One night a man had a dream. He dreamt that he was walking along the sandy beach with the Lord. The cool breeze was blowing under the sun.. The azure sky was filled with magnolia clouds. It was a definite sign of peace. The man turned back and noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonged to him, and the other to the Lord.







When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He realised that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also realised that the single sets of footprints were deep and draggy, therefore he concluded that it happens at the lowest and saddest times in his life.






This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.






"Lord, you said that once i decided to follow you, put my faith and trust totally to you and laying my life down on the altar for you, you'd walk with me all the way. But i have noticed that during the most troublesome times of my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when i needed you most, you would leave me."






The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and i would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then when i carried you."






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Phew~ Just reached home from a night jog.. :) Wells, as anticipated, i have ran much slower than 3 days ago.. ;D Well, it's coz RED Camp 6 @NP has aready drained me clean. :D Awesome camp manns.. 5 tribes, 2 groups(Ninches and Cenvitans), 1 camp. :D Cool manns. >< I am still suffering from Severe Post-Red Camp Withdrawal Syndrome!!! :( SPRCWS has no cure one meh?? :( So sad sia. Actually got, and it is for the SLs to organise another outing for us! :) Hahas. Look forward to it though. For those who has missed it, it's really wasted..







Now at least not so sian anymore~ Got great and awesome memories that can last me throughout the holidays~ >< Hahas. And when the results are out, there is sure to be more surprises! Woohoos~ :) Anyway RED camp was really so so so fun.. Or i should say that every camp that i've attended are so fun.. ? :) HAHas. This tym round, the camp was fun is not bcoz i get to noe good guys ok. =_=''' And even for previous camps that is oso not the case. This tym round it was bcoz got ppl quarrel wif me everyday every minute throughout the camp to keep me occupied.. ;') And got screensaver wif me oso.. So much chemistry tgt.. Wa lao~ :) And she must b happie that all the shuai and wanted ppl did take photos wif us? ;D Screensaver must haf stared at the photo taken for hours.. ? Not looking at me and not looking at herself, but the person in the centre. Muahahahaha. ;D I noe coz i haf went through it LOL. And on the other hand, not to forget abt that person who kept on quarrelling wif me. She must haf stared at the photo taken wif the Apaches' grandfather. Haix. Ppl aready yr 3 liao... :D LOL. Well, i next yr wanna be a SL seh. ;D Seems so cool and fun to join. ;D To organise the Red Camp 7 in 2010 and impact ppl's life, esp. fresh secondary sch graduates. :) So that NP can continue to expand and be the no. 1 in Singapore. haha. One vision, one dream.






LOL.

^(◕‿◕)^ ⒽⓄⓇⓃⓎ ⓋⒾⓀⒾⓃⒼⓈ rocks the place~ ♉ woohoos~

I feel so tired now.. Just now went for the AIA job probation, but cant make it.. So the 4 hrs i wasted my time there. So sad. :( But ok lah, at least i noe that i tried. :) Choon Shien (Mr Gan) was patient wif me too. x) But it was me who gave up the job lor, coz i feel tat it's just no point doing this kind of thing.. Coz u'll haf to get the appts out, if u kept on calling ppl, but no ppl wants to support u, give u an appt date, den u wont do well.. U're lyk, just wasting ur tym there. Somemore i am taking CS's tym oso. Paiseh leh. He not bad looking. :D (but cannot compare to Vince)He teach me lyk, so long lahs. :O But it's ok, now tat i noe, i wont go for this kind of job anymore unless i am well-trained and given more tym lor.. Well, at the end of the day, it's my first part-tym job wad. Although no pay, it's the experience that pays off lor. :) And oso get to see CS oso not bad lah. :) Only a total of 6 hrs lost to let God speak to me this way, it's lyk, so worth it. Coz all along i was depending on God today. First, morning when i woke up, i pray tat i'll reach on tym to meet CS and let him haf good impression of me since he is the one who hires me to assist me. 2nd, i prayed for safety coz afterall it's my first tym meeting CS. 3rd, i prayed tat CS is kind and patient cum polite and not fierce and frenly type, and God answered all these prayers of mine. Well, but one thing God didn't answered me was for the job to be smooth and successful so that i continue working thr wif CS. And there comes revelation. I wasn't even aware of it until He in heaven spoke to me in the train ride while i was on my way home..




