

I dun mind kept on fasting for hours and hours everyday~ ^^ Must be faithful and expect the most unexpected scene.... God, please touch the friends whom i outreached... As more and more come, i hope i can eventually get PH to my church... He needs to be saved!!!!!!!!!!! T.T I am so upset that he is leading such a terrible life out there nowadays......... D; Nobody understands how pain it is to see ur best childhood friend bcome in a mess now....... T.T My heart is thoroughly broken lah..... T.T To see this kind of situation, i mean, who won't be as upset as me?

"You have given to me, more than this world can give... I have found my purpose in you..."

"One Word, you know i will follow.... One heart, given to you.... Use me again... Fill me as you hold my outstretched hands....."

WAh..... I suddenly feel so happy and glad like never before~ :DD For God has blessed me all this while.... I was allowed to walk with Him in the light and not the dark.... :D To walk to the path of happiness, with tests on the way, strenghtening my faithing, along with the Holy Spirit.... ^^

I will expect all the even harder tests coming head on to challenge me to pull my faith to the maximum, and over the limit, so that there fore i can grow in faith to the next level.... How i wish....... That all the Satans who come against me will be defeated............ ^^ It's definitely something to look forward to.......... The everlasting love of God......... The strength of the Holy Spirit........ The angels surronding us............ Jesus, Son of God, in the midst in our life........... CHC, moving on to the next level........ From 27,000 to 800,000 as Pastor Kong said........ :) Hallelujah~ !!

`JeNNifer`

2009-07-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

5:03 PM 7/10/2009

Today, is a very no-life day... I mean for school lah... After that later at 7.30pm got cell-grp meeting le~ :D I hope that i'd be able to receive God's Word for today too... :) Wah, my Maths now so lousy aready lor.. Ppl can score 44/50 sia... Me lei? Can't even hit 37... T.T That's upsetting uh... But i'll use that as a motivation for me to continue to push hard till 12/11/2009... :D Last day of O level lols~ xD Really looked forward to it manns~ :DD

Yesterday when to 12th flr aunt's house to cook dinner with her~ The chicken chop was not bad~ :D But the white fried bee hoon with lots of vegi was kinda plain... But it's nice to me~ Aunt oso say like that eat will be very healthy one~ :DD Yeah... :D And yesterday i chopped onion chopped till i cry lorh... First tym chop onion... Now den i noe how it feels like... Even if u haven't start chopping yet, aunt was chopping a bit, den i took over, but i think there is a substance that filled the air and once in contact it'll make ur eyes tears le... Wah... Powerful rite.... :D I think those drama when they nv cry, they can chop some onions, den the drama will look so realistic aready arh... :D Right? Good idea manns~ I'm sooooo clever~ ^^

Anyway today on my way back home from school, i tink i was like sort of gone insane or something. I paid an attention to a pigeon which seems to be like walking along bside me.... Coz i haf the presence of angels around me.. So the pigeon is able to feel the safety and peace surrounding me... ^^ LOL! But very funny. Coz i tink the flr got a string, so that pigeon actually like sort of slipped off and fell side way. LOL funny ar.

Today i decide to rmb to bring Gladys's JJ posters for her... LOL... I dunno drag till how long aready... She said is for months aready... LOLOL~ Scary manns. My memory system... No lah cannot blame. Coz nowaddays O level mah. Very stress.. Everytym last minute den revise one. Flunk. LOL.

Monday is my prelim for social studies and Maths manns~ Yet i'm still slacking here. U see? Zai manns. lol... Nvm lah. Will find time to study at least a bit de... ^^

`Ended`

12:23 PM 7/11/2009

Hmm... Today decided to ask Chee Ning to go church with me tml~ She actually accepted my invite arh... Zai. :D

But whether she'll stay on anot is really by faith le... Really hope that she'll arh... Coz she really nid to be saved. :D Christ is Lord. I believe miracle will happen. :D Coz with God nothing is impossible~ ^^

Today woke up very late... Like pig like that arh... About 11.30am den wake up.. Have been slacking all the while till now... Wah... By today must really revise hard manns~ Otherwise tml got church den can't commit time for fellowship le... ^^ Fellowship is really fun lor... Last week went for it after a long time nv fellowship... LOL... But tis time if i got go i'll like, take more caution when attending to ppl who are petty.. Cannot let them lost one. Otherwise l8r got conflict again. I'd rather don't play so much with them liao. Loser type. I'll accompany CN instead. Let her noe much much i'd welcome her and all my frenz manns.... She got one bro.. So if she's saved, perhaps she and her bro's relationship can b better, den can therefore save her bro to Christ, too.

:D Okay lah shall end here le... Nothing much today till now~ ^^

~JeNNifeR~

MT O LEVEL IS A GONE CASE!

2009-07-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

Wa, today's paper is so hard for me! I have CONFIDENCE! I have confidence that i confrim will fail very very badly, at least got a D7 for my mother tongue manns... T.T But hope that it can pass la... At least give me pass... T.T

2009-07-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

9:51 PM 7/8/2009

Hmm... Today is quite a packed day for me... lol... Tml is my O level mother tongue oral liao... Yet i'm still slacking whole day today... Just now went for BS for CL lesson 4.. Hmm... It's teaching the children of God to be able to give thanks to Him for His glory and grace has poured down upon every child of God... :D

So later i'll pray more and acknowledge what He has given to me and will start to count... Continuously.. And i'll be able to get myself refreshed as His presence fill my room... :DD And oso will get the ball rolling as i start off tml's O lv mother tongue exam as well as the Combined Science prelim practical exam... :D By the glory of God, i've to succeed~ I wanna shine for God~!!!! xDD Be the head and not the tail~

1 Thessalonians 5:18

`The will of GodIf we don't appreciate what God has sacrificed for us and what he had given to us, cleansing our sins, died for us on the cross, we're out of God's will.. We must do the right things in the right ways in God's will.. :)

Hahas~ This month 17th i'll be considered 1 yr old in God's kingdom yeah... ? xDD I was water baptised last yr 17 july... So it's gonna b a special day for me arh~ :) hahas so glad manns~ ^^
For these days i could finally get to Kingsley through phone... :D Thanks to Benjamin(from N246) since he's oso in Aust, so he taught me how to sms and call to Aust~ :D hahas. But nowadays nid to pay more focus on my studies and God~ :DD So can't help it when i almost forgotten his presence on Earth... Though.

Anyway for a bf i'd like someone who can be strong in God's kingdom and is willing to serve always~ :D Someone who can b faithful... Someone who can guide me in my walk with God as well... Instead of someone who is tooOOoo honest or too cunning (kny) =,= That idiotic guy stil dare ask me out for movie. Wa lao eh. =__= *super sick* Go movie with him = going to hell with a cunning fox.. Yeah manns it's so right arh.

That's why "i just can't stress enough the importance of" ( quoted from Miss Dawn Woo ) my man of life being a believer of God~ That's why sometimes i reject lah... =_= it's not that u're really that bad, but just not the right one lur~ I wanna go according to God's plan for me... So now, my 1st priority is God, 2nd is O level + studies, 3rd is my family esp. both my parents, 4th is friendships since this yr is a graduating yr and last but not least is my house's tidiness.. T.T lol it's a saddening case to see my house so "neat and tidy and clean and shiny"... Hmm.. Kinda worrying... D;