"If life is so easy for you, then you don't need to love God anymore, just ask(pray) and it will be given to you. MEANINGLESS"



WOW. Awesome. Yeah. So i suddenly bcome more cheerful abt the situation. I knew the failure for the job in my heart. It was the lack of faith to lift it to God. Right from the start i actually prayed for it, but i haf small faith tat God can help me in tis kind of thing. But what u think is what u get..



Well, so finally still need to wait for SAKURA to accept me.. :( Haix. Nvm. Nid to get a job den can le.. :)



Anyways i still misses Vince. Oh manns~ :( He is so shuai. Too shuai liao. *sigh* Even more shuai than CS arh. Vince is like, 99% shuai, den JJ is lyk bcome 65% shuai, den CS 1% shuai and others all below 1% liao. LOL. Not bad lah. At least i noe my standard liao. :DD So at least i won't fall easily again into a love hell. LOL.



&& yesterday finally can wash my hair ler~ (although cant wash away Vince in my mind) :D But my hair now not as straight le. But is still somehow str8 lah. :) Hahs.



*Yesterday Moon treated me at Pastamania :DD loveloves. Feel a mother-like love! hahas. Gotta make her a nice b'dae card. Shall commence the work tonite! ^^



Alrite, shall stop here liaos! ^^

Sianz.. Tml going for a 2-day probation for the job i am going for.. SAKURA useless sia. :( Wait until so long for it, but in the end the result is lyk tat.. Haix.







Nvm.. Well, thank God for another job at Eunos.. *sigh* although still dunno can make it anot, but pray hard can lah. It's lyk a hard job lor.. U nid to pick up calls and work everyday.. (Except Sunday and Friday can choose working hours la) And within 4 hrs u nid to make at least 4 appts successfully, otherwise GG. =.= Very nervous leh, this kind of job.. But nvm lor, just gif it a shot. Den see how it works bah..






Anyways today went to buy one bottle of hair shampoo for rebonded hair and the hair essence.. Originally $33 + $28 dollars respectively, but cut until $20 each. :) AND I SAW VINCE XD oh manns~ He is really so cool arh~ just now i and Esther go there buy the shampoo and the essence, he was helping another gal to rebond, but he still came forward just to say hi lorhx~ oh manns~ why is there such shuai guy in SG?????? xD oh manns~ i'm getting crazy lol.






Anyone wanna go salon to cut ur hair? Contact me! And i'll bring u there~ :DD






Vince~~~






LOL. But he surrounded by so many pretty girls der lor. :( All the salon helpers all gals de. *sian* Oh, got another guy lah, but tat guy not hot at all. LOL. Vince say bye bye to me tat tym, wah his smile super shuai de lor!!!!! *O*






Alrite. Tis is going to motivate me to be single until i am 21 yrs old. :D Unless someone who is more shuai and more frenly and more kind hearted than he is appear before me! And of coz i'll keep on praying for that soneone lol.






HAix, tml finally working liao. Sian. No tym to meet frenz liao. Unless the boss is good enuff to let me take a leave. Fierce sia him. But nvm lah, forget it. For some money to spend, i'll haf to do it. :(






And tonite can finally wash my hair le. It's 2 days over liao. :) But i still miss Vince. :( No more others anymore huh. Really manns.






ok, shall end here.