Okay, shall end here le~ Very tiring~ T.T

LOL,

JeNNiFER wAng ^^

2009-07-07T19:02:00.001+08:00

`ANNOUCEMENTS
1) FROM TODAY ONWARDS, ANUTIE LIM'S BAKERY AND JJ LIN'S FISH SHOP WILL BE OFFICIALLY CLOSE DOWN DUE TO EXCESSIVE INTRUDERS
Due to H1N1 and intruders entering into our premises and there is no longer entertainment available. :D
2) FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I'VE FINALLY CATCH UP WITH MY ART O LEVEL PROJECT WORK! PTL~ !!!
LOL. Hmm. Today finally able to get on task with the rest liao.. Kinda happy but still sad. To have a bias teacher, this kind of sorrow are inavoidable. :D Lol... Ellis oso quite poor thing uh. Done so much better than the rest, put in soooooooOOOOOOOoooooooooo much hard work, her work is indeed outstanding all the rest of us. Yet, teacher rarely give her praise nor encouragements until today... Hmm... Let's feel for her and keep silent for 1 minute to pay her the tribute. xDD HAHA joking. Lolol...
`K. THAT'S ALL FOR ANNOUCEMENTS. Thanks for the attention lol :)

2009-07-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

4:27 PM 7/1/2009

Hahas~! Today skipped art... Uh-oh... =XX Very tired le... After the chemistry practical aready so damn tired le... Broke a boiling test-tube too... T.T LOL. Syabrin was funny. He owaes is. Good entertainer. :D He went to connect the black tab-pipe to the orange one, den he open the tap and the water splashed out..... LOLOL... =.= Although only for a while la, but he was funny. He looked stunted and scared, like a cat like tat. But everyone noes he's just acting lah. LOL!

Anyways still haven't haf any progress for my art yet manns... Everytym want to chiong, say want to chiong, but in the end leh, no time, no energy etc. LOL~ Okay lah tis is common one. :DD Later still got CL bible study... Hmm... T.T Still at lesson 2 only... Coz i re-started from lesson 1... But it's ok, coz differently got different Revelation mahx... :DD Hmm...

Today got quite a lot of hmwk nid to finish uh. Indices(maths), geog, tml got geog test too, and and art lah... T.T Haix... So tired aready... Dunno l8r come back will haf energy to do anot. Pray that i can haf time to do lur.... LOL... Hmm....

Alrite. Short and sweet. Need to go off le. xDD

LOL,

JeNNifer xDD

2009-06-30T17:55:00.010+08:00

No B please.... :D

Jason in the glory of God

The last scene b4 we left the island

Kelly And Me~ *sweetx*

Stupid clay

B? No no no! =.=

Cleanest table ever in art room :D

Auntie Lim's Bakery

3 Art Students

4:37 PM 6/30/2009
( Just came back from school~ xDD )

Heys~ :DD Today forgotten to cut my nails [ i told Ellis to cut her fingers instead ], so when doing the wedging of the clay is like so damn disgusting arh... T.T Lol... And i failed 2 times lur... Is either it has cracks or it is too small to make into one of the tiles... Haix... Very tiring today too... Coz today got P.E. and we actually tested out the route for the cross-country that the whole school will be going soon... LOL!!! Very very very tiring, although during the lesson the trip, i can't feel very much of tiredness, but it's only when we went back to class after recess... Everyone was dried up lur... Den after school nid to stayback for Art, wah, bo lard arh... D;

Today when entering the school from front gate hor, is like entering into a hospital like that lor.. =,= Everyone nid to apply hand sanitizer, the teachers were fully "geared" and ready to fight like that. Their hand no longer holds the scanner for temperature one aready... Instead, they'll tell u to take out ur thermometer first b4 u can do anything. LOL.

And when going back home, very unglam. =.= I slipped 2 steps outside the staff rooms. =.= But didn't fall. Just slipped. Anyone can tell that i was shocked. =.=
LOL.

Ands anyways, yesterday Kingsley finally left me a message on my FAceBook... hmm.. LOLOL.. I thought he'd haf died. Coz so long no hear anything from him... LOLOLLOLOL! But thank God he is still alive and active lah. He said he'd call me soon. And the soon may be around november like tat. :0 Haix. But it's alrite. Effort counts. :DD

And my mouth still got 3 ulscles. T.T Very pain.