Woohoo~ Finally got my hair rebonded. Satisfied lol. :) Yesterday night don’t dare to sleep lorh. (Although in the end still fell alsleep) coz I don’t want my hair to be bent arh. First 2 days are very crucial. LOL. But this morning wake up go see, no matter how much I tried to protect it, it still kana bent lah. But I tink is like tt der la. Haix. Waste my effort. :( Originally going for normal rebonding, got discount so is $88, coz my hair is not that short, but after that go there they tell me go mineral rebonding, so I went and $128 fly~ But the guy was good enuff to give me $8 off, so I only paid $120~ :D Well afterall it's at D'image Group salon. Their service so good so of coz it's expensive. If without the discount, it will be like, $268 for the mineral rebonding, $33 for the rebonding oil and $28 for the hair rebonding shampoo. LOLs. They are on like, 60% discount. Oh oh, must thank that gal who gave me the flyer manns. :D A salon that has shuai ge to serve u is pretty much rare in SG nowadays. xD




The hair spa was awesome. Very classic arh. Dim lightings, light blue colour.. Classical music.. Den got the sea waves sound effect.. Etc etc, oh oh, and got shuai ge Vince. =XX At the VIP room there at their second floor. LOLs. Vince was handsome~ xD He got dimples seh, like JJ. :D Super cool lor him~ Btw Vince was the cool guy who attended to me at the salon~ He so professional lahs. And oso keep on talking to me~ lalalas~ xP He so careful oso, i see the gals other side one oso rebonding, den her face is like, ouch, so pain. LOLOL. But for me i ok lah. Not pain. Or mayb didn't realise coz Vince is really too shuai liao. :DD And he was with me throughout the three hrs~ xP



Haix. But it's just a one day thing, or mayb two. LOL. Sunday going to get a rebonding shampoo from him. Costs $28 but he discount so $20. I know this is expensive, but i need tat to protect my hair~~ >.< And it's worth it coz Vince is cool. :DD



And so sian lor, i say he cool only then PPL SAY ME PERVERT LOR! =.=



You noe who you are LOL. :D



It's natural what. I see JJ so cute i so say he cute, if i see u cool i will oso say u cool mah, but so sad u not XDD jkjk.



Anyways, another thing to compliment D' Image Group salon is that i see that they have awesome strategy lor. Got 3 pretty girls, 1 auntie and 2 guys (Vince is the more cool one) in the salon serving their customers. So, when a young girl come, the cool guys will attend to them, if a young man come, the pretty gals will attend to them, and if an old lady or an old man come, the auntie will attend to them and chat with them about the history. See. Awesome strategy to attract customers. Something for me to learn when i grow up and want to set up a business huh. :D (lol this is like a reflection that miss woo tells us to write everytym lol)



Hoo. O level finally finished aready. All the also threw away liao~ But now need to look for a part-time job of good pay.. *sigh* First tym going to work. Dunno how it will be like uh. O.o Mayb will get some scolding at the job, or mayb some compliment for doing a gs job. But it's ok, if it's too tough den after i get the first month salary i run liao :DD



Hahas. Today got cg meeting lerh. :) gotta stop here~ x)

Woohoo~ O LEvel is finally over lerh~ ^^

HAHAHA~!!!

Hmms... Wonder what is going to happen next... Well... Thanks to my connect grp ldr, i can haf a job as tuition teacher* ... LOL.

Well... I dunno how i will fare for my o level.. But confirm retaking English language coz should b fail derh lah.. :(

Hmm.. && i want to play some games~ Some sports~ :(

TAN SU ShAN must play :D

LOL. Ok. Shall continue playing farm town now~~~ :DD

Here i am, reminiscing the past...

I want everything to rewind lehs... :( Haix. So sian the life nowadays. Remember in the past we still got play badminton at the badminton court in BCC and in bishan... Got play bball... Or i should say got the previledge to see you play... But now leh.. Haix.. Everything is changing... Those whom i don't really like is giving me troubles.. But everytime i think of you i got the motivation to move on... But to an end that most likely who won't even have the chance to talk... It has been such a long while ever since we hold the last conversation...

THE LAST CONVERSATION...

SADD. :( Why must u be transferred out... WHY...

Sian sian sian. No life at all.

Wells. I want to play more badminton and play bball... Why so many ppl dont like play bball de... =.= basket. :( I want to play but u all all ALL dont want play. Bball is not hard to play mah. Anyhow play i oso shuang. But play mah. =___='''

Now my CG oso no sports liao derh. NO MORE LIAO. SO SIAN. ZZZ. (honest)

K lah. Will end here. Anyone wants to play can contact me~ :DD