Finally got the photos for the camp CastAway... Hmm.. WAs so so very nice. :DD Fun too... Some ppl so poor thing nv go... Hor that SiYing... xDD Den i can keep on saying and make her jealous~!!! xDD No lah just kidding. :) But really fun lah. :D Got to play the water bomb thingy... :DD Funny. Now recall it's still very funny. Everyone clinged on to the cloth, the white cloth, to prevent ppl from other groups to dirty it lur! xDD LOL! I kana hard once by the Citrus team only. ONce. Others is like, duhh, so many. :D I rmb Elvis kana in his face and so on. :DD It's really worth it going for the camp~ :DD So fun. So i nv regret even if the hmwk and lessons are being missed.... :)

Haix. But after the camp come back got so many things nid to catch up lur... Especially Art... T.T Only haf 8 tiles only.. Ellis aready got 21 tiles le... And my colour test and markering still still haven't done yet... HAIX. DUNNO WHEN DEN WILL HAF THE MOOD TO REALLY CHIONG.... Haix ya jia lard jia lard....... T.T But nvm, as the bible says, with God and the Holy Spirit, i'll succeed one :DD Praise the Lord~!! xDD I've put so much faith in God, hence emerge to be able to let go of stupid things that Satan has set for me... :D Good~ xDD Therefore i'm able to concentrate better o nmy studies now... I wann my first position in Maths to come back to me... D; Since Kings incident, my grade has slipped down... T.T CAn't help it... :D But await my rise~!!! xDD In Jesus name! xDD

Hahas. REally manns. Now i noe everything behind le... :D Things that are being kept in the dark will be brought forth to light... :D Isn't that great? At least for most of the things i'm innocent one lor. Anyhow blame me accuse me oso got no use one. If i noe is my fault, my wrong, i'll confirm admit it de... I'm not like i'll back-stab ppl, lie to ppl ( only Kenny CCF will ) or make other ppl superbly upset for nothing one lor... I'm owaes an angel. :D Pure angel. (Not Ah Quan's please, though)

Hmm, for today, got something that struck me... Listening to Track 09 in my mp3 when doing my art... JJ's song of coz... I dunno wad's the title, but i noe it is about a dream that will nv come true... Hurt ones are owaes dreams that are uncompleted, and happy ones are dreams that are once being dreamt of... WAH!! See, my idol so zuai :DD Really. I realise that the dream that i've dreamt of can nv be continued and come to a final happy ending, but it's happy enuff for me to just experience it for at least once :DD At least now i noe. That the fact that guys of those age will only look for super pretty gals, while some will be around praying that God will bless them with a pretty good looking one... LOLOL.. Hmm.. It's not wrong wad. :D Is just that i will want someone who look for heart and won't care about look one. LOL. But nowadays hard to find lah. Even Ding Yuan says that too. Oh ya, just now when heading home saw the 2 shuai ge Ding Yuan and Yuan Zhi. xDD They are tall lerh lah. At least got talk to me. Where got like that Koh Peng Hoe. =.=''' Haix. Terrible.

Okay bah, shall end here le.. :D

LOL TODAY IS A SIAN DAY

2009-06-28T15:59:00.002+08:00

Haix. Just back from my grandparents' death anniversary... At sooooo far away lah.... And under the hot sun somemore.... Den rained.... =.= Wad's the weather today manns... Den now is still raining too... Hmm... Guess the weather goes with my mood lahx... I wonder if i nv go to that particular blog, perhaps i won't be suddenly so upset le... Hmm.. who's eileen manns. LOL? Nvm.

Anyways my homework haven't even touched yet since i went for the camp aready.... T.T GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today when i go back home i'll chiong all the way, but of coz start with a prayer lah... If not i confrim guarantee will fall asleep, otherwise is cry.................. ZZZZZZ. Coz everytym like that one. For wad i wanna be like that........................................... Stupid manns.... So ea yr camp i'll bring back smth upsetting lur? owaes? =.=''' HahAHAHAHAHAHA I GONNA RING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ROARS*

But ok nah. At least still fren. :D More than enuff, i guesss. And at least can let go of the previous one, and start on tis new one for another year? =.= LOL. Kings come back if he noes, i guess i'm GC. gone case. LOL> ok la. Can't update much today. Very tired. Today 5am wake up liao. Haix....